I can't stop working on this site. I think it is bordering on insanity but somehow I am addicted to this project. I wish it would just bring me cash somehow, so I could turn it into a job and somehow legitimize my addiction to its creation.

Check out the help files if you get a chance. It is all still under construction but works pretty well for now.

I took the day off from life in order to recode old parts of the site to be more liek the new code I write. Well actually, I just ike redoing stuff a year or two later because it is always so much fun to see how much better you get at it.

Each time I revisit old stuff, I say, oh man, why did you do it that way, but redoing is really fun and about a thousand times easier than when I was first learning several years ago.

The help files should be up in no time. i had to rewrite the classes for the stylebox and the media upload to work for it, but soon it will be totally done.

There is still one spot under my name on google that is not me (GOOGLE - "paul visco") . I need to overtake it so I can own my own google page.

Tomorrow I have to go see Nonna again. I have gone the last three days but tomorrow no one els ewill be there. My dad and brother got sick and my mother has to work. I hope that Nonna remembers to speak english tomorrow. I told her she has to practice tonight.

While I was there today she kept saying "duo gatto" and i wasn't sure what she meant and then I rememebered that (e:lilho) IMed (e:mike) the other day that (e:twisted) had brought two cats to buffalo with her in her suitcase. It was just a a joke but lots of people were over and (e:lilho) forgot to tell (e:mike) it was just a joke. he told my mother, who told nonna at the hospital who was then asking me about the "duo gatto" (two cats) in italian. It's funny how that got around. Everyone was laughing cause they all know my feeelings about cats.

Wow, there are other free things [inlink]paul,2557[/inlink] with vonage. Free 3 way calls, free *67 caller blocking, free *69 callback, free voicemail, free call-forwarding, and free "they call you back when the line you ar trying to reach is no longer busy."

(e:twisted) 's plane takes off in a little bit. It was fun to have her visit, I wish that the weather was better so that we could have seen all the fun pretty things that come out with the sun. I guess she probably gets enough of that in CA.

We decided to go with a broadband phoneline. It is so much cheaper than verizon landline. We pay $14.99 /month for 500 minutes of outgoing calls. Iincomming is free. With those 500 calls it doesn't matter where they are in the US and I saw international rates as low as 3 cents a minute to tokyo. To top it off we get email notifcation of message, caller ID, we were able to transfer our number, and a few other bonuses I can't remember.

The quality seems pretty good. My one problem so far is that you only have one jack on the router, which is not very convenient. Luckily, we have a cordless phone so all is good. Either way at $14.99 per month we are saving a ton and we got one month free with a coupon I found on the internet.

(e:twisted) arrived last night. We sucessfully found her at the airport and spent the evening with some of the other peeps at the 444. (e:soyeon) 's posters arrived from (e:scud) 's print shop. There look really nice and are very glossy. I will hang them around town as soon as I get a chance, maybe even hang some up tonight.

I am super alergic to life right now. Something in the house makes me mega alergic and seeing as I am just about only allergic to cats, I assume it is cats. The landlord asked the front neighborsd if they have a cat and they said no. So somehow cat iis in my life. It could be the cat hair covered couch from amvets that we washed or the the two pet soaked rugs that our landlord gave us, both of which we have now steam cleaned.

I wish it would just end. I am going to go to the doctors today and get an inhaler.

Here is (e:lilho) on the neo-drexel.

I found this article on google news about blogging trends. It seems that a lot more people are paying attention to blogs but one statistic that really intrigues and bothers me is this.

Though blog readership jumped, the percentage of online Americans who write blogs grew only slightly, to 7 percent in November, up from 5 percent early in the year. Blog creators tend to be male, affluent, well-educated and young; 70 percent of them have high-speed connections at home, and 82 percent have been online at least six years.

Why don't more people write blogs? It's not like the technology of a blog is so super complicated. If you can write email or type a note, you can publish a blog.

I mean programming one is slightly difficult but writing one is so easy and there are hundreds of choices of publication software, many of which are free. Take our site for example. Why is does the readership keep increasing but the number of writers slowly plateau? I really want to understand what element is missing that makes the others readers want to write.

I mean we finally have a publication medium that has a minimal hinderances from thought to audience and yet people arn't flocking to it like I expected. It makes me wonder sometimes if the rich and powerful have done such a good job convincing us that our opinions and lives are so insignificant or if people are just shy?

Do you think that most people compare their lives to people on televsion and just assume they arn't as glamorous, or that people think they have nothing important to say. Or has television just put people in the consume mode where entertainment is purely a mono-directional, non-interactive activity. It's free afterall!! What is it?

I think entertainment used to involve more effort. And effort is usually rewarding. Like games for example. games are entertaining but involve a little work. Same with storytelling, journal writing, crafts, and art making. Television seems to be so one directional. Same with listening to music. It is purely about consuming with no real effort. Unless you are a video artist like (e:robin) and (e:soyeon) or a music like the (e:northparkproje)ct dudes.

I would feel like such a loser if I just read the site all the time without contributing. It is kind of like spying on your neighbors through the window and admiring their lives. Which reminds me of a song that (e:twisted) sent me. P.S. I am so excited about her arriving tomorrow.

