too tired to exist
um, i worked thirteen hours today. and then i ran some errands, and then i ended up here, in my room.
my suitcase is always overweight. i hate going places and not having access to my complete wardrobe. how am i supposed to be the best i can be???
i mean really, i think i am the most unrealistic packer. who else need 6 pairs of heels alone for just as many days? i am not a socialite, i just pretend.
i spent the better part of the previous weekend near the mexican border. all i can say is that part of arizona freaks me out, and i do not wish to go back. the border patrol is insane down there, with their drug sniffing dogs, and big ass rifles and whatnot.
a photo journal of that trip is soon to come, maybe when i am waiting at le airport tomorrow.
anyway, i am either going to finish packing now, or just fall asleep and get up at 4 to finish.
trips are so overrated.
oh, and fuck the rule that says no white to a wedding. because my dress is part white, but in a so not wedding dress way. more in a party dress with a big back bow way, and its short and it looks good. i have come across half who think that it's fine, and the others are appalled. ok, plus the way i am accessorizing(not a real word?) it, i think it will be great. well, i have a backup dress, but i am not returning the other one, i'll find somewhere to wear it to, even if that place is home. people just don't dress for home like they used to.
my suitcase is always overweight. i hate going places and not having access to my complete wardrobe. how am i supposed to be the best i can be???
i mean really, i think i am the most unrealistic packer. who else need 6 pairs of heels alone for just as many days? i am not a socialite, i just pretend.
i spent the better part of the previous weekend near the mexican border. all i can say is that part of arizona freaks me out, and i do not wish to go back. the border patrol is insane down there, with their drug sniffing dogs, and big ass rifles and whatnot.
a photo journal of that trip is soon to come, maybe when i am waiting at le airport tomorrow.
anyway, i am either going to finish packing now, or just fall asleep and get up at 4 to finish.
trips are so overrated.
oh, and fuck the rule that says no white to a wedding. because my dress is part white, but in a so not wedding dress way. more in a party dress with a big back bow way, and its short and it looks good. i have come across half who think that it's fine, and the others are appalled. ok, plus the way i am accessorizing(not a real word?) it, i think it will be great. well, i have a backup dress, but i am not returning the other one, i'll find somewhere to wear it to, even if that place is home. people just don't dress for home like they used to.
