11/11/08 11:05 - 40ºF - ID#46652

i am

in a perpetual state of blah. things seem to excite me for a very short while, and then i come back to this place.

i don't think it's depression, just a sense of blahness. and also the feeling if having all of the people i care about scattered here and there.

it seems the older i get, the farther away everyone and everything gets.

also, this woman told me as a teacher i will be doomed to a life of poverty.

i don't know, i know lots of teachers that have played their cards right and done well. i'm not looking to be rich, for now at least. and i thin i will be infinitely happier working around children all day.

that said, i am headed back to blahness, and some coke and pringles.

ps. a really great trick to lose 6 pounds in two weeks is to take a crapload of antibiotics and probiotics, at least for me.

it's acutally getting coldish here which means i can kinda break out my massive scarf collection. you have no idea how happy this makes me.

i need to find some winterish clothing, as i will be headed back east in a few months. i am going to be an aunt...yikes!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/09/08 12:21 - 41ºF - ID#46610

hot-toddy!

whiskey and beer...

a blend for true americans. not so tasty, but it's doing the trick!

yesamesh!!!

i need a break from birthdays and babies...

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/04/08 11:39 - 52ºF - ID#46536

obama and my momma

i am so excited!!!!!! obama!!!!!

but my mama is not. she says i am to blame for the reason there will be no money to leave me in her will. she brought the lolz, as perez would say.

but i am so happy.

i also learned a valuable lesson today... words do actually hurt, so if you don't have nice things to say, keep it to yourself, or share with drinking buddies. don't trust people at work, they will use the first chance they get to stab you in the back.

all that being said, i am going to work on being more positive and less outspoken; which for me is waaay easier said than done.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/04/08 04:24 - 67ºF - ID#46522

barack the vote!

i voted! yay! how exciting, i can't wait to hear the results, even though the popular vote doesn't really count...

but it's exciting to see so many people out there at the polls execising their right!

also very important: i voted no on prop 8, or prop h8te.

notice the sticker!!!!!

ps. my wound is much better, almost completely healed!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/01/08 09:58 - 45ºF - ID#46457

my wound

what a special halloween.

turns out its mrsa.

i had it lanced. it hurt like a mother but its better now. now a second course of anitbiotics. my stomach is not happy about this.

the doctor said that i should be ok now, but what i have could have turned into something very serious if it wasn't treated right away.

im a little scared of working at the hospital now...

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Location: Buffalo, NY

10/30/08 01:27 - 33ºF - ID#46419

me bum hurts

i had what looked like two bug bites.

turned into giant infection thing.

must wear giant bandaid.

can't sit on bum. ouch.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

10/24/08 11:31 - 51ºF - ID#46315

my heart goes out to jennifer hudson

i really like her. i like the fact that she is so voluptuous and beautiful and not the hollywood standard.

and i loved her in dreamgirls.... she stole the show! that voice, that rack!!! yowza!

someone murdered her brother and mother today, and i can't even imagine how horrible that would be.

then having to deal with the fame thing along with that, it seems unbearable.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: school

10/23/08 12:10 - 38ºF - ID#46266

why i hate group projects

the stress is never on any specific person, and it is supposed to be a group effort.

well, eff that.

next time i am going to protest to work alone. because at this point, everyone else gets to take credit for my work.

it is also less time consuming to do it alone, rather than having to edit other people's typos and add in missing info, and then complete all of the other parts that are missing.

im pissed and im going to bed.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

10/18/08 12:22 - 38ºF - ID#46171

my bday

this is the ecard, (e:hodown) sent me. i have decided to no longer date younger guys, because they are idiots and have no clue what they want, or how to deal with me. anyway, i am now an older woman, and this is le card... i'm reverting back to older nice guy approach.

raaaarrrrr...

i didn't really get a gift from my momma yet. i can either get a savings account with some money in it, or a necklace of my choosing. i don't really want/need anything... so i haven't decided yet. plus i have 12 hours days everyday and not much time to shop or even go anywhere with her. plus, we had a nice dinner and drinks with friends the other night, and that was generous enough.

and cougars have jobs and can buy their own things.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

10/17/08 01:00 - 50ºF - ID#46152

a lack of blogging

all work and no blog makes jackie a dull girl.

my life is officially mostly boring and i never blog.

what happened?????

i need a new blog focus.

and i spend way too much time wondering if other people actually wash their hands, and for 15-20 seconds with soap. i'm really thinking no, and it grosses me out...

esp chidren, with their nasty touched everything, stuck their hands down their pants, and then in their mouth nasty little hands. the kids at the daycare i go to play on this playground and the ground is covered wth wood chips. i officially hate wood chips. i swear these kids come back inside for movie time looking like they've been through the war after a half hour on that playground. they love eating and playing with the wood chips, and rolling in the wood chips, and sometimes throwing them. they are the war chips.

my children will not be allowed to play in wood chips, and i don't really like sand either. and they will wash their hands regularly. wow, ocd. they're gonna turn out weird, but the don't exist yet, so maybe there is still hope...

it's 10:00, time for bed!

smooches (e:strip)!