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11/11/09 05:54 - 44ºF - ID#50273

mystery illness

thanks (e:theecarey) and (e:libertad) for the concern!

im not feeling much better. i really have no clue what i have, if it's the stomach flu or food poisoning.

my praying to the porcelain gods has stopped, i guess as long as i only eat crackers and drink just water but my stomach is all in knots and it hurts so much!

i'm so tired of being home, and hoping to be able to leave the house in a few hours since i have done nothing in two days and i am starting to lose my mind here.

there's only so many movies one can watch...
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11/10/09 12:13 - 52ºF - ID#50266

i've been poisoned

so there were a million things i am supposed to do today but instead i am lying here.

my body is currently rejecting all food and water and i think i have food poisoning.


no one is around and i need some gatorade, but i am not sure i can do a trip to the store and back.


i hope it doesn't get to the point it did fours years ago when i collapsed... because it's seeming to head in that direction.


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11/09/09 11:42 - 53ºF - ID#50262

barftastic

that is the word to describe how i feel right now. my insides are at war.

i have been in contact with way too many sick people in the past week, and i thought i was invincible but i think it has caught up with me.

well its either flu or food related. god forbid i caught the swine, but i doubt it. but that would be kinda cool, only if i didn't die. but that's creepy because if i did get it and die, then i predicted my own death which means i am psychic and this whole time i should have been making bank with my own psychic hotline.

good thing i picked up a shift at one of my jobs tomorrow... i am hoping it all blows over.

i have to tell my vegas story but not now because i might puke all over my laptop.

goodnight.
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11/07/09 09:17 - 55ºF - ID#50247

being sick

sometimes things work out way different than you planned.



this time the moral of the story is, you do not leave someone when they are sick. even if they just need to sleep and you are bored. just being there is what they need.


plus bedside water and gatorade helps.


a friend in need is a friend indeed.
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11/04/09 09:17 - 36ºF - ID#50212

two can play at the vicious game

this man i work with has a mild case of tourette's syndrome. i really think i set it off in him somehow.

he's actually a really handsome guy, and i used to have a slight crush on him, but he is always saying the weirdest stuff to me and now i just feel strange around him.

i know he thinks i am really pretty, so maybe i make him nervous or something???

anyway, yesterday i kinda yelled out a question to him, and i guess maybe i sounded a bit rude, but i wasn't saying anything out of line. i was just asking if an admit was cancelled or not. he freaked out at me and came over and and said a bunch of stuff about how i don't know ho to form conversations, and then used a weird voice and came closer and said,

"two can play at the vicious game sarah."


ok, what does this mean??? i am not vicious. i don't play games at work. i pretty much go there to work and get paid.

(e:hodown) thinks this whole situation is so funny, but i am just confused.

i have to go get ready for work so i can play the vicious game...
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11/02/09 10:57 - 46ºF - ID#50197

some sort of fancy bird

now you can see the whole costume... im sad now that halloween is over. i never liked halloween until this year. i realized it has potential for full on glitter and camp, which is basically what makes life worth living! what to be next year...

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11/01/09 01:18 - 48ºF - ID#50179

success

(e:hodown), where my prize at????

there were no peacock feathrs but i made one amzing bird. everyone, including myself agreed i had the coolest costume.

like tim gunn says, "make it work", which i totally did.

a couple was dressed as tim gunn and heidi klum at one of the parties. we made great friends. only true fashionistas can understand the meaning of couture halloween...

more pictures to come later.....


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10/30/09 03:05 - 50ºF - ID#50146

peacock

i am obsessed with being an amazing diy peacock for halloween. its getting expensive and i don't know if i can pull it off.



ALL to prove a point my friends.




i can do this...
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10/22/09 07:38 - 48ºF - ID#50078

a lack of glamour here

my sister life is not very glamourous and this upsets me. she carries her laundry down the street like a common hobo... to the laundromat and back.

i'm hoping to change some of this for her, at least for a day. maybe i will treat her to a an overnight spa day for her xmas gift.

i am on the no spending money plan which includes me. sitting at home when i am not working, thinking about how i should get online and do my french assignments and then watching netflix and eating chocolate and mac n cheese.

by christmas i may not be allowed in the spa, you will need a crane to lift me.

the good news is my clothes still fit which means if i stop this now, i can be back in shape in just a month. must hike 4 miles a day.

anyway, (e:deeglam) is supposed to come soon, and she gets a spa day too. i am so sick of the lack of glamour everywhere. are we doomed to life a plain and sparkleless life?????
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10/21/09 01:03 - 54ºF - ID#50067 pmobl

all by myself

My lappy is sick. I couldn't get an appointment at the genius bar until tomorrow night. Until then its just me.

I am forced to use Julie's IBM to do my work tomorrow. The thought makes me want to barf.

Anytime I get sad I think of (e:Deeglam) who has been through so much. Send her happy thoughts and love, she has a lot on her plate.

Its crazy how much I don't want to be in Buffalo, but there are so many people there that I want to be there for.

Today is the first day since I have left that I have actually considered going back.
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I hope this feeling is short lived because I detest winter like no other.
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