"i am going to fail" written by Lilho on estrip.org

Category: school

09/12/07 08:51 - 62ºF - ID#41069

i am going to fail

no really. i think i might fail this class. intro to oracle sql+. seriously. and what makes it that much worse is that there is no other section of the course that i can switch to- thus i am stuck here. in this class. the professor kinda hs the assholey attitude going on, and plus i just don't like him. ever had a professor you hated? i know you all have, an it makes learning that much harder.

oracle sucks. i hate it. i can't memorize all of thse commands. an now i have to go spend 3 1/2 hrs in this godamn godforsaken classroom, not having any idea what is going on. and i had no time to eat today, because i have been at school all day, and im hungry and tired.

i so want to go home, but i can't miss class, or i will get dropped. because they don't let you miss any class here. not that i could go home anyways, because i have zero clue what is going on, and i need a tutor!

im just going to go talk to this guy tomorrow and see what i should do to make this better. i can't get a bad grade....

this is how ill look in class... thinking.... what will i eat later and what boy can i seduce into becoming my sql+ tutor????

lilho writes at 10:52:28 09/13/07 - Comment #24374: who could spend 9 hrs doing that shit?

paul writes at 09:59:56 09/13/07 - Comment #24371: Sarah, you really just have to memorize it all, there aren't that many commands for SQL. It is a fraction of what other computer languages use. Think of it like learning French, just make your self a vocabulary list and flash cards if you need to. You are probably just putting up an emotional block because you hate the professor.

carolinian writes at 09:35:30 09/13/07 - Comment #24370: What kinds of stuff are you having trouble with? There's at least several people on (e:strip) who spend 9 hours a day doing SQL (including myself) who may be able to help you out.

lilho writes at 10:55:53 09/12/07 - Comment #24361: im actually sitting next to a cute boy today... well, im gonna go get a notetaker sit handled tom... and i found this site that offers lve help, since when they say they have a cis help lab, it really mean they have a room with computers, and nobody to help.

libertad writes at 09:42:17 09/12/07 - Comment #24357: I love that pic. Well done!

tinypliny writes at 09:26:38 09/12/07 - Comment #24353: So many mistakes in my comment today. :/ I am impelled to correct them all.

1. I have often found that they are quite easy... (omit: usually reason:redundancy)

2. authors who have some amount of humour... (omit the article: "a" reason: what the hell?)

3. and most often than not, good for introductory haste (addition: , good reason: haste makes waste)

mike writes at 09:25:07 09/12/07 - Comment #24352: that is quite the seducer look if i do say so myself!

tinypliny writes at 09:20:39 09/12/07 - Comment #24350: I am not even remotely a database expert, but have you tried any of the "For Dummies" series of books for Oracle Sql+? I have often found that they are usually quite easy to read, have authors who have a some amount of humour and most often than not for introductory stuff.

Good Luck!!

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09/05/07 01:18 - 76ºF - ID#40947

computer talk

i can't to wait to come to blo.

so paul and i can talk computer. and to party of course. but i feel that paul can be my computer mentor and really show me lots of cool stuff!

im getting a little confused with all this computer shit. i guess i need to be a bit more diligent in my studies.

less boys. more computer time!

that being said, i must go shower and go to class to spend more time with computer.

i think im going to name my laptop... any suggestions???

and i think im sick of boys. for a week at least. the whole charade just gets tiring. really. im tired. plus this means i can also devote more time to sunbathing, grey's, and perefecting my wardrobe. and i think i feel a painting coming on here sometime soon. my lack of artfulness in the past two months is really just sad.

and i might find god in the next two weeks, because my crazy ass aunt and uncle who are the biggest jesus freaks known to man are here, and im sure ready to baptise and convert me. dear god. (not to offend anyone here- im just not religious one bit, and i find it offensive that these two can't keep it to themselves. spirituality is supposed to be a personal thing afterall, isn't it?).

sorry for all the pics of me, but i feel like more people will read my journal if they see there is a pic in it. tricky huh? plus, im still waiting for my damn usb cord to come...

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Category: youtube

09/01/07 09:04 - 67ºF - ID#40888

just because im really bored at work

i know (e:southernyankee) posted a similar thing the other day, but this is funny too. and i digress easily.....

