Posts from April 2007

i hope you enjoy this as much as i did

i just ordered new sneakers online last night. im concerned this may be the beginning of something very bad, yet very good....


i think i want at least one more pair, but a diffrent kind of course. the new ankle/leg situation means no heels for a while! ahhhhhh! but, with this weather, i don't get out of the hoodie, jeans and sneaks uniform much anyway.

in other news, i have lots of time on my hands, and find myself watching the OC non-stop, instead of packing. i have so much to do in the next three months!!!!! ok, no more apostrophes, i promise.

i really do have a lot to do, and need some motivation. i may go to target tomorrow and buy a docking system for my ipod. maybe music will help. maybe, if someone had purchased those, ahem, flower spyro spekers from jbl, i would already have music. imagine that!

i have learned two things today:

bad chinese is only good once a month.

aint nobody gon' do the dirty work for you.

and i love the OC.

what's new?

i keep running into people i don't want to see. i try to avoid them and then they talk to me. better yet, when i am wasted. whatever.

seriously, i hate when art professors try to tell me my work doesn't make sense. sorry i didn't take the easy way out and create some dumbass paper square bullshit, and my work acutally suggests that i have some talent. sorry im not a dyke who's into georgia o'keefe.

now i have to spend many more hours cutting paper squares, and trying to create something that will please the professor, because it's all about getting the "A" right?

and why are the absolutely no hot men in my life? or decent men at all?

when i say i might go gay, i really mean it this time. but i doubt they are any hot chicks either.

i hate black paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fell last night and twisted my left ankle.

was she drunk you ask? was she stoned?


nope, just a huge dumbass. i fell to my knees and rolled over. i lied there for a few minutes. did anyone help me up or see if i was ok? nope.

then i walked home from target.

now, im going to lie on the couch all day. in the hopes that ill be able to walk again tomorrow!

when did the world become filled with assholes?

probably a long long time ago. and im probabyl one of them.

but, when an old old man falls on the trasin tracks dowtown in the pouring rain and at least 20 people stand and do nothing; that is unacceptable. this makes me sick.

im glad i was there to help the poor guy up.

being 23 can suck. but im sure being old and rickety, and having nobody to help you get up from the tracks when a train is coming sucks way more. and in the pouring rain. im so sick of all of the dumb-fuck "suits" that think they are too busy to help someone.

i know im girly and into celeb gossip. but i wont ever sell out and think im too good to help someone out.

this makes me soooo mad. i don't understand why people will just watch and not help out. i see it all of the time. people who don't hold open doors, drivers in such a rush that they can't let someone cross the street. where is everyone rushing to? why is everyone suddenly more important than someone else?

being 23 really doesn't suck. but i never want to see myself turn into somebody who is totally selfish and impatient. that would suck.

i think not having a car, and seeing how people who are truly impoverished live, gives me a whole new perspective. i live a totally pampered and self-indulgent life. i want more than that. there are so many people that have so much less than me, and i need to stop wanting more. the only things i want more of, are love, friendship, and compassion. ok, i do want more cute dresses, and some alcohol and lipgloss, but if i truly am able to give back, i think i deserve it.

have a great weekend ya'll. and if you see someone in need, don't just stand there. DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!

thats a really great song by "bishop allen". check em out ya'll thats some good shit for the ipod.

if you missed out, on the parade with me. well, you missed out. i hugged every old man, and even rode in a van with the parade for a bit. e:brit , i think you must owe me about $200 bucks for all of the bets you gave me. its the one day of the year i feel completely free. out in the street, drinking the crunk juice. oh yes.

now, im back in work/school mode and thinking i am totally ready for spring break. apparently the assholes at ecc, do not consider midterm a good time for spring break.

I've been celibate for way too long. perhaps i will become crazy born-again, again, and revirginize myself...


ps. i shall post some st patty's day pics soon...

Hey e:peeps , let's continue the celebration, and all meet up at (e:strip) headquarters on Sunday before the parade! To give us time to get downtown and pregame, let's strive for 12:30-1:00.

The parade starts at 2pm and will kick off at Niagara Square and end at North Street. So, if you are Irish, you like the Irish, or just like drinking and want to have a great time... BE THERE!

If you need anymore info, just leave a comment.

P.S. It was great to see everyone at the party. A more tame time than usual, but good times as always. :O)

umm, ill be there. reason enough!

but really, i rarely get the chance to socialize anymore, and it would be great to see you all! hope to see you!


ps. spring is so close, i can smell it! and who knew i loved walking so much! i loves it. love it. loving it. feeling healthy is so great!

whatever dumbass tells you that art classes are an easy "A" is wrong.

i now have to re-do a million projects for tomorrow, because my professor apparently grades my pieces way tougher, since she has discovered im not a complete idiot.

an fabirc printing, makes me feel like im some 1800 era poor woman working at a fabric mill. i shall have some very pretty pieces though!

off to walk my aching back a million miles, and then to the gym!

i feel totally fine being alone. i don't feel like i need anything or anyone.

ok, maybe i totally need my ipod! and lipgloss of course.


i'm actually so ok, that i've pretty much lost any interest in dating. im more interested in getting good grades, getting ready for my huge move, and going to work. and of course, having great times with friends!






this feels good! :O) have a great day everyone!