All my friends have left me for boys...Teres/Jill/Christy are out meeting some polish boys at Goodbar (I didn't want to intrude on their triple date) Jen is preparing for leaving early in the morning for her boyfriend's place in New Jersey and MK is doing the same and leaving in the AM for her boyfriend in Albany. Di is with Matt I'm sure and Yosepha well well she is visiting her sister and her sister is married so that is a boy. I hope this isn't the beginning of the end. Well I'm off to the Pink with my brother and other epeeps. Maybe I'll see some of you out tonight. I am slightly nervous because I am wearing a possibly too small pastellyish neonish orange tshirt that can easily be ridiculed. We'll see.

Props to Paul for the calendar feature. I think it is a really good addition.

I vowed the other day to have more realistic crushes, not that you can really control something like that. But like focus more on people I have a chance with or something although my friends think (and I agree) that I automatically think I don't have a chance with anyone once I have a crush on them so it is more my mind that needs to be realistic, not the people I crush on. Hmm that sorta makes sense I think. I don't know I just assume generally if I like someone they could not possibly like me back cuz they are too good. I also have a thing for wanting people that are not single, maybe it is like a safety net for myself because then it's really like not anything I could do anything about. I don't know. Haha the word crush is so sixth grade.

On another note,wow MK that was a whopper of an old journal entry of mine you linked to. Did anyone read them when they were that long? I love that the side note was like 5,000 words by itself. Today was my Nonna's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NONNA (not that she reads this).

I went out to lunch with MK downtown today and let me tell you do not get the smashed potato with chicken and cheese at the Hoagie Brothers in the Main Place Mall food court. It is disgusting!!! With a capital D. I guess I could have just capitalized the D. whatev. I was gonna have a turkey club but they were out of bacon. Maybe that was god's way of telling me I need to cut back on my fried pork fat intake. Who knows?

Jill and Teres enjoying their drinks at Coffee &. They finally have mocha jet cafes again. Woohoo

Tried to go and see Fahrenheit 9/11 last night but the 7pm was sold out and there was already a huge line for the 9:30. Insanity. So we went to Pizza Hut instead and I took my first pictures using the borrowed sidekick. Then we went to Spot.

Thanks Chris for showing me how to use all the fun features of the sidekick. He joined us at Spot and then I could fully enjoy the sidekick and emailing in journals with pictures. After that we went home but I stopped here at the estrip headquarters first cuz I wasn't really feeling like going home and I to mine and her surprise Emily was here still. So we chatted a little and then I went home and played hours of video poker. I am offically a non-owning but addicted sidekick user.

Herels Di and Matt enjoying people magazine after a heated debate over the olsen twins versus trista from the bachelor

Missing Image ;(

Have you ever seen them in the same room at the same time?

Missing Image ;(

So walking down Elmwood tongiht, what do me, yosepha, and jill see but Robbie from the Goo Goo Dolls in the hair salon next to Merlins getting his hair dyed. There were seriously like 7 people in there working on it. Jill took some pictures so they better be posted in her jouranl soon...or else.

Teres, Tao of Steve is also a band that plays one of my favorite songs which is the theme from Scrubs...random.

Saw Farhenheit 9/11 tonight. It was good, maybe it will make people hate Bush but I think only people that already do will go see it. I just have some problem with Michael Moore. I liked him more (hahah more and Moore) in his Roger and Me days about Flint, Michigan. He seems too big now. LIke how can be complain about large companies while he is making millions for sure off of this. I don't see him donating the money or giving it back to his hometown to help people. Well we'll see maybe he will. Who knows!

Went to the prom at the coop house last night and let me just say that house is amazing, from the grand staircase to the bowling alley countertops it is just so totally amazing. The prom was lots of fun even if I did leave early around 230(my silly stomach never wants me to leave my house and does everything in its power to prevent me from staying out). All in all a good night.

I was reading a book called the Informers by the guy who wrote American Psycho and like the first few chapters were pretty normal about crazy drugged up entertainment people in Los Angeles sort of thing and then all of a sudden a chapter was about vampires who eat people they pick up at bars, the next chapter was about these 20-somethings that tie a boy up in their tub, I believe rape him and then kill him with a switchblade and then the last chapter was about two poeople in a zoo and he admits he is an alien whose people are going to destroy earth in the 24th century. Very odd indeed. It was like um "whoa where did this come from". But considering he wrote American Psycho, I guess you got to expect some of that craziness.

Hey (e:boxerboi), craziness that I am at Spot so much that it is noticeable. I heard that you hated me though for stealing your seat...hope I can make amends.

I heard about the crazy estrippers naked party night from Beast and Paul. Sorry and not so sorry I missed it as I'm not sure you can go for blood tests in the morning after a night of drinking (does fasting include alcohoo? who knows!)Which by the way I went to a new blood test place on Hertel and they treat people way different I think then the one on Maple in Amherst, totally cuz I think they expect you to be poor at the Hertel and not to be at the Maple one. More on this later..

Before I get into our Shakespeare in the Park outing I'd like to say I love the new AIM feature and also was so behind in reading jouranls I was so overwhelmed and before I even got to the top ten list as I was like 20 new entry readings behind, the top ten list changed drastically again. So many updates to read...so little time.

So tonight we planned to have a picnic before Shakespeare in the park. Instead we got there after the play had started (the only way we go anywhere is late) and sat in the back where I could not see the actors at all making it more of a audio play for me and thus leading me to have no clue what was going on at any moment in the entire first act. But I did enjoy eating the fruit salad, pasta salad (30 lb tub of it...everything that comes out of Jill's kitchen is large enough for an army), PB &J sandwiches, vegetables, pie , whiop cream and random snack foods. MK's dad is in the play and he was aweseome although I'm not sure of what his character's name nor role in the play was but it was good none the less. We left just as the second act started b/c it started to downpour but poor MK stayed alone to watch her dad, although I would imagine they stopped performing after a few minutes of downpour. I hope she survived, although she did have my cape/blanket for protection, which hopefully helped.


On a funny note, I was sitting about a few feet away from Diana and she looked bored so I started to wave to her in a like kinda crazy funny fake seductive kind of way and their was like a 20something year old guy standing behind her who thought I was waving to him and looked at me and waved back in a "who is this crazy person waving to me , I better appease them" kind of way wave. I love to embarass myself 24/7!!!

I think we are going to be at the midi prom tomorrow night so hopefully I'll see some of you there , we are also probably going to Off the Wall for 80's night which is mucho fun and I recommend everyone go to that too!