2014 :)
So I kinda just wanted to try and write something and use the color thing and see if it works thought blue or Purple would be over dramatic
I'm hoping 2014 is better but don't see it happening I seem to think that every year....... Don't get me wrong I did do cool stuff and fun stuff... But argh things seem to bother me that didn't before.... or maybe last couple of years really things that before weren't a big deal...... Take Christmas Eve as an example woke up felt fine then they mentioned it was the anniversary of that webster shooting the messed up like a huge portion of my day.... ARGH... Work is all ways a long day and all ways some drama and if not ... Just not the same..... OH well argh it is crazy..... One of those other shooting things forget what one bothered me.....
Hoping for more good stuff and less bad we shall see.... I was looking forward to tonight .... But didn't really wake up in the right mood argh would have been fun get well soon guys I know you where looking forward to it as well...... Yes there Is a part of me that wishes I could just be a bar fly on the wall and snap away for all the Band Burlesque and comedy nights for fun and post .... But Part of my year is that I see so many people who have it so so good... Yes Happy for them.... And even though I know there are people who have things worse then I and whom would look to what I have as great maybe or parts of it .... The great things don't bother me at the time but this happens with Memories I tend to look back at things and only remember how great it was..... In the New year I'm going to try to look at things in a better way we shall see.......
Happy New Year everyone ....