"jerktude" written by Lilho on estrip.org

Category: jerks

10/02/09 12:56 - 49ºF - ID#49906

jerktude

"jerktude", it's a fabulous new word that (e:hodown) coined. she lives in the land of jerks, nyc, thus the reason for her inventing the word. and even if someone else has said it before, she made it cool.

now, i have come across my fair share of people with jertudes in my time. i even have one myself sometimes, and (e:hodown) has admitted to embracing hers.

now, I actually have(most) of this weekend off, so I am going to try to limit my personal jerktude because I have some fun things going on, however I welcome you all to use this word as much as you would like.

Unleash your jerktude!

Permalink: jerktude.html
Words: 114
Location: Buffalo, NY

09/30/09 01:51 - 48ºF - ID#49888

ready to go

i miss aruba so much. i suppose its not realistic to feel i belong there, but i guess being out of the u.s. makes me think i would be happier elsewhere.

i am glad i came to phoenix and no doubt i will be here a while longer, but i am ready to go.

as soon as i get my degree i would love the opportunity to teach someplace tropical by the ocean. this is basically what i dream about everyday.

i was so happy on vacation, and not just that vacationy feeling, but i just love the water. it made me feel as happy as i did as a little girl when i would go on beach vacations with my family. i remember how content i was to just walk up and down the beach, and i felt the same way is aruba.

i can't wait to go back in may. and i can't wait to finish school so i can go out and see the world!!!

for now, i need to find a way to get by here because although i would never move back to buffalo, it gets very lonely here. no one ever just hangs out here. the people are fake and have awful fashion. i am also so sick of mexican food and tacos.

i want to live somewhere where i can walk to my destination instead of driving 40 minutes to get there.

mostly, i want to be the new girl again, life is more fun that way.

Permalink: ready_to_go.html
Words: 256
Location: Buffalo, NY

09/15/09 04:40 - 73ºF - ID#49779

schoolio

apparently i can finish the rest of my degree online, in the next year. this will be the record for world's longest bachelor's degree at about 7 years.

i subtracted the two years of cosmetology, which was a huge waste of time, even though i did just do an amazing job on another bride.

anyway, this excitement of this possible opportunity excites me.

i would be able to go anywhere, in a year.

also, i can take my vacas and finish my work beforehand and not worry about stupid lectures when i get back. and, the online program requires less math, and this would mean i am currently taking my last math class!!!!!!!

i suppose i will know in the next few weeks, hooray!

Permalink: schoolio.html
Words: 123
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: baby girl

09/14/09 12:53 - 60ºF - ID#49765

the babes!

she is getting so big and she can crawl. i want that baby, but she is so far. plz bring her to me, thx...

Permalink: the_babes_.html
Words: 26
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: movies

08/28/09 12:59 - 59ºF - ID#49643

into the wild

finished watching into the wild this morning. wow, what a depressing way to start my day.

i know the guy had a message about being free and whatnot but seriously? he went to alaska and basically committed suicide because he had no clue what he was doing and thought he was just going to be the arctic tarzan?

i know we are all too dependent on material possessions but i think he could have found a better way...

it was so sad when he was eating the plants he thought were edible and then realized he poisoned himself..

and extremely gross when he killed the moose but couldn't butcher it in time and the maggots started coming out everywhere.

anyway, this movie makes me even more into civilization and material items, and definitely not ever into traveling into the wild.

so pretty much, you can watch this movie and be depressed afterwards, but it is really good, and the main actor is hot, until he goes insane and starves to death, but you could just stop watching and disregard that part if you wanted.

i hope there are hundreds of hot men in aruba, and not the kind that will try to abduct me, only the kind who want to buy me things and give me drinks from a coconut that they have not put drugs into.

deeglam writes at 03:10:24 08/31/09 - Comment #51170: I loved that movie! But I agree- a little extreme, but it puts things into perspective and really makes you think about how reliant we are on so many things that we really don't need...

and eddie vedder did the soundtrack, which is amazing :)

lilho writes at 10:18:59 08/29/09 - Comment #51133: ok, first of all i don't really like sean penn either. thanx (e:joshua). and i have seen the grizzly man, and i stick to my point that both men were crazy, the grizzly man more so.

tinypliny writes at 11:27:53 08/28/09 - Comment #51119: Apparently "Happiness is an altered state of dreaming" or some such thing. I saw that on the wall of the AKA gallery,

theecarey writes at 11:15:45 08/28/09 - Comment #51118: I loved this movie; found it very moving and in many ways I am envious of Chris (played by hottie Emile Hirsch, for those interested). His death and expression of what he learned up to that point is poignant- happiness is not meant to be experienced alone. I dig that.

tinypliny writes at 11:00:11 08/28/09 - Comment #51117: Oh dear, I think I will never understand these morbid traits. :/

joshua writes at 08:18:27 08/28/09 - Comment #51114: Oh, and Tim Treadwell liked to video record everything - it turned out that he managed to record his own death, but only the audio portion. For some reason the video portion got ruined.

joshua writes at 08:13:47 08/28/09 - Comment #51113: Fuck Sean Penn. Anyway there is another story similar to this, and equally true, involving a guy named Timothy Treadwell. Werner Herzog created a documentary about him called Grizzly Man - essentially for many summers he went and lived among the grizzlies in remote Alaska. His last summer he AND his girlfriend were killed and eaten by bears.

metalpeter writes at 07:37:20 08/28/09 - Comment #51111: I love that movie the girl next door I should really re-watch it soon.

tinypliny writes at 01:49:42 08/28/09 - Comment #51103: The effective antidote might be "The Girl Next Door" :::link:::

I think Tim Olyphant's character makes it completely worth seeing. Hahaha

matthew writes at 01:43:35 08/28/09 - Comment #51100: I haven't seen the movie, but I so find Emile Hirsch a VERY attractive man.

tinypliny writes at 11:27:36 08/28/09 - Comment #51097: Sean Penn is often associated with the most disturbing movies...

tinypliny writes at 11:25:32 08/28/09 - Comment #51096: "If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away."

