02/18/09 11:49 - 32ºF - ID#47797
scary moment 2009
to (e:mike): when i was little, i was in toronto with my childhood bff and we were in chinatown for chinese new year and this nice old man gave us some candy bars. i was so happy and immediately started eating mine, and halfway through i looked down and there were worms crawling all over it. i showed my friend, but she didn't really care, and then i just threw it out and didn't say anything. when i think of that, i am still horrified. so, i know exactly how you feel, it's life changing because you will never look at fruit the same way again; the same way i don't look at chocolate bars with lust. it's more when i think of chocolate bars i think of worms and puke and gagging.
t minus 24 days until my buffalo arrival.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: the cuteness
02/12/09 01:01 - 51ºF - ID#47725
cell phone bed
plznthxbai.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: grey gardens
02/12/09 12:14 - 51ºF - ID#47724
this is my life
but at least i will have a hot spray(non-cancer) tan for my hot outfit saturday night!
i know what you're thinking, well, no i really don't, but i have been working so hard the past month and it's a sea of 14-16 hr days and this party is gonna be sooooo much fun.
oh the stories i will have to tell the grandkids one day!!!
:)
and it'd better warm up because it's been in the 50's all week, and i can't take it anymore.
i think the math test went well....
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: school
02/09/09 11:46 - 33ºF - ID#47689
im praying for a miracle
i am currently in a state of panic because i will fail this exam tomorrow without some serious help. eeeeeek.
she says she can help me tomorrow before the exam, but that is not enough.
i have already called a friend begging for help... i will do pretty much anything, i just need to get at least a c on this exam. screw a's, i just want a c.
NOT a good way to start the week. stressed about things like math....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :(
i am now going to say a prayer.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: recession
02/05/09 10:55 - 1ºF - ID#47649
begging works
also, she doesn't have an issue with me taking a week off in march, so blo is awwwwnnnn!
i suppose having faith does work, and also keeping a positive attitude.
i can't wait to see that baby girl and give her snuggles and kisses!!!!!!!!!
since i will no longer be working with the kiddie, i will be long overdue and in need of hugs and love from a little monster cutie.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: recession
02/04/09 11:39 - 15ºF - ID#47632
the good the bad, and the faith
so, i am going to make a list of the good and the bad to put things into perspective. the rest, i will just put my faith into, and really hope that things work out.
good:
- guy i work with is the sweetest man ever and bought me some creamy vanilla starbucks things.
- i have a place to live.
- i have family and friends that love me.
- i have a new baby niece.
- i have a decent car that is almost paid off.
- i have many many cute shoes and clothes and makeup galore.
- i have the sunshine.
- my health.
- i have rockband, which is a major plus.
bad:
- i have no job.
- i hate the recession and the consistent flow of bad news.
- i am canceling my trip to blo until further notice, and i already purchased the ticket.
- i am going to beg my boss to give me more hours.
so, the good outweighs the bad, and i am going to force myself to smile. and also, have some faith.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
01/31/09 10:08 - 21ºF - ID#47586
long temper short fuse
every small detail must go my way, or else that is it.
i think i do quite a good job at hiding my rage... since i tend to just avid all people when i am like this, because i don't enjoy being so angry all the time.
i don't really think it has to do with anyone but myself, but when i get in these fits of rage... such as the current moment, i really feel like screaming.
anyway, i have found that focusing all of this rage on school and work helps, but as soon as i am not involved with either, and something bothers me i begin to freak out again.
maybe the super bowl makes me really angry???
one thing that does not make me so mad is the fact that i am now getting back all of my hours at work and then some. this is definitely good news because having to search for another job right now would be such a hassle, and also likely to cause another fit of rage.
when i get mad, i try to think of steve carell because i am in love with him forever and always...
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: public offenders
01/30/09 11:30 - 22ºF - ID#47571
public offender #1
what is a "public offender" you ask, and how can they be spotted? well, it's easy, such a person, or persons you will notice right away, whether it be their clothing, smell, actions, or simply their presence in any social setting. i feel that these people have gotten away with their wrongdoings for too long, and someone needs to bring to light this crisis.
public offender #1: i headed to math class yesterday after, freshly showered and looking quite dapper if a do say so myself. i enter the room a few minutes late, and head to my usual seat. after i had settled in, my noise is quite bothered by an awful smell. now, mind you i am currently sick, and also have many allergies; which means i don't have the best sense of smell. i start to worry maybe it is me, but then i think, no way, and i come to realize it is the person sitting next to me; he smells like a mixture of mcdonald's and cigarettes. i am repulsed. the smell was quite possibly one of the worst i have experienced. i tried to move away, but there was only so far i could go, and i didn't want to switch seats because i always sit there and i am friendly with him and he helps me if i am confused.
after two hours of class, the smell followed me through they day, and i was finally able to rid myself of it around 8pm. now, not all smokers smell that way, but this guy clearly has some issues with his scent. i don't think he will ever have a girlfriend unless she smells the same. i have been around other smokers, and did not experience this awfulness, but it makes me hate cigarette and macdonald's more than ever before.
coming up, public offender #2...shouldn't take long, there are so many people out there waiting to horrify your senses.
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Location: Buffalo, NY
01/28/09 12:00 - 23ºF - ID#47543
last week and this week
this week it's in the 60's.
something is very wrong here. i'm cold.
i suppose anything is better than the frozen tundra ya'll live in!
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Location: Buffalo, NY
01/27/09 12:24 - 18ºF - ID#47532
this week
this week however, i feel, will shape up to be a good week.
really a great week. and i have a good feeling about the next few weeks as well.
(minus the fact that i have bio lab at 7:30am).
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Location: Buffalo, NY
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1. was it a honeybee? (more of a gold and brown, yellow jackets are bright yellow & black) if so, they really won't sting unless stuck on you, like between your shirt & skin or something. yellow jackets are nasty jerks, you never know what they might do.
2. why do you suspect you might be allergic? just curious...
3. a sting, if you're not allergic (& it's a *honey*bee), isn't so bad, really. it hurts (stings) for about 15 minutes, but i swear i've noticed a kind of buzz from it too....a lightheaded feeling.
probably this bee flew toward you in the car? it's freaky, but it's just intimidation... in case this rare scenario should ever happen again..... ;)