"seriously so happy right now!" written by Lilho on estrip.org

12/21/07 03:47 - 40ºF - ID#42610

seriously so happy right now!

umm, i get to see my sister in like 9 hours, and i am so excited!

i haven't seen her since august which is way too long. pretty much, if my life were myspacey, she wouldn't be top 8 always. more like top two...

i hope she isn't too sick the whole time, and if she is, i will nurse her back to health...

i think this xmas is really go to rock... around the palm tree!

i really don't even want any gifts or anything, i just want to be with my family and for them to feel happy and loved!

i wish my brother was going to be here, but hopefully i will make it out to blo soon and see him and all of you crazies!

merry pre-kissmas!

me and my granny, it's a funny photo, but she is doing much better, and she will be home for xmas, which is great!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: white trash

12/20/07 10:47 - 33ºF - ID#42597

i seriously cant believe it

britney's little sister is preg. just when you think that family couldn't get any trashier, they take it to the next level.

she is 16, and the star on a nickelodeon show. seriously. she will for sure be fired.

and the daddy is some country boy no one. and the parents were allowing him to live with her. who lets their 16 year old daughter have a live in boyfriend?

what the fuck is wrong with those people?

but i kinda love it, because it makes for great tabloids.

i am sad because i thought jamie lynn is way prettier and could be the britney 2.0, but i guess not. well, maybe she can in the way that she may end up crazier than britbrit....

there is also some other headline that they are going to test britbrit's kids for drugs. and she is not allowed at the four seasons in l.a. anymore.

get yourself together (spears)women!

metalpeter writes at 06:21:34 12/20/07 - Comment #29507: So this is so wrong but right now I don't care. I'm sure once I write this I may not feel the same way. I saw A picture of her in the paper and she sure is hot. I don't know if she is hotter then Britney in that school girl outfit video and when she dances with the snake but she is right up and looks amazing. If I lived down there I would do her, no question. I think that what happens with the spears family is that all the media is northen and her and her family is old southern. In the old days kids had kids at 16 and 17 and got married. Some of the things she got in trouble for like driving with the kid on her lap is also a country thing. The part that sounds odd is not the live in boyfriend that does happen more then people would know or ever admit to. It is that you would think the parents would teach birth control and buy it. Oh wait I forgot the south thing again Sex before marriage and Condoms are wrong, ops. In any event it is an interesting story that no one will look into the cultural aspects of it will just distract us from news that is important. But that might be a good thing at this time of the year. Hopefully this will cause some discussions across this country and not just be a tag line or joke piece of news.

mike writes at 05:16:17 12/20/07 - Comment #29501: OMG I KNOW! Do you think she will be fired from NIckolodeon , getting knocked up at 16, is not a very family friendly thing to do for a Nickolodeon tv star! I can't wait to see what happens! Oh by the by she told OK magazine you should wait til marriage but she just made a mistake!

imk2 writes at 12:55:32 12/20/07 - Comment #29497: looks like someone has been visiting perez hilton site!

brit writes at 11:41:39 12/20/07 - Comment #29492: hey ho...happy ho christmas! you can take the girl out of the trailer park.....

jason writes at 10:54:25 12/20/07 - Comment #29490: What, is she "supposed" to be with some fellow teen-star? Are all female celebs supposed to be with fellow celebs? I don't know the tabloid rules, here.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: education

12/19/07 12:20 - 35ºF - ID#42582

one step closer, many steps to go

so, i have successfully completed another semester of school! hooray. my stick-with-it-ness seems to be improving.

the whole special ed thing really excites me, since i practically already am a special ed teacher, without the degree, and the better pay. im sick of people saying, "oh, there isn't any money in that". blah, blah, blah.

people, if i cared about all of the money, i wouldn't me be. anyway, even though i may appear shallow on surface, underneath, there is a person who likes to help others. i wouldn't feel complete even i didn't give back somehow.

there is a big stipulation though. when i am ready to transfer, where od i go? well, hopefully where it is cheapest. that means asu, or back to nys, and go to a state school there. now, i don't really want to come back to blo, but it could be beneficial. i could get my old job back, or probably a better job. i could get the excellent education, andh ave more choices of where to go.

there are only three state schools here, and two of them aren't in phoenix. flaggstaff is cold and fuck, so i might as well be in blo. and i don't know how i feel about asu, or ua(which is in tuscon).

i guess i will just apply to all and see.

now that i feel like my life is going somewhere, i am not so concerned about it all.

what i am concerned about is the fact that i banged my knee so hard it is bleeding, and that i am nowhere near done with xmas tasks as planned. it looks like i will kick into high gear friday morning, when i know i have 7 hrs to do it all. because right now, i feel like being lazy!

my granny is doing so much better. i think those hospice people were overmedicating her. to the point of her just seeming like a totally different person. they took her off a few meds, and she is soooo much better!

good day mates!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: birthday

12/18/07 01:29 - 31ºF - ID#42568

happy birthday e:hodown!

some call you (e:hodown), others call you a variety of other names:

jhova
jho
ho
jess
jessica
jhizzo
grand puba
jessy
jessy messy
boobers

i call you sister! and, i love you, i love you, i love you! happy birthday!

see you friday!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: granny

12/14/07 12:00 - 36ºF - ID#42511

all i want, just for me, underneath my

xmas tree(cactus), is my dear dear little old granny.

she is really really sick. she can't come home from hospice. she hasn't been doing so well.

i am not ready to say goodbye. i love her so much, and she is so important to me, and there isn't enough time, well for everything.

just seeing her laugh or smile, makes my day. and i feel so awful for not seeing her as much as i should have.