Thoreau

tinypliny writes at 11:21:09 08/28/09 - Comment #51095: You know, I really like Thoreau's Walden (partly because it wasn't required reading and I read it when I was supposed to be reading other required stuff). This movie now sounds like Thoreau-gone-awry to me.

lauren writes at 10:03:06 08/28/09 - Comment #51094: Hmm...Felly and I watched this movie and I think that in a way, it is meant to make you feel bad. I think that this guy, I forget his name, was on to something and had really good ideals. I think where he went wrong was that he not only secluded himself from civilization and material things, but from all people. I don't think human beings can survive without human beings. That and he was, admittedly, a well-off kid who might have been a little pompous and naive about his abilities to survive in the wild.

tinypliny writes at 08:51:50 08/28/09 - Comment #51079: I am so glad you decided to post an honest review of the movie here. This was on my to-watch list but I don't think I like the storyline at all. I think I want to live and die in the midst of people, not in some crazy wilderness after finding "peace".

Permalink: into_the_wild.html
Words: 229
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: work

08/26/09 10:14 - 71ºF - ID#49631

i am le tired

wow, it's so tiring going to work and then class.

plus my boss is freaking out about everything, and as usual i end up picking up the pieces after others who don't do things right.

my math instructor spit in my face last night, he is one of those spit talkers. it was so gross, i think i need to need sit front and center anymore.

this girl in my english class was crying because she is so overwhelmed with college and she was so cute and little and innocent. she will be fine, but imagine if you were such a stressed out person like that. maybe she should get a vice or something.

anyway, i already have tons of work due because one of my classes is accelerated and we do the semester in half the time and i choose to take french online which is ridic...

cannot. wait. until. monday. or at least until 10 tonight when i get to come home and go to bed.

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Words: 167
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/23/09 12:21 - 72ºF - ID#49606

shopping

i went to the mall yesterday, my kryptonite.

i was only supposed to spend 100 or less and spent about 400.

ok, everything i found was such a bargain, but now i have major guilt.

on the upside, some items are for my momma, its her bday this friday.

and a majority of the things i did need... sorta... and it was all on sale except for the sephora stuff, but sale makeup in kinda weird and old and not good.

also on the upside, i will be so stylish on my trip.

see you in 8 days blo!

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Words: 96
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: fitness

08/22/09 02:18 - 79ºF - ID#49599

please believe

nobody ever believes me how hard this video is. when i first started doing it about a month ago, i could even make it through the first 25 minutes.

now, i can do the whole ting straight through. my cousin tried it with me earlier this week and she is young and super fit, and she could barely make it through. she thought she was going to throw up.

i guess that why this lady is the biggest loser trainer, she is a beast.

if you want an a*% kicking workout, try it!

it is so coming to aruba with me...

Permalink: please_believe.html
Words: 103
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/22/09 12:37 - 68ºF - ID#49595

my existence

has a positive contribution to mankind. well, that's what my fortune said anyway.

i picked up some delish chinese food, and not the gross take out kind, the quality kind that is not greasy and not fried cat. my momma ust came home from alaska tonight, and that bish brought back a crap load of fresh fishes that she and (e:hodown) caught! mmmmmm, thanks ladies.

so, i yelled at my momma, "woman where's my presents?" i was really just joking, but it turns out she got me a sparkle tee, which is kinda not my style, but it's a t-shirt so who cares, and also a shot glass. lol. now don't get me wrong i love sparkle, but not for t-shirts or jeans, or really large pieces, more for jewelry, lollipops, and accessories.

does your mother buy you shot glasses?

anyway, it's cute that she thought of me! i am going to get her something sweet in aruba.

speaking of which t minus 10 days......... woooooooooooooooo.

there is major dramz at work with the schedule and whatnot, and i don't even know what days i am working next week and class starts and other job so it should really all be insanity.

i've been up since 530 and i am now going to sleep. i have a big day tomorrow, i am going to start it out with a workout, then pool time, then get ready, nails, best hot cocoa in the world, and then shopping. it's going to be a great one!

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Words: 253
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/20/09 03:53 - 68ºF - ID#49581

so scared

I am fine with being alone in the daytime. At night I am severly afraid of the dark.

I never want to live alone. I want mamma ho to come home and then I will feel safe again.

I swear there are monsters here. And rattlers too.

Basically I would like my mom a boyfriend or a friend to come and protect me from the creatures of the night.

I haven't been sleeping well at night and then so tired all day the last week. I can sleep when its light out and I am fine but I need a night protector.

This makes me the biggest baby alive...

Permalink: so_scared.html
Words: 109
Location: Buffalo, NY

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