make a lemondrop!


or a screwdriver.


im le tired.


my car broke down a bunch of times this week, luckily, i was able to restart it each time. except for tonight after work. i then sat in my car for an hour and half, half crying, half laughing, nearly peeing my pants.

i had to pee so bad.

my car was just in the shop last week, and being the little nazi btich it is(more on the lovely swastika scratched into the hood later), it wouldn't do its not starting thing for the mechanic, nope. it loves to stall for me. in fact anywhere it can; in the middle of an intersection, the engine shut down on the freeway, on a curvy road, on a major hill; anywhere. i have been here 6 months, my car has broken down about as many times.

the upside to all of this? there is none. i hate that car.

anyway, onto better topics. this will be my first thanksgiving i am charge of everything, shopping, cooking, taming the wild beasts in my family. i have the shopping part done.

i also have a million art projects to complete in the next month.

oooh, and i am officially applying for my passport in two weeks! which means i will have it soon! i can't wait to travel!!!!

and, i still hate cats.

whenever i have really bad days like this, i think, at least im not preg, that makes every situation seem like such less of an issue. not that i am sleeping around so i would have to worry about that, but more of a, at least i don't have a family to feed or some shit like that. i can just hit the sauce when the going gets rough, not that i do that all the time either...

anyway, i cleaned my room today, and it looks really nice, so without further ado, i bring you the (e:lilho) abode! i will be lying in my bed, drinking some form of vodka drink....

so, i kid you not whyen i say. i got into a car accident yesterday.

i was merging onto the 33- off of humboldt, the place where basically everyone gets into an accident, and the person in front of me slammed on their brakes, i was merging, and starting to speed up, and didn't hve enough time and slammed into the back of their car. luckily, i have the tiny car, and they have the suv, so the only damage is to my car.

great.

now i will prob end up paying somewhere between 200-500 to have this shit fixed.

im just laughing, because life is so funny. i was slamming my brakes and thinking, "well, i guess its my time." im just so happy that im ok, and i have very supportive concerned friends. yay for that.

sometimes i think i just attract drama, and i swear this time, i was just trying to go to the mall to buy a dress for tonight.

im kinda loving the new use pic so much, not sure when if ever, i will change it.

the funny thing is, that a while ago, months or years ago, i would be crying about this stuff, but im just happy to be here and be me. im happy i can look myself in the mirror, and say, "you're alright sarah ho!"

happy new year, were gonna set up the wifi on my camera, so get ready bitches!