Posts from December 2009

i often "test" people by randomly calling them to see if they will pick up. most times people fail this test.

also, i "test" people by being kind of really annoying and loud and saying rude things.

people think from the way i look that i would be not as smart or just a goody-goody. they have it all wrong.

anyway, it's all really a test to see if you can handle me, which most people cannot. @PMT def can the best of most, and @hodown i would say can, but in much smaller doses.

@tina was prob the best, but she is so far away, it's like i've lost a major part of me.

and then the e:twinsies i think, and @mike, and @deeglam, but she is more out of control than me.

i think i am about to enjoy the best xmas of my life, and i i'm pretty sure i have conquered my math final.

the reason for this post was because my ego was minorly insulted by the fact someone called me, "the most immature 26 yr old girl i know". but this is coming from someone who favor the song "Low" by Flo Rida. that song had it's time almost three years ago, and i do not consider it a great, mmmk?

anyway, i suppose i was rude, but it happens????

i feel bad for people with bad music taste, it equals non quality person i think, somewhat.

why would you bother talking to someone on the phone for two hours if you are never going to call them again?

i never feel like going out anymore. party sarah has died.

i was about to walk out the door to head to class and i saw something red on the floor. i thought it was a large food crumb or some hot sauce i might have spilled.

it was a baby scorpion. i needed to leave for school, and i was the only one around. this was a nightmare-like situation for me. seriously.

i called my mom and she got all excited and told me i needed to just smash it with a shoe. i found a flip flop and threw it with full force on that baby beast, and then used a shovel to carry the flip flop with smashed scorpion outside. i don't know i can ever wear those flip flops again.

this is all coming from the person who is scared of ants.

my bravest moment to date.

the light is a light yes. outside of patient room, you can see it lit up. at the nurses station it dings. loudly. in addition to the phone and other alarms it becomes very very hard to concentrate, or really hear anything. people talk to me from down the hall, or in passing without looking at me so i can't read lips... i am going to buy an ear shaped pin to remind everyone, "hello, i am half deaf".

in other news, i am wondering why men seem to think it's ok to act like complete scumbags in my presence???? and not people i meet out, but people from work. i definitely don't act super flirty at work, and i wear scrubs, so it's not a sexy office situation at all.

i just attract losers. my new plan is avoid all men. they creep me out. a lot. and minus one exception and that person knows who he is, men are cheap.

if you aren't going to take me on a nice date, you are not worth my time. i like nice things and i work very hard and i have plans. if the person who wants to date me is not going to appreciate a quality woman such as myself, then i am just going to ignore all men. let me rephrase that; i am currently ignoring all men.

enough of that. i am super excited for school next semester, i am taking some cool classes. and then asu in the fall! the private school cost 20000 more which i am not willing to pay even if i would finish faster. i am just taking my time, since i seem to have nothing else super important going on...

I know hate is strong word but I know I hate the call light. They drilled plexiglass to the top of it and made it super loud. Then their are vents going off, Ivs beeping and the phone ringing plus people talking loud and the TV on and I am pretty sure I am going completely deaf and insane.


I might actually like my job if I wasn't tortured with awful sounds all day. They sound torture prisoners of war. I am a prisoner of war.

i have been sick for a few days now... main complaint the throat and draining sinuses.


i hate going to the doctor and i think its bad to take antibiotics too much, so i am going to try to let this work itself out.

it means, no alcohol though for sure. and sleeeeeep. and vitamins.


i also have not been hungry for two days... i am always hungry!


i had a good day today, i accomplished a lot.... and supposedly the world's carrying capacity for humans is 12 billion, we are more than halfway there.

i will do my part by not having any children!

i needed a pick-me-up. and this did the trick.


painting my nails before bedtime, not the best idea. but color is always a good idea.



it's l'oreal, apple of my eye.

glee is by far the best show on tv right now:



this panther ring will arrive in the mail soon, merry xmas me and maybe one other lucky person, if i ordered two, which i may have, but prob not:



and this bishop allen song, is def my fav song this week, and maybe next week too. i think they are the cutest band ever:

and because whenever i try to post a link or video, it never works, and i know i am not doing it wrong you will have to youtube the song, "rain", by bishop allen. best most danceable song ever. i had dance party today, by myself.


and psssssst spray shampoo is the lover in my life. i only have to wash my hair twice a week now, which is so great because my getting ready time is much less, and my hair is healthier. this stuff is amazing and also the cheapest and most effective of all of the spray shampoos i have used thus far...



apparently gold is an unethical luxury item as well as diamonds, and most jewelry. tiffany does a really good job of only selling gold and diamonds that they track the source of. good thing they are also tres cher. le sigh, i am never getting diamonds...

i didn't post about dating for the longest time, because of fear that different guys read this but i decided i no longer care, for now at least.


the guy i think really likes me never calls and is always working so who knows about that.



then i think this other guy wants to go on a date but it turns out he just wants a booty call. sorry, but just because you are a dr does not give you that power, at least with me anyway. i told him he is cute and smart and we can hang out, but he did not seem to like that.

im just kinda done doing the whole fun single girl thing, and i feel like no guy is worth my time unless he is paying me attention and treating me like a lady.

so, i think i will be reading many, many books from here on out. dating is confusing and no fun, and somewhat pointless.

i have been very bitter lately and mad.



no reason really since my life is not very hard or complex.



i am just a giant ungrateful brat. and im mad i have to work holidays.



happy bitter thanksgiving. at least i get holiday pay, to pay for someone's xmas gifts.