Category: moving

06/14/07 03:33 - 69ºF - ID#39652

so damn tired

cannot wait until, well, i cannot wait until i get to finally sleep! i am still trying to shove random items into my suitcases, and i am beyond exhaustion.

i don't even think i have energy to be sad or anything. is that a plus????

why are men suck fucking idiots??? this guy that i tired to hang out with yesterday, totally ignore me and threw a football around with his friends. i thought we were gonna chill in the park.

another guy came over last night to chill for a bit, and we kissed goodbye. it was sweet, and sad. the other guy most have found out about the kiss or something, because he posted on my facebook wall and said, "be easy, play on player". wtf???? i was unaware that our random hookups were mutually exclusive?

another asshole guy never fucking called to say goodbye. i guess i never really called him either, partly because i deleted his number.

i am done with:

1. guys

2. goodbyes

ready for:

1. sleep

2. sister

3. tv

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: moving

06/12/07 09:17 - 65ºF - ID#39625

packing has comsumed my life!

what to do with all this crap????

well, im throwing 3/4 of my life's possessions away. i can't deal with having this much stuff. clutter. crap.

i have that constant sick stomach feeling.

i swear that i have an illness that prevents me from being any bit non-dramatic when it comes to goodbyes. i've always been this way. since i was five and had to say goodbye to my cousins after vacation. i would sit at home and mope for a few weeks before feeling like myself again.

i know i don't feel like it now, but thank god i am going to nyc to spend some much needed time with (e:hodown) before i go to az.

my mom suggested that since it is too hard to say goodbye, "say hello."

i have to go do shit now, because i'm starting to cry. i feel like a huge ass.

and i need to get some some before i leave~! ;o0

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Words: 160
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: moving

06/03/07 03:21 - 81ºF - ID#39512

i'm seeing ghosts

i really want to just leave now, without saying goodbye.

this is all getting too hard for me

i went for so long with so little drama, and now certain people come back into my life and start messing with my head.

just need to get back to the point of not caring...

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Words: 53
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: pride

05/31/07 06:42 - 83ºF - ID#39482

straight "A" student?

that phrase just doesn't describe me....

BUT IT DOES!!!!!!

that's right peaches, i got all a's this semester. i worked my little tuchy off for it too! all those hours spent in my damn fabric printing class paid off. i have beautiful art, and good grades. the fabric will be on display in the hookah room at my soiree, hung in glory for all too see!

it's been a tough year, but sticking through it, and staying focused has really paid off!*

yay for me! oh, and what justin timberlake said, "what goes around.... comes back around." i got what i deserved!

so many reasons to celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Words: 107
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: funny!

05/30/07 03:41 - 83ºF - ID#39460

YOU ARE ALL STUPID!

LOL! (e:mrmike) i have not laughed that long in forever, thanx! i was at work and bored, so i sent some post-its. i didn't realize i wasn't signed in!

i kinda forgot that i sent those, and then i read that journal. hilarious! sorry if you felt they were inappropriate, but that's just me!

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Words: 55
Location: Buffalo, NY

05/29/07 10:40 - 70ºF - ID#39446

i cant even believe this

the 11 year old boy shot and killed the 9'4" pig somewhere in alabama, or someplace like that. im scared. what a nasty ugly SOB!

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Words: 26
Location: Buffalo, NY

05/16/07 09:51 - 49ºF - ID#39308

YaRD SALE FYI!!!!!!!!!

it's on friday anD saturdAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Missing Image ;(

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Words: 7
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: sale!

05/16/07 09:39 - 62ºF - ID#39303

garage sale yay!

ok, people, you better come!!!! it ain't free, but it's cheap! it;s gonna go down on saturday as well, same times, maybe longer, and earlier as well...

THANX TO (E:TINA) FOR MAKING ME THIS LOVELY POSTER!!!!!!!!!!!

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Words: 40
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: moving

05/08/07 11:52 - 63ºF - ID#39206

swift!

to all those who care and don't care...

I AM LEAVING BY JUNE 20th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace out peaches!

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Words: 17
Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: diet

05/06/07 08:46 - 56ºF - ID#39185

so pathetic

im so void of any sort of romantic prospects that I've developed a crush that i have never/will never talk to.

like the crush i had on my 30 yr old hottie neighbor from age 18-20.

in other news, my going away party will be beach themed. i will be in a bathing suit of some sort. i will be thin, as i am on diet 2007.

give me inspiration to stay on it, please. need to move to hot place minus buffalo bod....