haven't been here in a while. feeling somewhat disconnected. i havent seen my sis in a record amount of time and its getting me down big time. i just need a big dose of (e:hodown). im sick of working so much and being so poor, but i think ill be back on track by the end of the summer.

in happier news, my new job is great! i work people inc. in a goup home with a developmentally diabled individuals. one thing that gets me through the day is how happy there people are with life, even though they have gotten the short end of the stick. it makes me feel bad to be such a whiney stinky person. oh, (e:leetee), i can give you info if you would like toe apply. they are always hiring and its a great organization to work for, let me know...

i got hair extensions for my bitch's father's wedding next weekend. i think its gonne be sweet. i just wish that i could be like the doll that when you crnaked her arm, her hair grew. this is taking way to long.

last thing. i have been chosen as honorary guest on my sis's business vaca to las vegas. we get a spending allowance of $300 a day and there are two rules:

1. no celine dion

2. what happens in vegas stays in vegas. bitches.

im so sick of work everyday. its either standing on my feet and cutting nasty people's hair, or sitting through lectures for 7 hrs. 7 days a week. can't wait for july to just be over.


and the best part is, i still have zero money.

actually, thats the worst part.

if it stays this hot, i will kill myself. its making me sick.

i miss my momma and my sister, and i think im gonna cry.

i need a hug. wah.

my phone finally took its last shit, and on a day when i get about ten calls nonetheless. fuck that. that bitch has to get sent back to az and replaced, since im on my mothers plan and she has to be present for me took get any sort of service.

i fucking hate sprint. cingular was so much better.

i love being a consumer. all i think about all day is how to consume more, how i can be a better consumer. how to make big business republicans more wealthy. we need more oil.

what if everyone one had their very own oil rig in their back yards. screw pools, an oil rig will do just fine. kids love oil. so moisturizing.


anyway, i work every single day this month and prob everday for the rest of the summer. i find once you cut yourself off, its not hard.

one day i will get to have fun again.

im on the diet exercise regimen for real this time. its nice to have (e:thesimeon) around for some ass-kicking. i have no self control.

blog on (e:peeps). have some fatty food and think of me...eating yogurt and veggies. ahh.

that's right. i have food poisoning for the third time this year. is that a record? this shouldn't happen, i don't live in a third world county.

anyway, i will spending some quality time with au toilet today.

im so happy.