Category: insomnia
02/27/07 01:46 - 28ºF - ID#38295
this is rediculous
a few questions:
1. how do we all feel about internet dating?
2. how do we all feel about the weird tin-foil thing jennifer hudson wore over her dress to the oscar's?
3. why did that stupid little groundhog lie about an early spring? i think he needs to be killed/starved/sent away.
4. why am i thinking about work, and i left almost two hours ago?
5. why is my mom way better than yours?
6. who wants like all of my stuff when i move? who wants to have a giant (e:strip) yard sale?
7. why does every man ever always check me out, but i never get asked out on a date?
8. why do i spend so much godamn time on this website?
- i currently love, au revior simone!****
Permalink: this_is_rediculous.html
Words: 155
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: crush
02/28/07 01:14 - 29ºF - ID#38289
i am officially a loser
let me have my fun, i haven't had ANY in a long long time.
goodnight!
Permalink: i_am_officially_a_loser.html
Words: 30
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: moving
02/25/07 05:35 - 31ºF - ID#38278
leaving for good
i feel like i have put so much effort into living here, with little gain, if any. im tired of putting out so much to get so little in return. i don't want to have a broken heart anymore. i don't want to feel betrayed by anyone. i will dearly miss the (e:viscos) , and (e:matt) , and (e:terry) of course. other than that, there is nothing here for me. i have a dwindling supply of friendships, and ties to anyone in buffalo, and find myself becoming more and more lost and depressed here each day. i miss my mother, and the good advice that she gives(yet i never take). i miss feeling happy and being out in the sun, and being around family.
get it while you can, because im not going to be around much longer (e:peeps).
p.s. im so sick of working overnights.
Permalink: leaving_for_good.html
Words: 192
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: work
02/22/07 02:14 - 34ºF - ID#38242
im a getting an award
im getting a "lifesaver award" from work for saving a client's life using the heimlich. isn't that swell!
now, if i could only stop coughing and sleeping. my mother has come to the rescuse and is sending anitbiotics stat. im sick of sitting here, but don't really want to venture out and hack up a lung in public, i don't really think that will make me any more popular.
my sister is really sick now too and has missed two days of work. i think it is fair to blame it on me. im really sorry (e:hodown). i think perhaps my new nickname "typhoid mary" might me appropriate.
p.s. i think i have decided to move to az...
Permalink: im_a_getting_an_award.html
Words: 127
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: location
02/20/07 11:58 - 38ºF - ID#38219
leaving new york
i took a cab home, which was actually fine, because i was really tired and didn't feel like talking to anyone.
the longer i stay here, the more i feel like i don't have enough friends. or really anybody to be there when i really need it. its ok because i learned to be fine on my own, but it would be so nice to live near my sister, or mother and have a friend/loved one always around. i guess im not the kind of person who likes to be fiercely independant. i like knowing that i can get help if i need it. plus, i want to be there for my family as well. i miss them so fucking much i think it actually hurts.
i know i always say, im not going to stay, but this time i really can't. buffalo is such a small little bubble, and i feel like i owe it to myself to want/have more. its so clliquey, and gossipy. i can't leave the house w/o seeing somebody i know, and half of them i don't want to see.
the problem is, where to go? new york is amazing and has basically everything i love, however, i just don't know if i can handle it there. its so big and busy and crowded, and expensive. arizona is beautiful and so is the weather, but it lacks the feel of an old city, which i love. the jobs there are plenty, and the pay is great. i wouldnt be poor like in ny.
i have a huge decision to make, and not very much time to do it.
p.s. the site looks really nice (e:paul)!
Permalink: leaving_new_york.html
Words: 333
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: winter
02/03/07 12:46 - 12ºF - ID#37980
this is getting serious...
for one of four things:
school
work
food
entertainment
- i wish the coldness to end.
wish it was more like this...
Permalink: this_is_getting_serious_.html
Words: 36
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: automobile
02/02/07 11:46 - 19ºF - ID#37975
miracle of life
i have lost way too many brain cells, or just wasnt born w/common sense.
either way:
- not only were the keys in the car, but it was on. from 12p until 11p.
