mobileCategory: eat me
03/01/06 08:52 - 25ºF - ID#26266
mother fuckers
the people i currently work for, but am supposed to leave in a week and a half, have now offered me more money to stay with them, and would like me to come back next year. well, well. you put your foot down and people start to listen.
bascially, it goes as such. i'be been cut off by the motherload, and i suppose justly so. i am 22 and its time to start being a real slave to the man, or many men. any offers? ok, jk.
so, i took this job at this day care center f/t, in the hopes of some benefits and better pay, blah. now the people i work for are freaking out, and will offer me compensation for when the father is off(he's a teacher), and more money. i just don't know what to do.
to make matters worse, these people have absolutely no backup plan, refuse to put the kid in daycare, and the mother started to cry when i quit, and has been upset since. now, i feel bad, but, it's not my kid. i'm way smarter than that. i don't want a fucking kid. not til im paid, bitches.
so, the other issue is this. the job is so boring! the kid is cute, but so little, and frankly im kinda getting sick of him. it's too cold to go outside, im def not allowed to ever take him anywhere in a car, and i feel like im going crazy with no one but a 17 month baby to talk to all day.
the new job would help me meet people and have a chance to work with some older kids and plan activities and all that.
im so stuck, i don't know what to do.
on top off all of this, im trying to get things in order to go back to school. i have no clue whats going on.
and, my job is making me fat and lazy. i sit all day, with a baby. and eat. and eat some more. the new job would require lots of running around and no time for food.
ask yourself, "WHAT WOULD JESUS DO?", or better yet, what would you do?
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Location: Buffalo, NY
02/28/06 04:25 - ID#26265 
new job
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: nanny
02/27/06 09:39 - 20ºF - ID#26264
my burning question
anyway, whatever the answer is, im quiting as soon as i find other full-time work. the people that i work for suck. they cancel all the time, which makes for a part-time job, and Sarah can barely pay the bills, let alone have money for food, and extras. thank god i have great friends and a great bf.
just imagine the shock on their faces when i say, "i'm out."
but seriously, they suck, and im quitting asap.
p.s. im sick of winter, where are you spring and summer? i look so much better in the sun sipping a cocktail and tanning by the pool. don't we all?
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Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: poetry
02/25/06 03:58 - 31ºF - ID#26263
shme shmu part two
(The Tale, of which this is part two)
There once was a shme and a shmu,
(The latter is me, the former is you)
Always each other's proverbial walking stick,
On those days when things were thin or thick.
And sometimes, along came a gray, rainy day,
when things would not be going the Shme's way,
and she'd become one hostile and mad chick,
beating the Shmu senseless with a not-so-proverbial stick.
Lying in pain, the Shmu would sigh,
and pick himself up, with the roll of an eye.
and calm whatever anger he felt,
and play with the proverbial cards he'd been dealt.
Approaching the Shme, with the utmost care,
and listening to the Shme in dispair,
tragic tales of sorrow and plight,
slowly things would return to right.
On other days, the silly Shmu would misbehave,
his mind would shift to a mischievous brain wave,
and he'd have his laughs at the Shme's expense,
setting her ablaze (in the metaphorical sense)
Upon seeing her, in her angered rage,
The Shmu embarassedly returned to his age,
And he'd beg the Shme to excuse,
Thankfully, the Shme has yet to refuse.
A story of a friendship, similar to none,
And yet, a story which has only begun,
A friendship to last, through, through and through.
I hope we'll still be pals 'till we're both ninety-two.
(If you haven't killed me by then) - also written by Alyshah
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Words: 245
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: poetry
02/25/06 03:55 - 31ºF - ID#26262
shme shmu
A shme and a shmu,
A shme of who made men swoon,
A shmu who was a buffoon,
The shme got all the gets,
The shmu lost all bets,
The shme, trendy-dressed,
The shmu was just depressed.
The shme was par-none,
The shmu was no fun,
Of the spectrum, at opposite ends,
And yet one day, they became friends.
An odd pair, it's true
And always they'd argue,
Different in all ways,
but still friends after many days
Why would these two still be pals?
