My Dear Jillian Jigs

Me and @jill went to eat at ETS and then wen to Spot tonight for some good old fashioned chatting. We started talking about the future and how she plans on leaving Buffalo one day. Although she has always said this, for some reason this really seemed real this time, like it could happen in a year. I can't imagine it. Well I can and I did. Like I can picture pakcing up her room and saying it goodbye and it is so very sad. I really think I would die. I know people grow up and move on and I would still have many wondeful friends here but for some reason jilly just seemed like the one who would never leave. She would always be here. We wouldn't grow up, get real jobs, be serious, move out of our parents homese (except when we finally get an apt) etc. To think it is really possible is incredibly sad and I'm not sure why tonight it felt so real but it really did. I don't wanna grow up.....