"i should be sleeping..." written by Lilho on estrip.org

05/13/04 04:02 - ID#25958

i should be sleeping...

I hate being tired and wanting to go to bed, but can't. Something is wrong. Ce n'est pas bon.

The more I go out, the more I dislike it. I don't like being around people that are really drunk, or just any sort of drunk person in general.

Alcohol is ok, and I enjoy one or two drinks, but recently, any ore than that just makes me vomit. The thought of being drunk does not appeal to me, and I just feel strange after a while. I can't ever sleep that night or eat the next day. I guess any sort of love for alcohol I had is gone. I enjoy it in very small doses, and not that often. These feelings, I take as a blessing. Lots of drinking isn't good, and it just makes me feel bad.

I am glad it is summer. I am glad i'm not a dirty old man. I'm happy to have a brain. I'm glad I get to go to bed now. What a strange night.

Does anyone have a flower press? The plants are growing and I want to make pretty things with them!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

05/11/04 01:52 - ID#25957

on the sunny side of the street

the sun is just about the best thing ever. it makes everything more fun. sometimes i like to just sit outside and listen to the noises of summer, birds chirping, people passing, and the ice cream truck rolling by. mmmmmmmm, ice cream. the summer bringd this wonderful ray of light at the end of a long sleepy summer. it is almost like magic, and like my sister likes to say, love is magical, so the summer is filled with love and magic which are just about the two greatest things ever.
i still havent cleaned up from the party, i guess i should stop being so lazy and do that. i think i am gonna make some meatballs today, and pasta. i know, beef is bad, but i really want meatballs after watching that horrible show, "the restaurant" last night.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

05/10/04 10:51 - ID#25956

goodbye :O(

what a weekend. friday we moved tina out of the dorms. that was crazy, and also somewhat fun-gotta love the iternational dorm. sat we partied. sunday we felt like puking and then celebrated mothers days without our mother and with the granny and aunt. i will stop talking in the thired person. or, i guess i was talkin about tina and i. we are the dynaminc duo. and soon, the duo will be split up. i am not happy about this.
this year would have been so different without her. i can't even explain how it feels to make a new friend that feels like someone you have known your whole life. it is the best feeling ever. someone who always knows when something is bothering you, even before you open your mouth. someone who will sacrifice sleep, just to stay up and hang out or talk when you aren't feeling your best. thank you tina. i will miss you this summer, and wait for your return!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

05/06/04 09:03 - ID#25955

i died

a quote from a metric song. i think its funny.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

05/08/04 01:17 - ID#25954

party!

ok people, here's the deal. you missed the last hodown, and you missed out. so, be there sat april 8th at 1030, for some good family fun! there is sure to be some estrip folks there, and also some not estrip folks too. its byob, so byob. and bring ur music. and bring ur friends. and bring ur danciny clothing shoes, and fancy party shoes. we shall dance the night away in springtime fashion! email me for info on location...

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Location: Buffalo, NY

05/06/04 08:59 - ID#25953

i died

there is no end to the allergy season for me. i shall live a live of stuffy nose and tissues. i have so much to look forward to.
i really do have a lot to look forward to. i just have to do lots of work to be able to enjoy this summer. i must paint, and opack, and get rid of lots of things. i have to be frugal and boring, and not stylish, and not spend any money this next month and a half. if you see me spending money, slap my hand and say, "NO!".
my mother is having surgery on the 18th. I am kinda nervous. She has abnormal pap smears, and they need to remove some pre-cancerous stuff. I just hope it all goes well. I love my mommy, no matter how crazy she can be. She is the greatest, and she buys me mexican yummy lunch when i don't feel well.
I have come the conclusion that I am now boring. I used to want to do so much crazy stuff, and now I look forward to be domestic. What happened to crazy party sarah? I think she is tired now. partying is only fun once in a great while, and since i seem to have a huge aversion to any kind of drug, i am going to take the "high" road and be high on life. well, most of the time that is.
i want someone to have a spring party, lets have a srping party, and wear fancy spring clothes and be happy.
my nose is starting to clear up. the doc said it was completely blocked. nasal passages are not meant to swell shut.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

05/03/04 07:24 - ID#25952

having fun with the sketch-a-doodle

tina and i are amazed with jill's sketching ability. jill, what drugs are you taking to complete your wondeerful sktech masterpieces, can you share with us, we need help!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

05/03/04 01:05 - ID#25951

may showers bring june flowers?

the rain has come ,and shows no signs of stopping. at least we can have two months of nice weather(maybe) before we return to the snow.
i can't update from home anymore. my computer wont load the site, how strange?

do you think you have a problem if you are constantly high? i mean high at work, high at home, and just high in general? i would say yes. some other people say no. pot is fun, in smaller doeses. we must learn to appreciate it, rather than use in large quantities and spend our days in utter supidness.

i have decided to devote more time to crafts, as they are fun, and i am good at them. i have this one really cool project in mind; it involves records, and that is all i will say for now.
if i don't do laundry tomorrow, i will just have to be naked all day, and knowing that i will have to leave the house at some point, i will have to do laundry. this, i am not happy about. i hate doing laundry, lets all move to a nudest colony, or just wearing very little clothing all the time.

the last point i will make is about this weather. dear buffalo weather: please stop being decent only when i am at work. i have many outdoor activities planned that require sun amd warm weather. i am really tired of being inside all the time. thank you

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Location: Buffalo, NY

04/30/04 06:28 - ID#25950

stupid computer

i have been completely devoid of estrip for the past five days, or so. why is my computer so dumb? the answer is easy, its really old, and was never good in the first place. perhaps my recent separation from the strip has caused this horrible mood i am currently in.
i want it to go away, right now. i think this is the normal cycle of moods. i am happy most of the time, and then sad for a while. i think i have just reason. the biggest change of my life thus far is in the process of happening, and it is making me feel not quite together. other emotions include, fear, lonliness, anger, and blah, blah , blah. the most upsetting thing is that i have to let go of this mazing piece of family history i have lived in for over 14 years now. i love you 27 Mang, you will be in my heart forever. i heart you.
the good news. well there is just so much. my friend nicole comes home soon, and we have so much planned for this crazy summer. lots of other people are coming home too. but, nicole has pool and hottub. summer is coming, and there aint nothin bad about that. oh summer, how i have missed you. we will be happy together, when you finally come.
tina leaves thurs or fri...sigh. i am really going to cry very hard. this will not be good. this is no good. tina, if you don't come back to visit this summer, i will hunt you down, in bali, or wherever the hell you are, and bring you back here, and make you stay until i get sick of you. then, you can go stay with flacidness, or estrip peoples.
i wrote too much. i am going to find some pizza. pizza is the new love of my life.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

04/26/04 09:18 - ID#25949

i have a home for the summer

don't want to write much, i am not in a typing mood, or writing mood for that matter. maria stopped by today. matthew terry and i went for a nice long walk. i feel refreshed. met with my aunt today, and i shall live with her for the summer. yay! i have so much stuff to do...shit.

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Location: Buffalo, NY