Category: self-loathing
11/19/05 03:01 - 44ºF - ID#26223
the many reasons why i suck, and,
1. i lost my license, just a few days before my planned trip to ny for thanksgiving. now, im not going. (who's inviting me over for some turkey?):O)
2. i lost a 20
3. i lost my most favorite little clutch
4. i lost the last little bit of my gange
5. i don't think I've ever thrown up so much in my life
6. i came up with the brilliant idea to have white russians last night
7. i then drank way too many
8. i lost my glasses
and the only saving grace to all of this, is possibly the most crazy/strange/funny/dangerous thing I've ever done.
yes ladies and gents, [size=m]i jumped out of a moving car.[/size]
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/18/05 06:49 - ID#26222
paul
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/18/05 02:32 - ID#26221
e:strip meet-n-greet
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Words: 15
Location: Buffalo, NY
11/15/05 11:54 - ID#26220
i feel a glow just thinking of you.
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Words: 24
Location: Buffalo, NY
11/13/05 03:52 - ID#26219
u are wrong
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Words: 13
Location: Buffalo, NY
11/12/05 04:28 - 62ºF - ID#26218
final notice
my house, tonight, 1000 hours. be there. if you aren't there, you suck
2527 delaware ave.booyokasha.
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Words: 17
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: family
11/11/05 10:40 - 39ºF - ID#26217
a real entry, or an attempt at one
do you ever feel like so much has happened, but really nothing has happened at all? this is how i feel. i guess that saying, "the more we change, the more we remain the same", or however it goes is really true.
truth is, with each passing day, i feel more and more disconnected from buffalo. my heart is somewhere else. im not sure what it would take to stop feeling this way.
for some people it is easy to live away from family, and i too have become accustomed to seeing my mother, sister and brother only a few times a year. however, this change makes everything seems so surreal, like eveything i do isn't actually happening, and im just wasting time until i see them again. i find myself having little thoughts, seeing things, that would make us all laugh, and wanting to call them up and tell them about it.
the solution to the problem is not so easy. either, i stay here, move to ny, where i don't feel i want to be, or, move to arizona.
this all probably seems so dramatic, but if you had a mother and sister like i do, you'd feel the same. honestly, the two people who have always come through for me, who i'd do anything for, and make life worth living.
p.s. this has nothing to do with anything in the entry, but i voted for the first time this tuesday. how exciting, and funny, and evil that the woman at the one polling place refused me a paper ballot. wtf? that bitch broke the law. ahhow, i ended up voting at 8:56, on a paper ballot at another polling place, and had to redo it, because i wrtoe on something i wasnt supposed to. possible the very last person to vote, but i was determined goddamnit. finished school, and voted. it's all in a days work.
p.p.s. come to my party! cindy will be there...
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/10/05 12:16 - ID#26216
a new chapter
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Words: 39
Location: Buffalo, NY
11/05/05 11:23 - 56ºF - ID#26215
Q:how much does this suck?
i have two days of school left, and my car is sick. wahhh, I've been working so hard. who wants to give me a ride? ha. grrrrrr.
A: this sucks a lot.
onto the rum and cokes. cheerio.
btw, we will still party like rock stars.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
11/04/05 08:29 - 56ºF - ID#26214
congratulations partay!
[size=l]so, (e:strip) bitches, git yo ass there![/size]
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Words: 48
Location: Buffalo, NY
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