EDIE BRICKELL - Green

We like to spy on the neighbors.
They look so happy together.
Funny the power of strangers.
Sometimes I wonder if they got it better.
Green. Have you seen green?
Check out the view from the rooftop.
They've got a horse and a big trampoline.
Running and jumping till they drop.
Down on the ground and they're rolling around in... green.
Have you seen green?
Have you seen green grass?
So green... grass.
So green.
I'd like to be like that.
I'd like to be like that.
I'd like to be moving on a lawn... so green.
I want to laugh the way they laugh.
See all my blues get back up in the sky.
If only we had what they had.
We'd never worry and we'd never cry for... green.
Have you seen green?
Have you seen grass?
So green... grass.
So green.
I'd like to be like that.
I'd like to be like that.
I'd like to be moving on a lawn... so green.

So today I was talking to Nonna on the phone when she complained about some neck pain. The neck pain turned into a stroke and I have been at the hospital with my family all night. At first the predictions wern't so great but luckily, by the end they said she will recover. I guess she is really a strong for 89. I hope that everything is good.

The waiting rooms at the hospital are weird. The emergency room is really kind of grungy, the radiologist waiting room is a nice upgrade. But the best is the cardiologist waiting room for cardio and neurology. Leather couches, DVD movies, etc. There are so totally different.

Occasionally readers ask me why I don't allow reader comments on user's journals. It has been under discussion for a long time, as most other journal sites allow for commenting. My feelings are that your journal is your special place and doesn't need to be commented upon by anonymous others.

It's not like readers don't have options to contact the author or write a response online. They simply can email them using the form based email system, or go ahead and start a journal and inlink to the entry.

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Here is an example of what I never want someone to have to experience on their journal. Check out the comments on this site where people have uploaded pictures from the tsunami disaster. You would think that tsunami pics would be a place where people woulld not act that way.

Check this out

Here is the excerpt in case the link goes down

From: Jizsaw (Mon Dec 27 00:53:50 2004)
Hope many Israelis were drowed and killed horribly.


From: riddaren 78 (Mon Dec 27 10:46:42 2004)
And I hope Arafat is being fucked in heaven by israelis

From: Right Brain (Mon Dec 27 12:52:55 2004)
Uh Jizsaw thats "drowned" not "drowed" you illiterate skunk.

From: pacer (Mon Dec 27 15:30:17 2004)
Yeah, piece of shit, fucking goats while you should have been at school?

From: tim (Mon Dec 27 18:41:02 2004)
even at tthis horrific time, there are muppets flaming at each other! fuck war you fuckers! be peaceful, is there any excuse not to be peaceful?! religion? fuck off, which religion promotes hostility and bigotry!?!?!? die fuckers! :P ironic? yer

From: unknown (Mon Dec 27 19:41:57 2004)
It's called compassion. If this hit you, how would you feel?

From: Duap (Tue Dec 28 02:37:30 2004)
To think I once thought of visiting Phuket this week.

From: horny (Tue Dec 28 04:39:54 2004)
by the way guys, did u all miss the nice thai chick in the picture, i wonther if she was one of the hores i fuck last summer i thiland?

From: US Ranger (Tue Dec 28 13:44:18 2004)
jizsaw your momma just swallowed my load. then i cut the bitches head off and fucked her skull!

From: Disgusted (Tue Dec 28 16:13:36 2004)
You children all need to grow up and clean up your filthy language. Would you talk like this in front of your parents? I think not. Pathetic, ignorant, classless, childish, and disgusting.

From: me (Tue Dec 28 18:26:23 2004)
wud u all talk like this when u had such a tsunami on the face?

From: FR-Dabest (Tue Dec 28 19:48:21 2004)
Loads of pricks, you deserve to be among the deads over there.

From: right mind (Wed Dec 29 22:29:12 2004)
anyone who can wish death on another human being is not worthy enough to be called a human but a terrorist and should be locked away


From: clear conscience (Thu Dec 30 00:32:17 2004)
Oh my God! In all this tragedy,some people can still be worse than animals. Ashamed to even have to write this

From: baghdadforayear (Thu Dec 30 05:46:46 2004)
I thought this was for the world to see what mother nature can really do, and to pray for the people that were lost..not to make asshole comments about shit that doesn't matter.

From: yamm�´finnish (Thu Dec 30 19:05:50 2004)
how stupid to talk like that. that is something i cannot understand. Finnish nor Scandinavians would never behave like that. i am so upset because of the first few comments. is this how English-speakers are? i am glad i am a scandinavian one with heart and head.

From: CAROL B (Sat Jan 1 10:22:19 2005)
THESE POSTERS sending nasty comments WANT A REAC
TION - DON'T GIVE THEM THE SATISFACTION . They gloat on it. May they gloat on their on vomit !

From: (Aussie131049) (Sat Jan 1 21:01:52 2005)
No yamm'finnish, not all english speaking people are like these brainless self centered idiots who have nothing nice to say. I really wonder what sort of an upbringing they had and are their paren ts proud of what they have produced. The world would certainly be a much better place without them.

From: (Aussie131049) (Mon Jan 3 00:51:21 2005)
I FEEL THAT ALL THIS HATRED IS ORIGINATING FORM ILLITERATE USA IDIOTS ARABS AND JEWS