Posts from November 2009

sometimes things work out way different than you planned.



this time the moral of the story is, you do not leave someone when they are sick. even if they just need to sleep and you are bored. just being there is what they need.


plus bedside water and gatorade helps.


a friend in need is a friend indeed.

this man i work with has a mild case of tourette's syndrome. i really think i set it off in him somehow.

he's actually a really handsome guy, and i used to have a slight crush on him, but he is always saying the weirdest stuff to me and now i just feel strange around him.

i know he thinks i am really pretty, so maybe i make him nervous or something???

anyway, yesterday i kinda yelled out a question to him, and i guess maybe i sounded a bit rude, but i wasn't saying anything out of line. i was just asking if an admit was cancelled or not. he freaked out at me and came over and and said a bunch of stuff about how i don't know ho to form conversations, and then used a weird voice and came closer and said,

"two can play at the vicious game sarah."


ok, what does this mean??? i am not vicious. i don't play games at work. i pretty much go there to work and get paid.

@hodown thinks this whole situation is so funny, but i am just confused.

i have to go get ready for work so i can play the vicious game...

now you can see the whole costume... im sad now that halloween is over. i never liked halloween until this year. i realized it has potential for full on glitter and camp, which is basically what makes life worth living! what to be next year...

@hodown, where my prize at????

there were no peacock feathrs but i made one amzing bird. everyone, including myself agreed i had the coolest costume.

like tim gunn says, "make it work", which i totally did.

a couple was dressed as tim gunn and heidi klum at one of the parties. we made great friends. only true fashionistas can understand the meaning of couture halloween...

more pictures to come later.....

i am obsessed with being an amazing diy peacock for halloween. its getting expensive and i don't know if i can pull it off.



ALL to prove a point my friends.




i can do this...

my sister life is not very glamourous and this upsets me. she carries her laundry down the street like a common hobo... to the laundromat and back.

i'm hoping to change some of this for her, at least for a day. maybe i will treat her to a an overnight spa day for her xmas gift.

i am on the no spending money plan which includes me. sitting at home when i am not working, thinking about how i should get online and do my french assignments and then watching netflix and eating chocolate and mac n cheese.

by christmas i may not be allowed in the spa, you will need a crane to lift me.

the good news is my clothes still fit which means if i stop this now, i can be back in shape in just a month. must hike 4 miles a day.

anyway, @deeglam is supposed to come soon, and she gets a spa day too. i am so sick of the lack of glamour everywhere. are we doomed to life a plain and sparkleless life?????

My lappy is sick. I couldn't get an appointment at the genius bar until tomorrow night. Until then its just me.

I am forced to use Julie's IBM to do my work tomorrow. The thought makes me want to barf.

Anytime I get sad I think of @deeglam who has been through so much. Send her happy thoughts and love, she has a lot on her plate.

Its crazy how much I don't want to be in Buffalo, but there are so many people there that I want to be there for.

Today is the first day since I have left that I have actually considered going back.
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I hope this feeling is short lived because I detest winter like no other.

i am going to pass from indulging too much.


lately its sloth and gluttony. at least being lazy is a good way to save money.


i miss aruba so much....





i am officially transferring next semester and should be done with school in a year! next spring i shall be a teacher!

this looks like those nasty fried baby mice you found in your oven..


you made me look at those pictures and talk about it for days, and then we cooked something in the oven...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

nothing went my way today.

i spent $50 on product to make my hair shiny. it was dull as ever.


i was swamped at work and didn't get half the things done i needed to.


had a huge stomachache and headache all day.


i have a d in eng, d in math, and f in french.


i have never had below a b in english, and without even trying.


i am not smart.


i cried a lot, in class. and i never cry anymore.


just finished my french exam online, with some success after a 14 hr day and my laptop froze as i attempted to submit it for grading.


now, i am going to have to retake it, and i have zero free time until thursday afternoon.


i met a guy who seems nice and wants to take me on a date, but i don't even have time for a date or even sleep.

i have gained 10 lbs since aruba because i have been stress eating.


i am the biggest hot mess of 2009.


i have no clean scrubs for work tomorrow.



and i reaaaaaaaaaaally don't. like. my. job.

the job i do like i can't get anymore hours at, and i need it now because nothing could be better than spending time with a kid who is adorable and loves me and makes it all worth it....