Well I have been working on this mask for a bit. The manager of the intended project expected something more simplistic with less detail. So now I have nothing to do with this. So I thought I would put a picture of here for you'll to look at and me to remember the hard work.



My Second Life is a little less stressful. The Linden's have given our students a land grant and I have moved away from Jessie, to the militant zone.

I am really glad to have moved. It was starting to make me insane. I moved to a new peninsula in the middle of the simulation and built a new two story house. All of the students have accounts now, so I think it start getting more interesting. Jesse and I made the first test, requiring students to transport to a particular location, build a model and texture it.

We are also having them conduct an interview with an avatar that has a career that they would like to pursue. This week we will also be leaving for There.com . I am curious to see how it goes.

Does anyone have anything they want to post to the front page? Just email me. The space is up for grabs right now.

In response to the journal entry below - One of my students tells me: "Besides the fact that it’s just not good form to say bad things about others."

That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard. If we were all just silent dissenters nothing would ever change. Should we not question what we consider wrong because it would be "bad form" and others may not like us. That is probably the most free speach repressive statement possible. Self-repression, to be implimented in the name of "good form!"

The militarization of my cyberworld seems to be continuing . . . I am so dissapointed in this development. My response is to buy more land and create more protests. Here is an except from my Second Life journal at tempreal.com


Well the soldiers are still angry at my distaste for military fantasy. They put up pictures from the NRA and atomic testing.



I response I got angry and put up more pictures of children hurt in war. They freaked out and started shooting, not me, but the pictures of the children who were hurt in war. That is so beyond insane to me. It was sickeing to see people shooting holocaust victims in jest as target practice but I firmly believ that I will make them feel guilty someday or at least cause a major controversy. One of the Linden(the people in charge of seocnd life) came to take down my pics of children wounded in iraq to take to their lawyers. They needed to find out if it was permitted. I think it better be, if they are allowed to have picture of atomics bombs and guns. Why not show the reality. Its is what war is about after all, right? Its not just about playing guns.


So we broke down after hours of them shooting me and decided to talk. Honestly, most of them are seriously dumb. Some of them are really intelligent.

Here are some scary quotes form our converstaions.

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Why they believe the confederate flag is not racist!!!

You: what beliefes were you harassed for?
chaunsey Crash: simple for being conservative
. . .
Fueltanker Cotton: supporting the rebel flag
chaunsey Crash: that is one aswell
chaunsey Crash: they assumed it was acist
You: dude cause you have to be to use it
You: it stands for it
You: i lived in the south for a long time
chaunsey Crash: NO IT DOESNT read some history
chaunsey Crash: it was states rights
chaunsey Crash: slavery was a side issue
chaunsey Crash: and btw i don't think the south should've won
You: and my most fond memory of SC was a white fat southern trucker driving his semi though a confederate flag memorbilia store in columbia
chaunsey Crash: i don't think they should be demonized either
You: but it is now
Fueltanker Cotton: if the south won there would have been another war
You: just like the nazi flag was not about killing jews, right?
chaunsey Crash: just cause someone used it doesn't make it racist
chaunsey Crash: well it was
You: Then it was just about conquering europe and emancipation from the british and dutch sea strangle hold, right?
chaunsey Crash: but the swastiak itself isn't
You: but no one uses the nazi flag as a representation of sea faring freedom
chaunsey Crash: no but lots of people use a swastika
chaunsey Crash: you know there is a jewish swastika?
chaunsey Crash: it represents the four corners of the earth
chaunsey Crash: and btw you know the regular american flag is used by mroe racists then the rebel flag?
chaunsey Crash: the north held more slaves even DURING the civil war
You: man it goes the other way
chaunsey Crash: and the north KEPT slaves AFTER the war for another 10 years or whatever while the south was forced to give em up
You: and the jews do not uses the nazi flag in any way
chaunsey Crash: no but they use a swastika
Fueltanker Cotton: you r not going to prove anything thats all im saying
You: just like black don't use the confederate flag
Fueltanker Cotton: im done
You: okay
chaunsey Crash: lol acutally blacks do
You: whatever
chaunsey Crash: if they are from the south some do
Spawn Michelson: guys this conversation is goin no where
You: ya
Spawn Michelson: just drop the subject
chaunsey Crash: the men who fought under this flag held no slaves
You: get together and buy the buildin
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gone, $20,0
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You: you have you freedom of expression
You: i have mine
chaunsey Crash: i want those signs down it disgusts me to use others suffering tha way
You: here we are with the line being right here
chaunsey Crash: you are trying to create a war here
chaunsey Crash: it has happened
chaunsey Crash: and it will happen again
You: i disgusts me to see other people shooting each in a simulation during a real life war
chaunsey Crash: not from me though
chaunsey Crash: it means nothing you are creating more out of it then it is

