So when I started on (e:Strip) one of things I strugled with and I'm still not sure about is how much should one put on the blog you know that internet thing.... And currently Not sure If I should really post this....

So we are all brought up different ... I never liked how I was brought up but feel like I can't change how I was... I wouldn't say I was the dirty kid... Wierd Kid sure.. Tough to explain I'm naturally messy and all ways spill food all over the place but maybe that is a new thing.. But I'm also very visual as well so when I want something I kinda need to know where it is .. I have to be able to see ... These two things makes for a very messy place.....

Now when I bought my own computer one of the reasons was so that I could do things like pictures and being on line at the same time as TV so I could do other things and have more time.... Took some time to get to that point....

So at work I saw I had marks on my arm had no idea what they where at all... I do physical work looked like my arm broke out in some form... So after time someone told me I had bed bugs on my coat... ARGH not work.. So I've been doing some cleaning get the place a lot better... Things like washing and drying clothes to kill them and bag them up.... I think before I knew I had them not sure I Infected my mothers place .... I paid her to get her place sprayed it was supposed to happen today.... We where supposed to go to opening day for her birthday ... I'm still going and with extra tickets will sit by my self they don't want to take the chance that is fine......

Now I've been spraying and killing them and doing what I can... But the thing is that ... I have video tapes, photo albums, stuff I collect stars wars and stuff and dressers on walls and my land lord said no.. on bringing in an exterminator... Everything has to be off the wall... I don't have the room yet.... Grumble Grumble... Hoping to get there by end of April we shall see..... My orginal goal before I knew I had bugs was Sunday... to have people over for wrestlemania but the bugs killed that idea grumble grumble.... So I can't go to anyones house or have anyone over..

Now I'm ok with this if and when I get things good enough I can get things in the middle...

Now some of you may know I have a sisster but she isn't on here and for good reason I didn't tell her.. She is Drama.. Yeah Drama.... When she was a kid tantrums and as long as I stayed at parents I moved out cause I couldn't stand her and parents going at it... Plus I needed a place you know for "Company" and stuff... Doesn't mean I don't love her.. But she is a bitch a lot of the time... I blame a lot of it on parenting but that is just mean... And that ugly ness rooted its head tonight.......

I'm sitting on line reading some #Twitter (Why did I do the hashtag that makes no sense) and Facebook as I'm watching ABC family lineup and she mesages me... I mean yelling at me about how I have to throw all my stuff out get an exterminator (yeah caps bitch argh) and how I'm picking my stuff over Family.. I need to start over with a new place and get rid of all my stuff... Couldn't take it so I just logged out we shall see what other messages she sends... ARGH not looking foreward to it..... Oh yeah about how I'm taking them to work and how I can't go any place in public... I do spray and check the coat everyday....ARGH.

Now I have for some time felt like burning it all down and kinda starting again .... But it isn't like I can move to NYC and find a job or say Charollete or something.... Besides I don't have money for new stuff and what if I get rid of every thing and my photos get infected those can't be replaced ? ARGH ARGH.... I guess this is it... But I wish I could just start over again.. But see I've been single for so long it messes with your mind..... And also with out roomates the place gets out of whack real quick or can... One can't just throw out bank statements and pay checks with SS numbers... ARGH.....

Yeah nothing like be yelled at and bitched at when one is trying to relax that is why I keep to my self so much... I can't deal with this shit... But I think I'll be ok...ARGH.... OK lost my point... Oh yeah sorry if anyone is reading this my spell check doesn't work and when it does it only tells you it is wrong and not any suggestions.... Oh yeah hoping if I get enough done that I might be able to get stuff to the middle of each room we shall see...

Ok onto better stuff go Bisons.. They are now the farm team of the Toronto Blue Jays ... I know they have some new stuff or changes at Coca-Cola field but not sure what... Hoping to make it through entire game it will be cold..............

So right after work I went to the Buffalo Motorama I took my little camera cause my work locker is messed up and didn't want the big one where it was like out and stuff but my battery died.. That is the one thing that is bad about new small camera most of them take those batteries that charge so you either have to spend like not sure how much guessing $15-30 on an extra or take the chance that the battery dies.. I forgot to charge it last night... There are some really cool cars if that is your thing......




















































































Well I hope people enjoyed the photos.. I also didn't think to look up how to make them 3MP instead of 6 so it took some time to upload and more space then need.. Grumble Grumble and to big for like twitter but hope people enjoyed it ... If you like cars go.....

The Parade was fun.....


















































































































So Hopefully I posted enough photos so you see everything or mostly what happened at the parade but not so much that it is to many ..... Hope everyone had fun..

So it was fun and bit crazy... Turns out maybe I could have had a couple of mikes... The first pictures I'm posting is of the scene... Think the last one of the tree belong to an (e:peep) but not sure.....



































Yes a beer tree might have been (e:felly) ....

-So I can admit I haven't been posting much.....

-There was Monday Night Raw but so many pictures and matches I had no idea how to post photos and give the over all taste...

-There was a bandits lose so wasn't into posting or was it 2 ...

