today, i went back to the asian market, and finished the gift shopping. i was looking at these little tea cups, and then i knocked the whole shelf of them over, and every time i tried to set them back up, they fell again. i am glad no one saw me, i felt like a huge ass, well, i am. anywho, none of them broke. wouldn't it be fun to have a job in which all you do i buy fun things for people? especially little asian gifts, they are the best. i think the most exciting thing about going home will be the gift giving, i got so much stuff! and cool cute stuff too. i actually didn't really get anything for myself. well, one shirt, for 6 dolars, and my aunt(who is just the coolest raddest ever) bought me some stuff. i think that i could see myself living here maybe, and i have been invited...we will see. i would be sad to leave my friends, but u fear that i might start to hate my mom if i live with her much longer. did u ever think of just running away to a tropical island and drinking out of coconuts? i think i want to learn how to kit and play the guitar, unfortuntely, the world has set out to make it more difficult for lefties, why? anywho, i guess there i this huge storm in the midwest, and hopefully it will not create travel issues...grrrrr. later online journal that i find myself actually enjoying...

i am gonna get a major ass whooping when i get back...i failed two classes...the other two, i got d's. man, i suck. but truthfully, i really don't care. i guess i am in a really huge state of not-caring. that is no good. perhaps i will just work and save and then go away for the summer... to italy to learn to blow glass...or to middle earth... i could lways live here, in the emerald city...or i could blow my brains out...hmmmmmm. we are making yummy curried noodles with peppers tonight, that is all i care about right now.

so, everyday i have been here in seattle it has snowed, what tha fudge? perhaps i bring the curse of snow with me, hmmmm. i wish there was an asain market in blo, it is so much fun to shop for asain treats! i think the theme of my trip has been domestication, so far i have baked cookies, learned to make homemade pasta and sushi. all i need is a dowry and i am ready to go. who wants to get hitched? it is snowing right now, and that is not cool. i really realy miss my friends, and the fun times...paul, i promise to cook some good old fried chicken as soon as i get home, that would be tues night! i will be ready for some animal flesh, i have been a vegetarian for almost a week now, yay for me! i thoink i have eaten more veggies than i did in the last two months. all is good...i hope my brother stops smoking a couple days before my mom gets back. i'm sure it has been a constant bake fest.

i have finally decided to enter into the world of the online journal...scary huh? so, seattle is a pretty cool place, and the people are cool too, but they are all so rich, or maybe just the people that my aunt and uncle know, which is cool, but it seems pretty surreal. it's all good though. so, i think that i have decided to become passionate about something, but, what i do not know. my aunt and uncle say that they have detected a certain amount of uninterest in me, and that is scary. my aunt mary, she's the coolest. she says that life is easier than mine has been. i guess messed up things have happened in my life, but i am skeptical as to whether it gets easier. i just want to do fun stuff, and perhaps ride a scooter and live by the beach...this entry is dumb. i only do it for paul, the master of the domain. i think i shall go on an adventure, like frodo, and bilbo, i hate ub.
p.s. the food here is yummy...