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gas masks

Fueltanker Cotton: i know quite a few guys in the kkk
chaunsey Crash: we don't bring the hate here apf
Spawn Michelson: talk about diversity
Fueltanker Cotton: i don't agree with them tho
Spawn Michelson: geez
chaunsey Crash: its not about the REASONS for violence
chaunsey Crash: its like football or paintball
chaunsey Crash: and we like military gear its cool stuff
chaunsey Crash: like bieng into cars and such
You: ya
Fueltanker Cotton: i walk around my house wearing camo and a gas mask sometimes
chaunsey Crash: lol
Fueltanker Cotton: hell i walk around in my underwear and a gas mask
Fueltanker Cotton: i just like this kinda stuff

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Voting Machines - WE FINALLY AGREE ON SOMETHING

You: im kinda of weirded out by voting machines
You: i think they can be so fake
Cyanide Leviathan: yeah,
You: i mean we can all program scripts
Cyanide Leviathan: big brother is watching
chaunsey Crash: thats why it needs to stay with actual ballots
You: i agree
Cyanide Leviathan: and its not far off..
You: or at least mini receipts
chaunsey Crash: cy thats tin foil hat talk lol
You: that are counted
Cyanide Leviathan: i want a direct democracy in the US
chaunsey Crash: america aint THAT far down yet
You: do you guys think bush actally won in florida?
chaunsey Crash: HEEEEELLLL no cy
Cyanide Leviathan: hell no
You: we can't have direct democracy yet
chaunsey Crash: apf thts the popular vote lol
You: because we have no way to implement it
You: i always thought , oh the internet
Cyanide Leviathan: i want cary to win, the guy that fought in vietnam
You: but imagine how data can be sifted and altered
chaunsey Crash: the pop vote doesn't pick the president never has
You: expecially when its something so basic and T or F, 0 or 1
Cyanide Leviathan: imagine what one good hacker could do to the voting system
You: so why do you guys dress up like army folk?
You: ya
chaunsey Crash: yep thats why we can't go internet voting

So you might want to check my SecondLife temp:real journal if you want to know what's going on right now.

I will break it down here for those of you who do not know SL. SL is a 3D, video game engine based, world. In SL you can create worlds, communities, businesses,etc. You develop a real online presescence and can have property, group, vote, design your character, etc.

Recently, I started teaching an online course at UB with Jesse Fabian, using SL, as a place to 3D model and script for class.

Mostly, SL is like livivng in an art community, where everything is built by the inhabitants. Second Life has has nothing to start out with. New land is like an empty landscape.

In the world there are no hitpoint, etc as such that you would typically find in a video game. That is except in the land named Jessie.

Jessie is the only seriously militarized zone in SL. It confuses me why people who like military fantasy games would choose the SL engine. It seems like engines such as unreal, or quake, etc would provide much better military strategy type fun.

Taking inspiration from Anna Schleuner's Velvet Strike project, I began purchasing land in Jessie, erecting monuments to anti-militarism and then abandoning them. Well, at first I tried to inhabit them but was slaughtered. Eventually I began to build a giant fortress toward my protest effort and in order to protect me while building my monuments.

This made the "army" de Secondlife really angry. Eventually, they sent a spy who I trusted. He threatend me and wanted money for protection. All of this angered me in return. Ironically, my emotional response was to crush them but then, even if they lost they would be winning idealogically, by dragging me into their military fantasy.

