nothing went my way today.

i spent $50 on product to make my hair shiny. it was dull as ever.


i was swamped at work and didn't get half the things done i needed to.


had a huge stomachache and headache all day.


i have a d in eng, d in math, and f in french.


i have never had below a b in english, and without even trying.


i am not smart.


i cried a lot, in class. and i never cry anymore.


just finished my french exam online, with some success after a 14 hr day and my laptop froze as i attempted to submit it for grading.


now, i am going to have to retake it, and i have zero free time until thursday afternoon.


i met a guy who seems nice and wants to take me on a date, but i don't even have time for a date or even sleep.

i have gained 10 lbs since aruba because i have been stress eating.


i am the biggest hot mess of 2009.


i have no clean scrubs for work tomorrow.



and i reaaaaaaaaaaally don't. like. my. job.

the job i do like i can't get anymore hours at, and i need it now because nothing could be better than spending time with a kid who is adorable and loves me and makes it all worth it....