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Category: youtube

09/01/07 09:04 - 67ºF - ID#40887

just because im really bored at work

i know (e:southernyankee) posted a similar thing the other day, but this is funny too. and i digress easily.....

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09/01/07 12:57 - 71ºF - ID#40880

work is for jerks

so, i must be a really huge asshole. i wasnt even supposed to work sunday, but now i have to work both jobs, and then hopefully go to a party.

however, i am supposed to do a shitload of schoolwork, on monday, see my grammy, and other fam, and hang out with my little cousin.

im a people pleaser, people!

anyway, it looks like i need to start using my day planner more. and i need more vodka, since i have only consumed about three drinks this week, and i think they were all beer. i think my drastic reduction in alcohol comsumption has been a major contributing factor to the reason that i have lost weight and keep losing it. not gonna complain bout that peoples.

umm, ill be at the party via video, so stop by and say hi! woot.

what else... check out this website

, its a real jewel- this dude showed it to me last night. oh scottsdale, classiest place on earth!

and for shits and giggles...

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Category: macbook

08/30/07 02:08 - 75ºF - ID#40823

i freaking love this thing!!!

(e:paul) and i had a video chat this evening, soooooooo much freaking fun. i am in love.... not with a stripper, but this macbook. so intensely in love!!!!!!

oh, and i met a cute new boy. and he's actually nice/not sketchy, and he has super cute style and goooood music taste!!! and i have a stalker who keeps calling/texting and sayng sorry for being psycho. theres never any good way to say sorry for being crazy. i mean, he can say all the sorries he wants, but the point is that he is crazy, and he tells me he loves me after like 4 dates. and he wonders why i wont speak to him???? seriously, he didn't get any, and i didn't act super into him. ah well.

oh and the other night, i was at this coffee place/bar and this girl is making out with the barrista.bartender, and im so distracted, i can barely focus on the convo at hand. then it finally stops. and those girls leave, and this other girl struts in, and immediately starts making out with the bartender!!! i was telling the person i was with, she is not the same girl, becuase i am a girl and i pay attention to outfits, and she was wearing something different and looked different, and i was thinking how crazy it would be if she made out with the bartender and she did!!!!!!! that coffee place/bar is nuts and im going back soon...

here's some pics from the video chat!!!

Missing Image ;(

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Category: macbook

08/29/07 11:18 - 80ºF - ID#40801

why?

can't i get my new lappy connected to the intynet at home? after a million hours on the phone no one can help. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Category: terry

08/28/07 01:14 - 67ºF - ID#40774

terryberry birthday wishes and hugs

i miss you a lot, but im really really busy, so i don't have time to cry about it. but if i had time, i think i definitely would.

what can i say about you? you have been such a great friend to me, and even though we havent kept in touch as well as we should have, i miss you dearly, and hope you have a great day! you desrve it!!!!!

in case ya'll didn't know....

TERRY IS THE MOST BEST:

dancer

cooker

singer

philospher

finder of fun new music

fun person to talk to

interesting person to talk to/debate with

person who sucks it up and deals with what he is dealt in life

least selfish friend

hugger

innapropriate groper when drunk

person who thinks/lives/acts like he is white trash but the furthest from it

sexy black chick in a white boys body- wth attitude and snap to match

singer- why havent you won idol yet???

the list goes on and on, but basically terry, youve impacted my life in so many ways- and i want to THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love sarah ho

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Category: computer talk

08/24/07 01:51 - 77ºF - ID#40703

not happy with apple

i ordered my new laptop today. i also ordered a new ipod.

and what happens??? anfter the order supposedly went through???

i get an email saying it didn't go through. however, apple has charged me almost $500 for i have no idea what. what the fuck. i am about to explode right now, as i had this all planned and wanter/needed to have it for school monday.

they'd better be ready to explain this bs tomorrow morning. i am more unahppy about any purchase/anticipated purchase i have ever made. they fucked up big time and had better be ready to explain this.

you don't process an order and then sayit didn't go through. and then charge that person $500 for nothing.

sooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated. i want my laptop, now damnit!

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08/22/07 11:08 - 72ºF - ID#40687

i have a headache

and my sis is here. yay!

and i can finally buy a bootyful new laptop!

and i have a car that works, and two jobs. and some money to spare.

i have a date next week. i think. with a hot man.

i have class until 930.

i am tired, and want to get home and get drunk!

maybe ill see yall soon. maybe

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