a general sadness
this has nothing to do with this post, but nice job on the site updates @paul!
maybe it is because my niece left, or maybe it is because i'm tired of working so much and making no money...
i just feel kinda down lately. i doubt it's lasting, i sometimes get like this for a few weeks and totally snap out of it. no one would ever really notice either because i am pretty good at hiding my true feelings most of the time.
i wish i could take a trip and go somewhere tropical, well, i bet we all wish that. i really wish i could take that trip with my whole family, i really miss my sister and brother and that amazing little baby.
i need to get in exercise mode again, because that always makes me feel super good. the last two weeks, no three weeks, i have been a consumption machine, eating anything and everything in sight. i don't think i have gained weight, but i have some pool parties and resort stay coming up.
another major downer is the shiteousness of the dating here in az. i have never met so man sketchy men in my life. i feel like everyone here is kinda passing through and it's a huge valley with lots of people and men here just seem off. not just their style, but their personalities as well. they all lie.
pretty sure one of my closest guy friends is really in love with me, but he is not for me. not that way at least, and he tried to set me up with his friend who seemed just my type and he turned out to be jerk of the century.
i'm hoping the transition to asu will welcome fun new people, however most of the people in the education program turn out to be super conservative goody goody types...
was so bored yesterday morning before work, i cut bangs. they at least look awesome.
and if one more person refers to me as: missy, honey, sweetie, gorgeous, cutie, baby... i will scream
supposed to go on a date on sunday, but not super excited.
i just want to lay in the pool and at pizza and drink champagne, and ignore everyone except for my lovely ginger friend...
i think a blo trip is going to be needed soon... before the tundra settles in.
plz send @paul and @hodown to me. thanx.
maybe it is because my niece left, or maybe it is because i'm tired of working so much and making no money...
i just feel kinda down lately. i doubt it's lasting, i sometimes get like this for a few weeks and totally snap out of it. no one would ever really notice either because i am pretty good at hiding my true feelings most of the time.
i wish i could take a trip and go somewhere tropical, well, i bet we all wish that. i really wish i could take that trip with my whole family, i really miss my sister and brother and that amazing little baby.
i need to get in exercise mode again, because that always makes me feel super good. the last two weeks, no three weeks, i have been a consumption machine, eating anything and everything in sight. i don't think i have gained weight, but i have some pool parties and resort stay coming up.
another major downer is the shiteousness of the dating here in az. i have never met so man sketchy men in my life. i feel like everyone here is kinda passing through and it's a huge valley with lots of people and men here just seem off. not just their style, but their personalities as well. they all lie.
pretty sure one of my closest guy friends is really in love with me, but he is not for me. not that way at least, and he tried to set me up with his friend who seemed just my type and he turned out to be jerk of the century.
i'm hoping the transition to asu will welcome fun new people, however most of the people in the education program turn out to be super conservative goody goody types...
was so bored yesterday morning before work, i cut bangs. they at least look awesome.
and if one more person refers to me as: missy, honey, sweetie, gorgeous, cutie, baby... i will scream
supposed to go on a date on sunday, but not super excited.
i just want to lay in the pool and at pizza and drink champagne, and ignore everyone except for my lovely ginger friend...
i think a blo trip is going to be needed soon... before the tundra settles in.
plz send @paul and @hodown to me. thanx.