Despite there being better suited guys and gals?
Though different with every hope and fear,
They had one common appreciation: a cold pint of beer.
A appeciation that made their bond last,
With each argument that passed,
A friendship paralled by very few,
A friendship of the shmeshmu. -written by Alyshah- and he's a guy
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Words: 145
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: in shape
02/21/06 02:13 - 30ºF - ID#26261
this is what i want my body to look like
seriously, this picture is hot. i wanna look like that in my bikini this summer.
i also just want to feel in great shape. i already feel like i have so much more energy, after only a few weeks. i think im ready to step up my cardio. yay!
ohhhh. i have an interview at a salon tomorrow. it in williamsville, which is good, because thats where the good ones are. they seem pretty nice and flexible, and this would mean more money to add on to my crap nanny salary or byebye to nanny job for good. those bastards need to appreciate.
wish me luck...
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Words: 179
Location: Buffalo, NY
02/21/06 11:05 - ID#26260
parking ticket hell
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Words: 23
Location: Buffalo, NY
02/18/06 03:45 - 13ºF - ID#26259
steppin out
my sis had this long black bubble coat that had a broken zipper, and i was embarrassed somewhat to be seen with her because she had to "step out" of it.
well, turns out, my dream coat has the same damn problem now. plus the fact that its not pristine white anymore. more like dirty pissy snow. yay. and now that we really do have winter, and i really need the coat, its all fucked up.
its my sorta ghettoness coming out.
seriously people. email me, call about this hair stuff.
(e:jason), and (e:ladycroft), i have off this week, so it would be the perfect time. maybe we can have an (e:strip) hair doin' partay. lol.
everyone gets did up and crunked up. ho style. straight up.
Permalink: steppin_out.html
Words: 159
Location: Buffalo, NY
02/18/06 12:17 - 26ºF - ID#26258
hasheesh and haircuts
need another job. need two more jobs.
big sis is all cracked up on hasheesh. hahaha.
im so over winter.
i really have pics that will end up here, maybe sunday. maybe not.
people who eat canned and frozen shit all day everyday groos me out. esp if it's filled with msg and sodium. ewww. stouffer's my ass. cuz thats where its gonna go.
p.s. i love you gymmy gym. lets get physical.
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Words: 109
Location: Buffalo, NY
Category: poo
02/14/06 10:00 - 33ºF - ID#26257
circus of people
after the show i felt so overstimulated, and exhausted, and still needed some time to recover today. just watching all that is work. wooo.
ok. for all of you who keep talking about dreaded feb 14th. its a freakin dumbass day. don't waste your money on a card. unless its for your mama. my mama and my sister are my vday loves. i remember one year, back when we was po', my mom went all out and bought a ton of lobster. needless to say, we would have been happy with wendy's, because the lobster all went uneaten. i think my mom still refuses to buy lobster to this day because of that. another time, we had a pumpkin pie; just a plain old frozen one, and she kept saying that we had to wait for a special occasion. a freakin frozen pie? anyways, two years later, on some random winter day, we're aloowed to eat it, and we take it out of the box, and its covered in mold. thats my mom. i have a feeling that (e:hodown) will soon be a complete clone of julie ho. scary.
ok. my point is, these little stories and what make my days happy. remembering how much love i have for the fam and how much love they have given me. thats what a valentine is all about. moldy frozen pies.
ps. i did weights with the trainer today. watch out. im on the streets, and im coming for your ass.
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Words: 280
Location: Buffalo, NY
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Its natural to feel bad for them, but on the other hand, this is their problem and not yours. It is their child and ultimately its their responsiblity to care for their own kid. If the mother is having a problem dealing with that, she'll have to learn to find a way to work around it.
Sarah you have to look out for #1, because if you don't nobody will. The daycare thing is a better deal for you, and ultimately that is all that should matter at this point.
but think of this -- what will happen when you do go back to school? will they make you feel guilty about that, too?
- Z
The real world's a bitch, ain't it? I wish I could just be in college forever.
Sarah, it sounds like you know what you want to do.. Listen to what your instinct/heart tells you.