08/26/04 02:02 - ID#26040

the sun will come out tomorrow?

im sure it'll be ok tomorrow, but right now i really feel like crying or losing it; something.
it seems the more i try to get done, the more impossible it gets:

have to pay rent- no money
thought i had a job, but i have called them a million times and they never call me to come in?
couldn't get the key to work in my aunt's door today, and i need to get my stuff and start throwing things out and repacking
my car is slowly falling apart
i don't know how school os getting paid for and it starts on the 8th, will I even go? my mom wont cosign a loan, so if i don't get money for my hearing loss, im basically screwed and i can't go
have to pay ticket and go to driving school. another 150 i don't have

basically this is just a huge complaint list, ignore it. ill be ok when i beg my mom for money and she finally gives in. i can't wait to not be poor. i hate spending all of my time thinking about how i am going to pay for things, it really blows. hopefully, one year from now, i will be doing what i like making good money....8*

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08/25/04 10:56 - ID#26039

tk stylin in ny

so, there's this website style.com, and i like to go and look at designer stuff and runway looks. its really fun anf the stuff is all so beautiful and artistic. i was going through a slideshow of people on the street and their unique looks and i came across this pic. to me it looks like tk stylin in nyc...

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08/24/04 12:21 - ID#26038

evil doctor

i hate those m-f-ers. they drilled the shit out of my mouth. my day was ruined by them. now i dant talk or chew. im hungry.

the dentist fucking sucks.:(

four cavities.one day. not recommmended.

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08/23/04 09:43 - ID#26037

most unproductive day ever

why do i always use ever after everything? it is the new "like". well, attempted to find VESID; they are an organization thats give assistance and aid to people with diabilites looking to integrate into the working world, or something like that. anyway, i am looking for help paying with the cost of cosmetology school, and i desperately need hearing aids.

tk and i headed downtown after looking up the address in the phonebook. after walking about ten blocks to 125 main st, we are informed that htey have moved. the man tells us to go to 580 main. we go. not there. wtf mate? well, needless to say, the interenet is so much better than the crappy phonebook, and faster too.

i do have a job, i guess they are just waiting for people to go back to school so they can train me. or something like that.

to do list:

pay rent
buy paint
call sister
see granny
help granny
mail mommies gifts
pack
move
pack
move
pack
move...;)

i so excited. happy times for lilho. yay!

im gonna watch the chapelle show dvd tonight. its gonna be really funny.

ps quiznos subs, they are good because they are toasted.

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08/22/04 10:25 - ID#26036

day of the sun

but why does it feel like fall? yes, i agree the party was hit. hehe. i was kinda boring though. too much drug induced fun equals paranoia for this little one. i had to go to bed early. nonetheless, still qite fun.

jill, i must say, you make one hell of a cupcake. your outfit was also super chic. you rock hard.

soyeon, i better get more of that ham sushi one of these days, or whateverother korean specialties you have up you sleeve!

now, other stuff.

i bought a futon yesterday, yay! garage sale. lafayette. best ever. i love garage sales. they are fun to have. fun to go to. they always havethe best stuff. and for cheap. recylcing is great. you will always have something someone else needs that you feel is crap. yay for bed/couch chair. i love it. must go buy other vitals for new place today. im so broke...:)

ps* we should have an estrip garag sale. we could raise money for another event! maybe next weekend at the art fest????

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08/21/04 02:44 - ID#26035

yea, so

the partay is okay. but not as good as it could be. i think i just miss some vital members. two people who have been at the last couple parties there has been. you know who you is. you are missed. i will see one of you real soon, :), the other one, i will see you soon, but not soon enough.;)

the good news is, i made 15 in bartending tips. and i wont be real hungover tomorrow!8*

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08/20/04 11:10 - ID#26034

i know i aint got money...

yea, im poor. however, i am so rich in other ways. its better like this. being wealthy doesn't make you any better. any happier. any prettier. you just have more stuff. i am trying to get rid of things and just keep it simple.

being on your own for the first time means being poor, and sometimes a little lonely. but i got the best friends ever. i have the best momma ever.

i am lacking the comforts of being at home, i.e., shopping, exactly the food i want to eat, the comforts, more money, and blah blah blah. i don't think its worth it though. i am free. free at last.

in the words of pdiddy, "can nobody hold me down, oh no, i got to keep on movin."

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08/19/04 03:02 - ID#26033

ok fine

i will wake up now. i just woke up. yowza. i really think this new allergy stuff is making me crazy sleepy. or maybe im just lazy.

new job good. nice people. fun. hopefully i will make good money in tips. must go shower, find outfit, go looks for some needed items for the move...

yippie ky-yi-yo git along leetle doggie:)

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08/18/04 05:03 - ID#26032

can i say

that tj maxx is the best ever. i went in looking for a white shirt and black pants, and found both items at the total bargain price of $32.45. yay!

tina called me on my way shopping to check up. she wished me good luck with the jobby-poo. she's great. we gonna talk later.

im exctied/extremely nervous to start new job. why do i get so nervous about everything? i really need to stop this. i know, everything always works out fine, but somehow i envision the world ending when something scares me. maybe if the world ended i could just get rid of this dumb nervousness.

on another note, im super exctied about new room. must decorate. think color scheme. i don't know. colors. they are all so great. how will i choose.

here are the choices:

pink/brown
brown/red
cherry red/creamy/limey green
green/brown/off white
red/black/off white...

i really can't deal with the thought of not having everything go together, but not in a martha stewart way. it just needs to maintain a cetain homeostasis. we can mix and match, but i want everything to blend. i also want to create the illusion of space, as the room aint that big. what am i talking about? i have to go get ready for work.8*

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08/18/04 11:16 - ID#26031

commenting on comments made

Paul, I too am shocked about the whole Google thing. However, it doesn't mean that I thik Google should shut down. Remember Columbine? Those kids found info on the net how to make bombs and posted info on various sites that held clues to what they wanted to do. If the ifo is not in the net, it is definitely someplace else, and I guess the bottom line is, if someone wants to hurts someone else, they will do it, Terrorist Hndbook or not. Still, Google, shame on you.

Terry, I enjoyed your journal entry. When I watch the olympics, I almost feel bad when the US wins. I feel like every other country is just pissed as we flash our red white and blue in their faces. The Olympics aren't about peace, its all about the money, and the car commercials. Buy an SUV, buy a Hummer. Lets bomb some stuff. and anyways, the poor countries are always better.

I found an apartment, woohoo. I start job today, boohoo. Not working is great fun.

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