09/17/05 09:25 - 67ºF - ID#26192

full moon

there seems to be so many sad things happening in the world right now.

and old high school friend's father past away, somewhat suddenly. he's a genuinely good person, and i remember really liking him. he always made me laugh. we've lost touch, but he'll be in my thoughts.

terry has had a loss in the family too.

so many people i know are having heartbreak in general.

my point is, life is so fragile. don't waste time with the unimportant. don't wait to tell someone you love them. don't forget to call your mother, your sister.

be grateful for what you have. appreciate the beauty in life.

p.s. check out the "extreme abstraction exhibit at the albright-knox, there's only a few weeks left of it. and the gallery is free on friday from 3-10. im super excited for thenext exhibit, which is "chinese maximiliism", and im thinking of going back to check it out again next friday.

Permalink: full_moon.html
Words: 159
Location: Buffalo, NY

09/15/05 03:17 - ID#26191

long days

almost done w/school, sort of. i have hours to make up. going to finish by xmas, go on vaca and come home and go back to school. i shall be in school forever. my life is just not complete w/o a degree. plus i need health coverage bad. no more waiting out awful cough/broncial illness. need to find meds...or brandy. on a happier note, this chick is going to ny for thanksgiving! muah (e:hodown)! back to work and school, cheerio

Permalink: long_days.html
Words: 85
Location: Buffalo, NY

09/14/05 10:01 - ID#26190

btw

my last post made no sense. no more posting from phone!

Permalink: btw.html
Words: 11
Location: Buffalo, NY

09/14/05 09:15 - ID#26189

bad bad sinus

I've been coughing for a week now and from the sore throat i feel alright. i must stay strong. by the way, i wasnt drinking at the party, although i seem to look crazy in every pic, i was sober sister. back to work now and coughing up nasty green phlegm. ps. sorry u didn't win paul. in my heart u will always be a winner!

Permalink: bad_bad_sinus.html
Words: 66
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/28/05 09:13 - 76ºF - ID#26188

perfect day and circus tricks

apparently julie's mom twirls batons, or did. i am speaking of my good friend julie. they couldn't afford the dance classes. screw dance, twirling things is way cooler.

went to the art fest today, saw lots of people. even sawonelady that i know, and she clearly looked at me,noticed me, and walked away.i've been trash talked, even though I've not done a single thing to make this person dislike me, hmmm.

going to pick up (e:drchlorine) from the airport soon, thank god. his place was cool, but not girly enough for me- and the cat, well its clingy. oh dear.

p.s. don't play frisbee with platters. it will not work out in your favor.

Permalink: perfect_day_and_circus_tricks.html
Words: 118
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/28/05 11:24 - 75ºF - ID#26187

happy terry day!

happy birthday terry! today must devoted to your total complete happiness. what did you wish for?

Permalink: happy_terry_day_.html
Words: 16
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/27/05 06:46 - 73ºF - ID#26186

sorry boys

woke up this morning feeling not sogreat. don't really remember a whole lot from last night. didn't remember the drama with the key situation. sorry (e:paul)! i was being a crazy lady. too much red wine, a couple pbr's and moe naked people than i have even seen in one place created a monster.

in any event, i wouldnt trade last night for the world...well maybe. one of the most unique and memorable nights ever. how will ny other party ever compare?

i have so much alcohol in my fridge and no food. someone needs to come over and drink it. or i need to have another party next weekend.

what will happen tonight?

Permalink: sorry_boys.html
Words: 116
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: pain

08/26/05 09:20 - 63ºF - ID#26185

owwie

i think my choice of career(for now) is going to give me carpel tunnel. my body is feeeling more and more beat up with each passing day. maybe i just slept wrong, but my shoulders are killing me and unfort (e:drchlorine) does not return until sun night, so there will be no backrub. he gives very good backrubs; in a totally friends only way of course. i don't want weird rumors showing on page seven, you evil little gossip making twits.

on a totally different note; it makes me so sad that i never really talk to my mother. i mean, i talk to her almost everyday, but between the time difference and the fact that pheonix has so many hills and mountains, all we ever end up having is a two minute conversation, in which, we either get cut off, or someone is in the middle of something. hmmm. i can't wait to see her again. it will be so long. probably not until thanksgiving.

i had the strangest dream last night. it was filled with friends and mystery guest.

don't you think, that the weather this week has been absolutely perfect? perfect timing, since next week, craziness ensues again with full time work and full time school. oh productiveness.

p.s. i miss (e:hodown) and her asskicking, dropkick, kung-fu, streetjustice, crimefighting ways.

Permalink: owwie.html
Words: 227
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/25/05 02:07 - 63ºF - ID#26184

school

i really don't like it. one bit. i feel so discluded. so dead, when i am there.

my mind is not being fed. the chemical are turning my brain into mush.

i really need to decide what kind of school to do next. take a year off and then decide.

on my morning walk, i ran into a random and we walked his crazy dog. so random... but fun.

le petite soiree tomorrow night. hopefully the mystery guest of honor will come. if not, i will be so very sad. wahh.

Permalink: school.html
Words: 91
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/22/05 10:52 - 62ºF - ID#26183

scary night

on my way home, my car hydroplaned, and i was about a second away from death. now, i face death again at (e:drchlorine)'s as the mang(his cat) will not stop hissing and following me around. i am hunched over the keyboard, trying to type this, because if i sit in the chair, he climbs on my lap and starts scratching me. owww.

i wish the scariness to stop. now.

what did i do to deserve this. i even gave him a little kitty treat, and he hissed at me. poo.