Maureen
Looking back through photos and journals and letters and mementos and it is so crazy. I remember how terrified I was when you and everyone else went away to college. I didn't think I could handle not seeing you everyday. That itself seemed unbearable..
Now I will never see and talk to you again and I just don't know how I go on knowing that.
I started going through and reading your old journals on here and found this from 2005 "(@mike) I love you. I want you to know that you are really important to me. My life would not be the same without you. I know it doesn't seem true since I've been away at school, but you really are so important. You were the first (and so far only) person I have called since I've been home. When you came to visit me at school I suddenly felt so much more at home, even though I have been living there for three years. But just know that if you ever need someone to talk to or hang out with, I'm here for you. "
And now she's not. She is the person who would most be able to talk me through this and she is not here and I don't know what to do.
Now I will never see and talk to you again and I just don't know how I go on knowing that.
I started going through and reading your old journals on here and found this from 2005 "(@mike) I love you. I want you to know that you are really important to me. My life would not be the same without you. I know it doesn't seem true since I've been away at school, but you really are so important. You were the first (and so far only) person I have called since I've been home. When you came to visit me at school I suddenly felt so much more at home, even though I have been living there for three years. But just know that if you ever need someone to talk to or hang out with, I'm here for you. "
And now she's not. She is the person who would most be able to talk me through this and she is not here and I don't know what to do.
