06/11/04 04:12 - ID#25982

um yea

disregard anything i just said. have a good day. welcome new people. where did you all come from??

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/11/04 04:12 - ID#25981

the life of a crazy lady

i have not seen anyone in some time...

all i do is sleep and eat and work.

all i want to do is sleep and eat.

i must have another garage sale and hen go to work.

i must survive on little sleep.

i must spend time with many relatives in the next few weeks...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. whatever you do, never be born into a family where your mother has en siblings. do you know what this means? this means that everybody is a crazy god lover and they come to visit way too much. why can't they just leave me alone?

i don't want to complain, i just want to be happy. i am happy, when i get sleep and food. i need sleep and food.

who would like to spend some time with my relatives?

countdown to new york...14 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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06/09/04 11:54 - ID#25980

just some random thoughts...

maybe...

people on this site should put up a real pic of themselves?even if if its in their journal, its hard for to really rwad someone's stuff if i can't put a face to the name.

i should ike to meet some of you some tim.

we could have a fun summer picnic?

journal entries should be kept shorter, so i will actually read the whole thing

this is just about the best part of the web for me ever!

robin, i am obsessed with reading your journal. whenever i check the site, i am always happy to see that you have updated. why do i feel like i am your friend, but i have only talked to you a few times? just thought i'd let you know that...

summer=magical. summer is magical. love is magical. love, summer, magic. oh, and good music too.*

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06/07/04 06:16 - ID#25979

a note to a distant friend...

Dear Tina,

This one's fer you. I have finally begun to sort through my stuff, in prep for he big move. I stumbled upon the missig mp3 cd you made for me, that i am no listening to for the first time. it's crazy, all of the memories that are racing through my mind. most of all, i just remeber smiling, and laughing with no desire to stop. i think about you a lot, and i hope that you are safe and happy. things just aren't the same without you around. i need somebody to talk serious fashion with!

I know i tell you this way too much, but you may just be the best part of my years at ub, the only good part part of being there. knowing you will be back in a couple months bring a huge smile to my face.

To all those who don't know tina, shes the best. everbody should know that.

I love you Tina(ming!), and i miss you. until we meet again...

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/07/04 11:22 - ID#25978

glass half full

tis better to be content with less. the person who has more, will always feel that they need more. i am not sure where i fit into this riddle, but i know i sure don't have much. i'm ok with that. i don't really need anything else. i just need some good food, good people, and sunny weather. maybe some lipgloss too?

word to the wise: if you eat a brwnie for breakfast, make sure it is fully cooked first. i think i go a slight raw one, and my tummy is mad at me now.

final thought: i definitely think i sleep too much. its so fun though...

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06/06/04 07:45 - ID#25977

sleepy sunday

after a couple of produvtive days, i managed to slee all day today. well, at least until now.

if you were ever wondering, what is the difference b/t a 19 yr old and a 20 yr old, apparently it is just too much to even comprehend. i was lucky enough to see some kiddies partying last night, all at the ripe age of 19, here's what i observed:

they were 19, but seemed 15
are they still in hs? it seems like it-i swear i even saw some varsity letters
the boys and the girls were kinda separate- boys in one room, girls in the other
boys were doing some strange dance-perhaps to get the attention of the girls
there wasnt much alcohol, but everyone seemed wasted
lots of minskirts
lots of eyeliner
lots of highlighted hair
sports jerseys-real people, not athletes actually wear these? they remind me of when i had to wear pinnies in gym class
lots of really skinny girls

so, this is what i saw. very interesting.i was definitely as outsider, but i enjoyed observing from afar. what an odd group of kids, i feel like im 15 again! or 19, whatever. if you wanted to know what the kiddies are doing, that's it.

i want thai food so bad right now. i would fight for it. thai food...yum. indian food...yum. where is sister? sister, i want to eat yummy food with you.:O(

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06/05/04 01:30 - ID#25976

garage sale...woooooooo

i think this computer is about to break any moment. here's the info:

Where: 27 Mang ave. (kenmore) b/t elmwood and delaware
When: sat and sun 8-3
Why: we movin
What: anything from 100 yr old trunks to kitchen things, who know what you may find

-stop by if you can, even just to say hi, i have to wake up at 5:30 for this crazy event. i hope my mom does not physically harm me.

p.s. matthew, i have a bench for yo jardin. come n get it!

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06/03/04 12:18 - ID#25975

mmmmm...pretty flowers

ever since i saw the movie "adaptations", i have loved orchids. they are now my favorite flower. i want one sooooooooooooooo much. they are hard to take care of though. pretty things just require a lot of care i guess.

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06/03/04 12:13 - ID#25974

i have no title for this entry

nausea; no fun. i hate taking pills. thats about all i have to say for now. except for a couple more things.

professional sports are a waste of time.
the zoo is just a bad poopy place.
i miss my sister already.
cars are a huge ripoff, they just fall apart and cost tons of money.

i think im gonna go home and puke now. bad bad pills go away.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/01/04 09:23 - ID#25973

accidents waiting to happen

oh today, what a day. it all started with a trip to the airport, to see the sister off. she started to cry, and i was to tired for emotion. however, i did manage to get out a tear or two on the ride home. she is definitely a sibling worth having. she gets the, "best ever" award.

i returned home to go back to sleep and woke up late, at 1130. spent a quality half hour with a special somene and then headed to work. work was decent; boring, but decent. it is nice to wander around completing mindless tasks, because i get the time to think about a lot of things, which seemed to help clear my mind today.

the ride home wad going smoothly, until, CRASH, SNAP, CRUNCH, and my rearview mirror falls to the ground.we both get out of our cars, and he starts yelling and swearing at me. I am just in shock, thinking about how much this mf-er is going to cost to fix. the accident oocured conveinantly close to a car dealership, and we head inside to work it out. this is when the tears come, i just started crying, as all the car salesmen stare and continue to ask me if i need help. at last nothing fell off of me right? i called the mom, and she rushes to the scene. shes the best, because i had no idea what to do.

accident over, i head home following the mom. we walk in the house to brother burning the shit out of yet another pan. most of the silverware is missing. so many things missing. how do you deal with a brother who steals and lies? am i supposed to just forget him and move on? do i tell him how hurt i am?

the day is almost over, minus the cleaning and work i have to do. i am without a mirror and a brother.

p.s. who wants to go to the junkyard to help me find a new mirror tomorrow?

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