Posts from January 2010

not sure if it is the super intense workout with my trainer, the energy drinks, protein bars, or the 15 hr grueling day i just endured. but i feel so sick to my stomach right now...

i hate throwing up. it is definitely the worst feeling, and i don't know if i should try to go to sleep or just get it over with.

i do not want to get up at 5am, i really really don't...

a coworker and i decided it is so awful working with the one lady, that working with her is like being served, except we replaced served with her name. "you've just been, *&^%$#." i think we work with her tomorrow, dear god.

help. maybe she is why i feel so sick..........

so now that my hair is getting really long, i have been having a huge issue.

this is issue is what i like to call, "the super tangle". what happens is, the underneath of the back of my hair combines into two huge tangles which takes about five minutes of the most gentle combing to get out.

i am also feeling like i am losing hair to this issue, and maybe my hair just wants to be dreads?

i wont let "the super tangle" win... i will not be defeated.

The young attractive ones are creepers just looking for young skanky chicks.

The old ones have more money and less looks and want skanks too.

I am tired of these men. They are creepers and I would like to be left alone.

i really love both of these things. it's a shining example of how i am lacking class and maturity but i don't care.


the jerz just makes me laugh, and i love how crazy they all are and how much they want to fight. i don't condone this behavior, and i doubt i would ever want to be friends with these type of people, but they really make me laugh.

i believe laughter to be a medicine.

as for hannah montana, @paul loves it too. plus i do happen to like that miley cyrus ballad, 'when i look at you".

have a new dress, very cute. very cute. very non scottsdale.

amazing weekend, woot woot!

Just bought my tickets! And I'm renting a car for blo! Baller! Woot woot!


March 14-18.

Just bought my tickets! And I'm renting a car for blo! Baller! Woot woot!

i am still sad about losing all my data from the maclappy. i have some stuff saved through gmail though...

wanted to share some pics of aruba and the fam and me of course. aruba 2.0 should happen this august, woot woot!!!!!



my precious baby niece who turns 1 years old soon!!!




my brother and the babes.




baby lioness... rarrrrrrr!



aruba!


hiking



tall enough to enter club in aruba. i am so tan here, i fit right in.


aruba party time



almost same hiking pic as before



@hodown is hating on something over there...



she like the flowers and the sun



making a bday wish...



paradise



me and a coug. my mom.



my hot new pink heels. whoop whoop!

i tried to do a good thing and help my friend out by buying her a plane ticket home for her uncle's funeral and i bought the ticket the entirely wrong month and days.

this makes me question myself. when i am reincarnated i am sure to reappear as a ditzy gay man, or a blonde.

i have good intentions, but sometimes they get lost in the confusion of my brain.

so, now i have to wait to get my money back. i am also waiting to get paid from my service provider job(where i work with the little girl). i never seem to get paid on time, or even really get paid the right amount.

i will wait until friday, and then see if i have received my direct deposit. maybe it's because of the holiday, and my timesheets were a few days late. this job is ideal for me in many ways, and i love it for the most part. i do not, however like having to fill out my own timesheets. i can never find any blank sheets and then i fill them out and lose them and i must prefer the fingerpad punch in at the hospital, because i punch in and out and get paid; done.

the point of this ramble is that i want to donate some money to the haiti earthquake relief... i suppose they won't run out of money by friday will they? it's only doing a little, but it is something. thanks @james for that comment. paying to feed a child for a few weeks will help.

I can't wait to be a licensed teacher. I will be able to help more then, and I definitely want to travel and see how other people live. A part of me wants to balance out the insanity of my love for all things shiny and expensive by adding meaning in there somewhere. I feel like helping children is a good start.

i just realized that i go back and forth between capitalizing and not. perhaps i feel some sentences are more important than others? my grammar needs major help...

• I don't care if my borther hates the pony party and thinks it is too much and zooey wont like it. i know she will like it, she is related to me. And why is there ever too many parties for a baby????- that is a somewhat quote from @hodown. Can i call zooey's bday a hodown??????????????????????????

do people really think praying is going to save the people in haiti???

i think organization and planning and swift efforts will save more people.

i think about my life, and what i do daily... it's so hard not to feel like a greedy selfish person.

i do honestly wish i could help, but how much will $50 help? how much will a prayer help?

i am not there. if i could just take one child and feed and bathe them and put a smile on their face. even if it was just one smile, it would be worth it.

i can't stand seeing children suffer. it all makes me sad.

sometimes i want to leave america, because i feel like i will never really appreciate my life until i see how others live. i feel like i will fall deeper into a materialistic abyss.

so many people here have money and no true character. they look down upon people who aren't upper middle class. i don't want to be that person.

it seems like all i care about is makeup and clothes, but it can be a front because i don't want everyone to know how truly soft my heart is.

if i had the money i would so adopt a child. i think that is a new life goal of mine...

send me the needy babies!!!!!

Apparently this site is too naughty for work because I am have been blocked from the site through the hospital system.

No Perez at work. Now no estrip.I will not let them break my spirit though!

I have my blackberry and they cannot take it away from me. Or can they?

Things and people here are at an all time high as far as backstabbing and hostility goes.

I am responding to the gate with love. As any good ho would do.

My mom told me I work too much which makes no sense because she taught me how to be a work horse.

Also I have to pay for the pony and petting zoo party and blo and nyc. I'm working hard to play hard peaches!! Woot woot!

Back to work...