i am gonna get a major ass whooping when i get back...i failed two classes...the other two, i got d's. man, i suck. but truthfully, i really don't care. i guess i am in a really huge state of not-caring. that is no good. perhaps i will just work and save and then go away for the summer... to italy to learn to blow glass...or to middle earth... i could lways live here, in the emerald city...or i could blow my brains out...hmmmmmm. we are making yummy curried noodles with peppers tonight, that is all i care about right now.

so, everyday i have been here in seattle it has snowed, what tha fudge? perhaps i bring the curse of snow with me, hmmmm. i wish there was an asain market in blo, it is so much fun to shop for asain treats! i think the theme of my trip has been domestication, so far i have baked cookies, learned to make homemade pasta and sushi. all i need is a dowry and i am ready to go. who wants to get hitched? it is snowing right now, and that is not cool. i really realy miss my friends, and the fun times...paul, i promise to cook some good old fried chicken as soon as i get home, that would be tues night! i will be ready for some animal flesh, i have been a vegetarian for almost a week now, yay for me! i thoink i have eaten more veggies than i did in the last two months. all is good...i hope my brother stops smoking a couple days before my mom gets back. i'm sure it has been a constant bake fest.

i have finally decided to enter into the world of the online journal...scary huh? so, seattle is a pretty cool place, and the people are cool too, but they are all so rich, or maybe just the people that my aunt and uncle know, which is cool, but it seems pretty surreal. it's all good though. so, i think that i have decided to become passionate about something, but, what i do not know. my aunt and uncle say that they have detected a certain amount of uninterest in me, and that is scary. my aunt mary, she's the coolest. she says that life is easier than mine has been. i guess messed up things have happened in my life, but i am skeptical as to whether it gets easier. i just want to do fun stuff, and perhaps ride a scooter and live by the beach...this entry is dumb. i only do it for paul, the master of the domain. i think i shall go on an adventure, like frodo, and bilbo, i hate ub.
p.s. the food here is yummy...