so, i don't want any presents, i just want my grandma for xmas. that cute little granny, under the tree.

i have always been so close with her, its like we are soulmates. we connect, and we had the same bedroom growing up. when my grandma was a little girl, she had the same bedroom as me! and her little best friend grew up in the same house as mine!

what will i do without her? what other cute little old lady will i have to joke with? who will teach me more about the art of apple pie baking?

this makes me so lost.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/12/07 12:52 - 38ºF - ID#42483

toys for tots and other things

i sent my sister my nano today, she is without ipod, which in nyc is a sad sad state of affairs. i can't imagine the hours of train and travel with no soundtrack for your day. i finally have a decent car and sound system, and i cannot tell you how much happier it makes me throughout the day. i can't wait to get into that lil cutey "tercel 2.0", which is what i have named it. its actually a 02 protege, ill post a pic soon. anyway, i expressed it off the to nyc, and (e:hodown) will have the pre-xmas gift of music very soon!

how could i not, when i had two and she had none? plus, this gets me on her good side, which is never a bad thing. two hos are way stronger than one.

this guy keeps wanting to hang out, and the thought of it makes my headache worse. when will i meet someone, romantic or not that does not make me want to run in the other direction. honestly, its not even about dating anymore, its about finding human connection.

i admire people with passion and talent, and a bit of selflessness. if you are selfish, i really don't think we will get along. so, i am thinking of finding some volunteer work, to maybe meet people. i just can't take anymore of these surface, money obsessed trashbags.

p.s. i bought a multitude of art supplies today, so the need for human connection has been decreased by 50%!

a toy for a tot, named jho...

Missing Image ;(

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: quarter life crisis

12/11/07 02:04 - 36ºF - ID#42473

again?

web design confuses me, and therefore makes me angry.

in my life, will i try every possible thing and hate it?

really, i don't think the whole web design thing is for me. another career plan foiled.

we are headed into major recession says (e:hodown). i need to stop taking forever, and just grow up damnit.

right now, the stars are pointing me towards special education...

i think i could get a bachelors in a few years, but the whole europe plan will be foiled. i may have to settle for just a month or two of backpacking, and then come back and buckle down. it seems like such a cake career, and one i think i will really love... i really think i just hate hate hate school, unless it is art, and at is pointless for school because i don't need 4 yrs and 80,000 worth of debt to be poor and talented, i have that now.

here is a list of people i wish to visit me in the next 5 months:

(e:hodown), and she is coming in less than two weeks!

a divine intervention

(e:mike)

(e:pmt), no animals! and i will cook for you!

(e:brit), but no british national anthem

(e:tina), yea right

i keep wondering, will i be one of those people who wanders back to blo after a short stint elsewhere? its so expensive here for everything, and so much driving, and aside from my family, and the weather, i don't like it so much.

i mean, the weather part makes a huge huge difference, but it really is so expensive, and i am sick of seeing all of the stupid rich people. with money thats seems to just fall from the sky and their rediculously extravagant lifestyles. how are all these people so rich? all they talk about i money, and that seems to be all that anyone cares about here.

so, in short, i really miss blo, but we are having a bad weather spell here, and its not even that bad and its majorly depressing, so i don't think i can come back, because i hate being cold more than anything else, and i am cold right now. so, ill stay here for a bit. or at least until we run out of water, which could be soon.

im going to go see granny now, she always makes me feel better!

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12/05/07 02:48 - 20ºF - ID#42404

immediate advice needed

what should i name my website??????

sarahannho.com? i wanted shusho. com but its taken. fuckers.

what do you all think???? lilho.com is taken too. ugh.

i want it to be cute and catchy, kinda like me!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: transport

12/02/07 10:35 - 39ºF - ID#42367

waiting for the good thing that follows

i need a new car.

not as in, i want one, or im thinking my car sucks.

i need a new one. one that doesn't break down everyday. one that doesn't leave me stranded in random places in this sprawled out city.

this sucks so much, i feel the tears coming on. it almost makes me want to come back to blo for school and work, and live cheaper, and fuck the car thing all together.

i came here so i could save, and i feel like all i do is spend money, with nothing to show for. i mean, come on, i even cut off my clothes shopping and everything.

i think wine and dinner, and then a movie are in order.

also, i have so much school stuff to do, im pretty sure tonight i my last night of sleep for over a week.

so, im waiting for the good thing that is always supposed to make up for all of the really shitty stuff.

p.s. the cheapo actually seems pretty nice, and did offer to buy me dinner last night.... but, alas, i am in interested in the unattainable man(not the cheapo, just my dream-man), so i will just chill. but why are there so many men all over all the time now? its strange.

pps. still not going to let this all get me down, by the end of jan, i will be decided on when and where i will be spending my 6-8 months in europe. hooray!

and, lastly, i made this for the little lovey i work with, do you think people would buy these thing for like $35-50. i could find some childrens store or something to pitch it...

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: dating

12/01/07 02:25 - 19ºF - ID#42354

is it wrong to use someone for programs?

so, i had this date the other night, with possibly the cheapest guy ever.

he is kinda cute, but really annoying, and selfish seeming. however, he's giving me all these programs i need, that are really expensive, so i am seeing him again tonight.

umm, on the fist date, he didn't even offer to pay for my food or drinks. i mean, come on.

so, i am not a gold-digger at all, but i feel like the guy should at least offer to pay the first few times. but, he's giving me like $1000 worth of programs, so we can hang out at least this one time.

then, we shall see, if he is annoying still or not, and if the cheapness goes away. but i really think, dating a cheap guy is not a good idea.

friends maybe, maybe.