So I decided to just leave the giant anti-war monument and add images of children of wounded children from real world war. I am so sad that Parts of SL have come to this. I have to say that I am actually starting to prefer there.com and think that when the class is over, I will abandon SL in favor of the isolated protection that there.com capitalist fantasy bubble provides. Its kind of like Disney World vs real life.

I know that I could just avoid the land of Jessie. But knowing its always there, really bothers me. Why did the makers of SL sell out to military fantasy? It is really an interesting question. Was it to make money off the military gaming community? If so that is really pathetic and makes me wish I had never invested money in their dream, in the first place.

The military simulation community has access to so many online games where shooting, fear, and terror tactics rule. Why add it to Second Life? One of the few interactive, online worlds where people have the ability to do other things besides fight.

I understand adding paintball, like in there.com or sports -even sword fighting. But machine guns, al queda style training camps and camo gear is unecessary. Plus the constant threats and emails I am getting for having had a peace sign.

Something idiotic made me trust a spy who I later witness double agenting on me. He ended up stealing my money and causing estrip some serious grief to the point where the person playing him decided to just stop.

The spy tried to sell me the same camophlage helicopter he sold to the army. I told him I thought it was ugly and he seemed angry. I am just honest. If you are playing never trust Nicko Snow or Craig Thompson.

In the end I would like to see an end to militarisation in Secondlife. I think I am going to start a petition. In reality, I think I will just end up leaving, which is sad - I thought it had so much potential and tried to sell the idea to so many other visual artists and academics.

Maybe, I should just try and start my own simulation for non-violent artists.

This is a great picture of Michael and I. We both look really happy, especially Michael. Apparently, it was a happy birthday for everyone.

The birthday party went really well. A lot of people came by and people managed to mingle and all get along.

On another note, Sara's friend Bob gave us this picture when we were in San Diego.



He told me that he wanted it to go around the world. So I am trying to fulfill his wish and bought zigzagman.com

There is a large size version of the picture for printing there. I will add other sizes soon.

This is the coolest extinct thing ever. It is called a teleharmonium.

In 1897, Thaddeus Cahill, lawyer, engineer, entrepreneur, received a patent titled 'Art of and Apparatus for Generating and Distributing Music Electronically'. His plan was to broadcast music via telephone lines to restaurants, hotels, and private homes. The sounds were to be heard through loudspeakers that he had designed to be attached to telephone receivers.

Cahill attracted investors, formed a company, built the Telharmonium, and, in 1906, moved it to Telharmonic Hall at 39th Street and Broadway, New York City. Technical problems caused the business to collapse in 1908. Revived briefly, the project terminated in 1914.



Check it more info:

Well,
I was first introduced to Simon Harak through Holly from (e:strip). She had him come to UB to speak last year at the onset of the war. It was starnge that he was a Jesuit Priest talking about peace at UB and staying at Canisius. I asked him why he did not talk at Canisius - in fact a Jesuit School. And he said not everyone was as concerned about these issues as him.

That really made me question a lot about the Jesuit institution at large. It had a huge influence on me not applying for the long-term job there.

The reason I am writing about this is I was searching for some more information about him and I found a his essay entitled, "The Siege of Iraq"

Note: It was written in 2000 and its only gotten worse since then.

If you want more information of the seige of Iraq please check out the voice in the wilderness website here

If you like Michael Moore, try listening to Democracy Now on the radio. Amy Goodman loves Michael Moore and I am sure you would love her show. Its also nice because she is really a leader within the progressive community and she is a woman. That seems to be rare, even in the land of the free, home of the brave.

In San Diego you don't even need the internet to listen to it. It is on Free Radio 96.9 FM in San Diego, twice a day from 6am-8am and 3pm-5pm. Although you still can download streaming MP3s from the site if you want to listen to it at other time. The site also has lots of information about current issues.

I think Bush really does need to be challenged on this AWOL issue. How can he send so many of our youth away to fight when he didn't even go himself? Especially for a war that wasn't really defensive. I mean, it would be one thing if foreign troops were invading and a President with no military service sent soldiers to protect. But this war wasn't like that - not even sort of.

If President Bush knew the horrors of war first hand, he would have thought twice about Iraq. Well, I guess at this point we can just be vocal and vote when it comes time for a new president.