this has nothing to do with this post, but nice job on the site updates (e:paul)!

maybe it is because my niece left, or maybe it is because i'm tired of working so much and making no money...

i just feel kinda down lately. i doubt it's lasting, i sometimes get like this for a few weeks and totally snap out of it. no one would ever really notice either because i am pretty good at hiding my true feelings most of the time.

i wish i could take a trip and go somewhere tropical, well, i bet we all wish that. i really wish i could take that trip with my whole family, i really miss my sister and brother and that amazing little baby.

i need to get in exercise mode again, because that always makes me feel super good. the last two weeks, no three weeks, i have been a consumption machine, eating anything and everything in sight. i don't think i have gained weight, but i have some pool parties and resort stay coming up.

another major downer is the shiteousness of the dating here in az. i have never met so man sketchy men in my life. i feel like everyone here is kinda passing through and it's a huge valley with lots of people and men here just seem off. not just their style, but their personalities as well. they all lie.

pretty sure one of my closest guy friends is really in love with me, but he is not for me. not that way at least, and he tried to set me up with his friend who seemed just my type and he turned out to be jerk of the century.

i'm hoping the transition to asu will welcome fun new people, however most of the people in the education program turn out to be super conservative goody goody types...

was so bored yesterday morning before work, i cut bangs. they at least look awesome.

and if one more person refers to me as: missy, honey, sweetie, gorgeous, cutie, baby... i will scream

supposed to go on a date on sunday, but not super excited.

i just want to lay in the pool and at pizza and drink champagne, and ignore everyone except for my lovely ginger friend...

i think a blo trip is going to be needed soon... before the tundra settles in.

plz send (e:paul) and (e:hodown) to me. thanx.

I went to my fav restaurant in town last night... Southern Mexican... Bario cafe.

Brought my leftovers for dinner as I have to leave the hospital and go straight to my other job, which will equal about a 15 hour day.

Someone ate my food! Everyone denied it but I know who did it, I've seen her do this before. Payback time. I'm bringing in delicious looking tainted food from now on, so eat away slumdogs!

I wouldn't eat food in a takeout container in a communal fridge, who knows how long its been there?

This whole ordeal has sent me over the edge! People should know not to mess with my food, I'm crazy and I am going to find out who it was and that person is going down peaches!

I can't stand when people smack their lips when they eat.

It is so rude and low class... It makes me want to leave the table and eat alone.

Not going to name the guilty but dear god I hate it so much.

I pretty much assume someone is super trashy and once I hear this...

I am honestly so happy I was raised by my mother. She has given me greayt self awareness. I always over dress, never smack my lips and have very good personal hygiene.

Thanks mom!

I love this baby so much. Love her more everyday. She is the most beautiful funny happy charming person I know! Makes my heart all warm and mushy!!!

What's gonna work? Teamwork!

Such a cute show. My cutie pie lil niece is coming to visit tomorrow and I can't wait!!!

The dating thing lasted a week, because men are flakes and I refuse to chase anyone down. If a man likes me, he will put in the effort. Apparently no one likes me... Whateve having so much fun with friends!

I love using hello kitty notepads at work and cite notepads ub general. It elevates my mood and the amount of cuteness in my lifestyle. Who wouldn't want more cute?

Well according to one man, no one is going to take me seriously if I use cute notepads. I can only be taken seriously with plain notepads.

Screw this. I don't really want to be seen as serious anyway. I want to be seen as fun and cute and stylish like hello kitty.

This man clearly has no style or sense of humor! I am going to write his messages on hello kitty paper only from now on...

Giant hive looking things on the back of my upper thighs. I cherish this part of my body I do tons of squats.I have a date tomorrow date and its not complete without a mini.


I wish the itchy spot be gone!!!

there is an unwritten guy rule that men expect major action on date 3.

really????


i told him this is bs.


i think holding out is the best power you can have.... i am testing it out right now. i'll let ya know how it goes....

Forming an extreme dislike of all children excluding my niece. Never having children of my own. Looking forward to some sort of retreat from all children coming soon.

she is trying to kill me.


50 minutes at a time.



someone needs to stop her.




me after 50 minutes of her boot camp style workout. this shit better pay off soon. a 4 mile hike at a 1 mile incline is easier than this shit. this says something about why they pay her the big bucks on biggest loser. she wants to end the life of everyone that works out with her.