- what a magical little car!~
Permalink: miracle_of_life.html
Words: 55
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: ethnicity
02/01/07 12:58 - 25ºF - ID#37951
i am officially hispanico
however, is it because i appear to be hispanico?
do i have the ghetto flavor?
i just think it is funny. first an invite to the threesome, now the ghetto lovin.
back to class...
Permalink: i_am_officially_hispanico.html
Words: 59
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: boredom
01/31/07 09:34 - 21ºF - ID#37944
really need to get up and do something..
i keep trying to post all of these godamn pictures i have, but somehow, they are the wrong type of file or something, and i have to post one at a time instead of all millions of them.
i swear, if this weather doesn't get a little fucking better, im just going on prozac. i can't handle buffalo anymore. it is my goal in the next year, to haul ass out of this godforsaken city. help?
anyway, i think winter has just made me a little crazy,and im seriously counting the days til i get go to nyc and hopefully have massive amounts of fun.
(e:paul) we have to go to the gym tomorrow, i will pick you up @ 730.
p.s. my jbl spyro speakers will finally be coming home with me! my babies!!!!!!
Permalink: really_need_to_get_up_and_do_something_.html
Words: 174
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: sickness
01/30/07 09:54 - 16ºF - ID#37919
feel like crying
i can't handle the earache i woke up with this morning. the pain is unbearable, and now i won't be able to go to class, which i can make up. but, i don't know if ill be able to make it to work. this would be the third day I've called in.
i need stronger drugs...
Permalink: feel_like_crying.html
Words: 66
Location: Buffalo, NY
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3. The ground hog didn't lie the entire concept is stupid, there is no way to know if the groundhoug saw his shadow. You can watch what he does in reaction to what he sees but that dosn't mean he actualy saw it.
4. When you are at work that much your mind adjusts to being there so much. Then you think about how you don't want to be there any time soon. Either that or there was some isssue at work that needs to be resolved.
7. Well some guys check out everygirl they see and think things like "yum" Or "that dress would look good on my floor" and then keep walking it maybe is just a guy thing. Or maybe the people who know you and check you out think you are hot or cute or what ever word you want to use but don't think there is enough in common or there isn't that spark.
8. You like reading posts, chating, having your posts read, like being on line and don't visit any other blogs sites, ?
2. how do we all feel about the weird tin-foil thing jennifer hudson wore over her dress to the oscar's?
Looked a little like a sandwich wrapper
3. why did that stupid little groundhog lie about an early spring? i think he needs to be killed/starved/sent away.
Never get your weather forcast from something that Elmer Fudd should be hunting
4. why am i thinking about work, and i left almost two hours ago? Because you give your all to the unforgiving man
5. why is my mom way better than yours? Not sure, perhaps the estrip Mom-off is a worthy experiment
6. who wants like all of my stuff when i move? who wants to have a giant (e:strip) yard sale?
I'd come but I think there should be a special estrip discount.
7. why does every man ever always check me out, but i never get asked out on a date? Because we frighten easy or some of us are too bloody old.....
8. why do i spend so much godamn time on this website? Because collectively we're a hoot.
2. I didn't see the oscars
3. there's not going to be any punxtauney phill eating, don't be absurd.
4. cause you're dedicated
5. caure you're wrong
6. You're not going anywhere, where will I get my regular dose of fabulous? Don't be selfish.
7. You don't smile enough, but you were really hot pants. He thinks, she's hot... and mean, oh well.
8. Cause pauls the supa fantastic, and you're freind, and you're a mild celebrity withing the confines of this domain name.
9. Cause you miss tony since he's dropped of the face of the earth, so you'll probably go to lunch with him and (e:paul) sometime soon before you go crazy.
10. Because the Family Guy is the best show ever invinted and they already released a movie that was way funnier than the jokes in this ridculous simpsons farce could ever be, and yes the word farce makes everything less funny.
11. Who the hell is au revior simone?
12. Yeah I think I'd have more fun with you than (e:ingrid) any day, but that's cuase I know you're crazy and I enjoy it!
2. I think it looked okay, a little wierd, I guess.
3. I'm not sure... good question.
4. Another good question.
5. I think my mom is pretty cool.
6. The yard sale sounds like a good idea.
7. Maybe they are shy? Maybe you attract sweet, shy guys.
8. Because its addictive.