12/04/04 11:44 - ID#26077

santos lopez,

whoever you are, you can't pick up chicks in gay bars. we go to gay bars to avoid that sort of thing. and by the way, where is your bling, because if you play for the nfl, which, we know you don't, you need to have the bling.

dec 23rd, why can't you come sooner? i miss my mommy more than words can say. oh mommy, i want to give you hugs and kisses and tell you how much i love you. moms are the best, they just always know how to do everything the best.

i have a new obsession with sierra mist, who wouldve thought?

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/03/04 07:21 - ID#26076

now they want me

hmmmm. got offered two jobs today. which one to take. one that gives me more scheduling freedom and a little more money, and one with a pretty crazy schedule and i get to work with kids. its 40 hours a week, for the grand total of 64 work and school hours. wake up at 630, go to work, get out at 330, go to school, get out at ten, go home, go to bed, do it all over again. but weekends off. oh boy...

i have too much time on my hands, and god knows the mall just aint the right place for me.

for everything bad that happens, something good follows. i guess this is the season of change.

bad boys don't really excite me. sorry guys.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/02/04 08:08 - ID#26075

its official.

kenmore has entered its final faze of gizettoness. there is now a store on delaware, about 50 feet from my old home(sniffle sniffle, i love you house) called "lotions 11". they sell lingerie, toys, lotion(i assume), and other fun things foryou and your honey, or just you. aww hell, at least i got out in time.

i will get many many laughs out of this one kids.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/02/04 01:25 - ID#26074

tgit

thank-goodness -its -thursday. rough week. feeling kinda pukey, really kinda pukey. heart pounding. heart and tummy, you stop it.

i miss you chamille :(

yea, im ready for a new userpic. one showcasing the new do.

p.s. anyone need their hair done? color, cut? i could do an excellent job... i am ze artist.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

12/01/04 04:00 - ID#26073

hey southernyankee,

[size=m]"dance, too much booty in the pants!"[/size] I've been singing this song in my head all day, and it make me thin of you. miss you.

id like to know about a sleeping aid as well, help. :(

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/29/04 06:04 - ID#26072

4:54,

and still no sign of sleep. haven't really slept in a long time, but i just can't .

i want to wake up and feel ok. understand what is going. have something about this all make sense. have my memory erased and feel ok. take back everything these last 8 months and regain my sense of self.

the least i deserve is the truth, not some petty excuse or accusation. but im not going to search anymore for something that wants to remain untold.

i shall just remain so sad until it slowly fades; think about going home; and make myself a priority.

its just so strange that the person i knew so well, turns out to be, no one at all... and somehow it can only make me sad. no anger, just tears, because im trying to fall out of love.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/28/04 04:18 - ID#26071

well,

happy breakup day. i hope everyone else feels just as shitty as i do now! :)

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/27/04 09:30 - ID#26070

all that stuff

i read a headline in the news today. apparently, people were waiting at target at 345 am, to get the early bird specials yesterday. what is wrong with people?

stuuf or sleep? I'll take sleep anyday. i bet they don't need any of that anyways. this nation's obsession with possessions has gotten totally out of control. we are too busy and or lazy to ignore pointless material possessions and pay attention to what really matters; human interaction.

peupty pooty pants :(

down with the mall.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/26/04 08:05 - ID#26069

neverending weekend

bad picture, but i got a haircut. ill have matt take a better one tomorrow, or wait for tina to get back and take one. wheres my laundry buddy? i needs her to come back. oh well.

this whole weekend things needs to end. i want to go back to school. ;)

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Location: Buffalo, NY

11/24/04 11:28 - ID#26068

home again home again, jiggity jig

so, all my hs friends are home for the weekend, and im feeling like i don't even want to see them. i don't really want to do/see much of anyone, with the exception of about five people. the boys, tk, tina, nick, school people, and thats about it.

i think i have just totally distanced myself from my kenmore life. its too hard to think about being home, especially at times like this, when i live no where near my family, and
know i can't go home this weekend.

im sad. somehow avoiding things that i used to assocaite with home makes me feel better. ie, all my still packed things from my old room, old friends, kenmore, and such.

i hate the feeling of longer for a place that no longer exsists. i do however love estrip headquarters and the fact that it feel homey to me always.

this weekend: art project craziness.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

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