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metalpeter’s journal

"The Lifestyle" wish

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Ok so the first thing is that what is weird about writting a blog is that unless you are left comments you really have no idea if anyone is reading you or not. So for anyone who might be you would know that I'm started a new catogory called wishes. This one that is here will not be copied and pasted onto facebook. I wish I could but I have way to much family on there, again there is no way to know if anyone is reading it or not, there is also no way to know how facebook shares their info with other sites now.

On Friday they are having a Fetish Show at Club Diablo. I think this one is just demonstrations and no skits or little shows, but not sure not sure if they will have someone spinning also or not. Fetish might be the wrong term it Might Be Considered BDSM. I want to go but don't think I'm going to. Between getting in, drinking, then taking pictures I really don't have the extra money. Plus the other thing is after a long week of work I'm often pretty tired on Friday. I would love to go and meet someone and go back to their place and be hung upside down by my balls as they use me as a swing, HA. But you know what I mean.

I am an admirer of the life style but wish I was In The lifestyle.
I just don't have enough trust to be tied up or pulled on.
I also have a low pain threshold.
I find a lot of things to be gross.
I don't think I could deal with small space stuff (Bags, and gas masks and that kind of thing)
Real Blood Freaks me out.

Some Might say it sounds like you don't like it, but that isn't really true. I love the idea of it and some of It I do like. I do admire people who partake in it. But I don't see anyway I could get into the lifestyle of it (Hey getting just a normal date or hookup is hard enough, imagine going up to some hot chick and going would you mind un ziping my pants and slipping this on me and dragging me around this bar).

I feel as if I haven't expressed what I want to express but not really sure what else to say..................
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💬 4 comments

  1. tinypliny ·

    Hmmm... I think the wish falls into the window shopping curiosity. Interesting but not really practical. :)

  2. metalpeter ·

    That is a good point. I think for me it would have to be someone I was say dating, or knew well. I also have to add that I think for it to work you have to have a very strong and honest relationship. The reason I say that is you can't have some deep down resentment that isn't aired and then have some kind of crop or belt and you take out the anger on them. I don't mean on purpose just that stuff building up. I like the shopping analogy.

  3. paul ·

    Hm, I don't think I could trust someone enough either.

  4. metalpeter ·

    In Terms of Trust, I find it hard to trust people because I know all it takes is one slight little mistake and ouch. That is why I won't do any of those adventure activites. All you need is for the person holding the rope to think about something for a few seconds and your safety is at risk.

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