01/19/05 05:53 - ID#26101

cant we all just take a little time out,

to be greatful? i personally get a little ill from all of the complaining. ok. i complain a lot . but sometimes people just don't realize how easy they have it.

i remember a time when paul and terry couldn't afford a place so they had to stay with my sis. they were so broke, but still pretty happy.

im broke. so broke that i don't really know how food will come to the plate next week, but im relatively happy. i have a family, friends, a pookie, a tina. lots and lots of lipgloss. my youth. what more could a girl want? a cheap bottle of french wine perhaps?

anyway, what im trying to say is. if you don't like it, change it. and if you can't change it, deal with it.

if i had a family that could support me all the way through school and not worry about bills that would make my life the best ever right now. if i could bring my momma back...

but i can't . and life is still a-ok.:O)

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01/17/05 03:02 - ID#26100

life without technology

:(. my cell phone has been canceled. it will be replaced by new phone and plan in a week or so i think. i might drop off the face of the earth for a week or so...

possibility that i might become a nanny...

kinda hard to look for a job when you don't have a phone.

you better check yo'self before you wreck yo'self. peace out.

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01/15/05 04:28 - ID#26099

im so ronery,

so ronery. i have no one i can rerate to. im so ronery so sad and arone.

not really. not lonely at all. just reaching the ridiculous stages of being broke and without job. at least im in schooly.

i love paul matthew and terry's new place. its the bombdiggity. if only i could find it on my frist try next time!

i heart nyquil! :)

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01/14/05 02:08 - ID#26098

wegamans,

you can kiss my ass.

three interviews. three strikes. what is it with those people? i refuse to ever apply at your store again. maybe. theres one right by my school. maybe they're worth a try. but seriously, what is so bad about me that you can't offer me a 6.50 an hour job? what? im too cute for you? im too good for you? just kidding. but seriously. i feel rejected. :(

i can't wait til im done with school and i can start making the world a little more beautiful one haircut at a time.

nothing like a lot of bacon and some butter smotherd pancakes to make me feel better. should i have said, wegmans, you can kiss my big fat ass? :)

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01/11/05 01:27 - ID#26097

winter, be over already

waiting.

to hear from those wegmans people. give me a job

for tina to come home

for school to be over

for summer to come?

paul, i shall consider the whole feather headress thing, but why do you want me to wear it?

i was sick yesterday. feeling much better today. but still soooooooooo tired.8*

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01/07/05 08:43 - ID#26096

ajay

those stories are very touching. :)

we are very very lucky people.

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01/07/05 08:29 - ID#26095

if something is bothering you,

just blame it on someone else. someone that you don't like. ofr example, i just had heartburn, and i blamed it on one such individual, it worked gloriously. i am heatburn free and on my way to a glorious night out. may there be lots of lipgloss and attractive people

and that journal entry about me having a penis, terrys lil sis wrote that. it was funny so i just left it up...
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p.s. have a great weekend! :)

p.p.s. i just finshed reading the book the devil wears prada and have come to the conclusion that i don't think i ever want to live in new york. where do i want to live? the blo will suffice for now!

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01/02/05 12:18 - ID#26094

this little piggy...

spent many many days with her momma, and on the last day, she started to realize how much she would miss her. but, she is beggining to be a big piggy and she must go hom to the snowy cold. however, in the snowy cold, a handsome man awaits(yummy), and so do many friends(yay!).

i feel like I've been here forever. it has been great. relaxing. serene. crazy family.

went for a nice long hike yesterday up a mountain. saw the whole xity of pheonix and everything around it. invigorating. my momma said, "thanx for sharing this moment with me." how cute is that. shes cute.

i have gifts for people when i get home. mainly the boys, my boy, and tk, and tina. but i wont see her for a while...damn. oh, and i have something for jess, i need to call her.

one more day. :) :(

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12/31/04 01:12 - ID#26093

i swear,

if i didn't have to pay my rent NOW, i would donate money to the relief fund, one of then. but not the red cross. those pricks aren't giving our donated blood away, they sell it. never again. just another evil corporation.

ajay, i am officially disturbed by that photo. words can't even describe and i doubt i'll ever understand just how awful it is.

i guess my resolution is just to be greatful. i have a wonderful life. i am so spoiled, and i don't even think i appreciate it. shame on me.

just a couple more days to home. :) :( ;) 8* i will miss the fam. i miss the friends. and i hate to say it, but i miss the blo...ahhhh!

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12/30/04 08:55 - ID#26092

enough of the oldsters already!

for new years...

i can:

watch the chip dip into the salsa(no joke, they don't have a ball here)

watch the ball drop in ny at nine and then go to bed

be sober because i can't drink around certain members of the fam

talk about marriage, children, careers, mortgages and such