So I kinda had this policy of not posting about before (e:strip) but thought I should toss this out as I try to heat up the room I'm going to try to sleep in since it is cold... not enough time for photos of the game....

So way back when i worked at Wilson Farms I liked all the people I worked with... Sometimes we would hang out... The Problem though was that I didn't really have the money to hang out with them after work that much... But it was fun when I could.... So then at some point I joined the temp agency and started at the place I currently work as a temp.. And it was great I had money but yet I didn't have time to hang out with the friends really..... So I wasn't really happy either way but think it was fun back then... but hanging out with people was fun when it happened .........

Now I also had a bunch of friends and really an extended family who all lived over in the same area .... Cookouts and hanging out... Watching Football .... Basement parties it was all a lot of fun....... Yeah I had short Hair .....

Now I also... At where i work currently there was a time when we all hung out together and had fun after work... But can't really say to much about that.. may have all ready said to much...Not all the time but it was nice to be one of the boys.... Also at work when we would all pile in and go to lunch someplace I miss that stuff.....

Of course in College even though I wasn't that good... Being part of the Swim team and in HS also and other sports all that being part of a team is kinda the same thing...

Now I'm not saying that this hanging out and being one of the boys is the same thing as friends.. In fact just sitting around breaking balls on each other isn't the same but it is a good way to connect... I miss that at work....

Now granted there are many not so healthy things on line... But even though we disagree a lot.... Talking NFL on Twitter became a lot of fun.. It is kinda the same type of hang out.... Now it isn't the same as being in person but even talking wrestling as it airs or the walking dead isn't the same as like what are called viewing parties.... Like i use to have for wrestling but still a good time....

I don't have a real point just that with changes at work glad for feeling like one of the boys through twitter some times... But also I remember when (e:strip) chat you to be like that... Maybe with the moving of it ... It will get back to that level.....

Ok lets see if I can sleep.... being sick we shall see...................
didn't prof read this so it might only make sense to me ........
this post is really just for me.......
But I've heard that the feeling of brotherhood is strong in Military personal when deployed but I wouldn't know about really.... And think this idea is what gangs try to get....

That is it.........

-I admit I thought having my own computer would get me here more... It just gets me here sooner ?

-I admit I hate talking on the phone well not talking really but calling I never call I admit but yet I want to get a cell phone yeah know for the mobile stuff

-So just tossing this out just cause people don't call or talk that type of thing doesn't mean they don't think about you......

Guess a few examples ......

• I have a certain pass word for something I can't say what or where or anything that relates to people or a person I haven't seen in years hope said personage is doing great......

• Everytime I go to walgreens I can't help think of (e:tinypliny) and Hope she is out there doing great things... Some how I all ways with out trying walk down the isle with those Chocolate bars that are like 85% dark .........

• There are a few certain movies that take me back to going to see the animee movies as a group with (e:IMK2) that was fun

Or maybe I'm just old..................

It doesn't help that when these ideas came to my head I was no where near a computer ... So then once it fads makes it tougher to write a blog... The fact that I barely passed English class in freshman year of HS and that I have a blog is shocking .......

• Reading a blog on here reminds me of going to see The Stripteasers with (e:Heidi) well not sure if it was they did this cool thing with the end of analog TV that was a lot of fun ......

Again I really don't have a point here I really don't

-Kinda a side point I guess Twitter it is odd cause when I type things I want to type the # symbol that is so weird .....

• I saw a Henry Rollins video where I forget what he was talking about but got me thinking about a whole bunch of (e:peeps) so..........

-Oh and one question for those who know about computers more then I .. Dogie Houser how ever you spell it... NPH would do an entire crazy episode and they type on one sentence that composes it all... Was that a journal on a computer? Or was that like the 1st blog ?