mobile06/09/04 11:54 - ID#25980
just some random thoughts...
- people on this site should put up a real pic of themselves?even if if its in their journal, its hard for to really rwad someone's stuff if i can't put a face to the name.
- i should ike to meet some of you some tim.
- we could have a fun summer picnic?
- journal entries should be kept shorter, so i will actually read the whole thing
- this is just about the best part of the web for me ever!
robin, i am obsessed with reading your journal. whenever i check the site, i am always happy to see that you have updated. why do i feel like i am your friend, but i have only talked to you a few times? just thought i'd let you know that...
- summer=magical. summer is magical. love is magical. love, summer, magic. oh, and good music too.*
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Location: Buffalo, NY
06/07/04 06:16 - ID#25979
a note to a distant friend...
This one's fer you. I have finally begun to sort through my stuff, in prep for he big move. I stumbled upon the missig mp3 cd you made for me, that i am no listening to for the first time. it's crazy, all of the memories that are racing through my mind. most of all, i just remeber smiling, and laughing with no desire to stop. i think about you a lot, and i hope that you are safe and happy. things just aren't the same without you around. i need somebody to talk serious fashion with!
I know i tell you this way too much, but you may just be the best part of my years at ub, the only good part part of being there. knowing you will be back in a couple months bring a huge smile to my face.
To all those who don't know tina, shes the best. everbody should know that.
I love you Tina(ming!), and i miss you. until we meet again...
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Location: Buffalo, NY
06/07/04 11:22 - ID#25978
glass half full
word to the wise: if you eat a brwnie for breakfast, make sure it is fully cooked first. i think i go a slight raw one, and my tummy is mad at me now.
final thought: i definitely think i sleep too much. its so fun though...
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Location: Buffalo, NY
06/06/04 07:45 - ID#25977
sleepy sunday
if you were ever wondering, what is the difference b/t a 19 yr old and a 20 yr old, apparently it is just too much to even comprehend. i was lucky enough to see some kiddies partying last night, all at the ripe age of 19, here's what i observed:
- they were 19, but seemed 15
- are they still in hs? it seems like it-i swear i even saw some varsity letters
- the boys and the girls were kinda separate- boys in one room, girls in the other
- boys were doing some strange dance-perhaps to get the attention of the girls
- there wasnt much alcohol, but everyone seemed wasted
- lots of minskirts
- lots of eyeliner
- lots of highlighted hair
- sports jerseys-real people, not athletes actually wear these? they remind me of when i had to wear pinnies in gym class
- lots of really skinny girls
so, this is what i saw. very interesting.i was definitely as outsider, but i enjoyed observing from afar. what an odd group of kids, i feel like im 15 again! or 19, whatever. if you wanted to know what the kiddies are doing, that's it.
i want thai food so bad right now. i would fight for it. thai food...yum. indian food...yum. where is sister? sister, i want to eat yummy food with you.:O(
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Location: Buffalo, NY
06/05/04 01:30 - ID#25976
garage sale...woooooooo
Where: 27 Mang ave. (kenmore) b/t elmwood and delaware
When: sat and sun 8-3
Why: we movin
What: anything from 100 yr old trunks to kitchen things, who know what you may find
-stop by if you can, even just to say hi, i have to wake up at 5:30 for this crazy event. i hope my mom does not physically harm me.
p.s. matthew, i have a bench for yo jardin. come n get it!
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Words: 88
Location: Buffalo, NY
06/03/04 12:18 - ID#25975
mmmmm...pretty flowers
ever since i saw the movie "adaptations", i have loved orchids. they are now my favorite flower. i want one sooooooooooooooo much. they are hard to take care of though. pretty things just require a lot of care i guess.
Permalink: mmmmm_pretty_flowers.html
Words: 41
Location: Buffalo, NY
06/03/04 12:13 - ID#25974
i have no title for this entry
professional sports are a waste of time.
the zoo is just a bad poopy place.
i miss my sister already.
cars are a huge ripoff, they just fall apart and cost tons of money.
i think im gonna go home and puke now. bad bad pills go away.
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Words: 70
Location: Buffalo, NY
06/01/04 09:23 - ID#25973
accidents waiting to happen
i returned home to go back to sleep and woke up late, at 1130. spent a quality half hour with a special somene and then headed to work. work was decent; boring, but decent. it is nice to wander around completing mindless tasks, because i get the time to think about a lot of things, which seemed to help clear my mind today.
the ride home wad going smoothly, until, CRASH, SNAP, CRUNCH, and my rearview mirror falls to the ground.we both get out of our cars, and he starts yelling and swearing at me. I am just in shock, thinking about how much this mf-er is going to cost to fix. the accident oocured conveinantly close to a car dealership, and we head inside to work it out. this is when the tears come, i just started crying, as all the car salesmen stare and continue to ask me if i need help. at last nothing fell off of me right? i called the mom, and she rushes to the scene. shes the best, because i had no idea what to do.
accident over, i head home following the mom. we walk in the house to brother burning the shit out of yet another pan. most of the silverware is missing. so many things missing. how do you deal with a brother who steals and lies? am i supposed to just forget him and move on? do i tell him how hurt i am?
the day is almost over, minus the cleaning and work i have to do. i am without a mirror and a brother.
p.s. who wants to go to the junkyard to help me find a new mirror tomorrow?
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Words: 342
Location: Buffalo, NY
05/28/04 10:49 - ID#25972
doghouse for paulie
i think it is possible that i will have arthritis at a very early age, my knees, back, feet, shoulders, ankles; they are hurt. im an old lady.
p.s. why is the world a toxic waste dump?
Permalink: doghouse_for_paulie.html
Words: 59
Location: Buffalo, NY
05/28/04 01:28 - ID#25971
just breath
some people, hold things in, with the belief that it is silly to let these emotions out. no emotion is petty or dumb, or without reason. without feeling, life becomes numb, boring and mundane. it bothers me to think that some people around me, people that i love and care about, let past experiences or bothersome emotions gether inside them. they might think i don't see that they are hiding these things, but i do. if i know you, and care about you, i want to know what is bothering you. i hate it when people are not honest with me.
it is not good to be conditioned, or condition yourself to hide emotion. it can even kill you; if not that, it can create heart problems, high blood pressure, and a whole slew of other problems. basically, all im saying is let it all out. we all go through tough times, and we should all be there for eachother. after a good cleansing, everything just seems more clear; life seems easier to tackle; and you can continue on your day with a smile onm your face.
i know i will go to bed with a smile on my face. i love my friends. i love my family. i love summer. i have a job. i have my health. the possiblites are endless...life is good.
>>Posted By: lilho
Permalink: just_breath.html
Words: 322
Location: Buffalo, NY
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