-Then I've been sick

-Been trying to get the house nice I mean apartment but so much to do..... where does one start

-In the middle of that found I have bed bugs argh..... Normal bugs I wouldn't care cause they don't spread and don't bite

-Plus when I'm on line it is often talking Wrestling over on twitter that can get pretty intense sometimes and it is tough to keep up let alone do something else on line....

-Wish I had a huge piece of soft plastic that might help

-Political stuff wise don't have much to talk about lately

-Plus with the cold weather and cold winds and other things haven't gone to skiffle in some time....

-Wish it was going to be warm for St.Pats Parade on Sunday... Hey maybe it will get nice but it isn't supposed to... What ever happens hoping I get some great photos to post and it will still be a good time....

-Oh Yeah new Pope... Wonder if his world views and what he wants people to do will change at all....

-FoodTrucks are trying to get the permit fees lowered...
some trucks could move to another city... Hope this doesn't happen hope they get a good deal.....

-OnTop of cleaning so many good shows so much DVR stuff......

-Strange Fog and snow today....

sure I forgot something.....

So On Friday I went to the Bandits game and they had a lead and lost it then lost in overtime... It was a tough loss so a few photos .. yeah the food I got was great... I shaved so I was able to eat this and not worry about drips.....











So I'm going to Jump to the Bandettes in out fit I haven't seen before and towards the end of the game......

So Don't really like talking about work... But it has been stressful lately... One guy I've worked with for years retired today... Good for him... But it will bring a lot of changes and we have a few systems that work really well... We shall see what happens.............

So I kinda had this policy of not posting about before (e:strip) but thought I should toss this out as I try to heat up the room I'm going to try to sleep in since it is cold... not enough time for photos of the game....

So way back when i worked at Wilson Farms I liked all the people I worked with... Sometimes we would hang out... The Problem though was that I didn't really have the money to hang out with them after work that much... But it was fun when I could.... So then at some point I joined the temp agency and started at the place I currently work as a temp.. And it was great I had money but yet I didn't have time to hang out with the friends really..... So I wasn't really happy either way but think it was fun back then... but hanging out with people was fun when it happened .........

Now I also had a bunch of friends and really an extended family who all lived over in the same area .... Cookouts and hanging out... Watching Football .... Basement parties it was all a lot of fun....... Yeah I had short Hair .....

Now I also... At where i work currently there was a time when we all hung out together and had fun after work... But can't really say to much about that.. may have all ready said to much...Not all the time but it was nice to be one of the boys.... Also at work when we would all pile in and go to lunch someplace I miss that stuff.....

Of course in College even though I wasn't that good... Being part of the Swim team and in HS also and other sports all that being part of a team is kinda the same thing...

Now I'm not saying that this hanging out and being one of the boys is the same thing as friends.. In fact just sitting around breaking balls on each other isn't the same but it is a good way to connect... I miss that at work....

Now granted there are many not so healthy things on line... But even though we disagree a lot.... Talking NFL on Twitter became a lot of fun.. It is kinda the same type of hang out.... Now it isn't the same as being in person but even talking wrestling as it airs or the walking dead isn't the same as like what are called viewing parties.... Like i use to have for wrestling but still a good time....

I don't have a real point just that with changes at work glad for feeling like one of the boys through twitter some times... But also I remember when (e:strip) chat you to be like that... Maybe with the moving of it ... It will get back to that level.....

Ok lets see if I can sleep.... being sick we shall see...................
didn't prof read this so it might only make sense to me ........
this post is really just for me.......
But I've heard that the feeling of brotherhood is strong in Military personal when deployed but I wouldn't know about really.... And think this idea is what gangs try to get....

That is it.........

So I took a bunch of pictures of the Sabres vs Penguins game... And Am going back tonight for the Jets.. But gotta talk about something first before I post like 10 photos maybe....

Both today and before the game on sunday I've felt stressed out .. Arm hairs tingly and it isn't good... Starting the process to try and get help we shall see what happens.. but thinking back it dawned on me this is why I didn't make it those first parties I would say I was going to..... I would want to go and not freak out but stress would over take me I think and knock me out.... So we shall see what happens.. Turning 40 doesn't help .... Well a few penguins pictures....









That little Girl was amazing ........

















Granted in some ways I do have a blessed life and love the sports stuff and the summer stuff.. But that isn't the same and I know it isn't good to compare my photos to people who are really good or those people who have the blessed life of a wife and a kid and go to bandits games and concerts or group of friends they hang out with and go out but one does cause when we see less off people we or I feel a little better ... Yes I'm happy for those people ... But that still leaves a part of you some place that goes well why not me.... Of course we don't see all the hard work and getting along that goes with that ..... may post some pics from the game tonight on here we shall see......

So timing wise I went to Jim's Steak out... Wish I was going out to see the stuff at Nietches but little under weather I could go... But Sunday I've got sabres and Tuesday Sabres as well so better to be well... Now if anyone wanted to see me naked on a stage sure :) It would be a lot of fun.. But also don't feel like battling with the cold out there.... I'm lame.....





Can someone please explain to me what is up with crazy Buffalo people at parades!? Hello it is in the St. you Sidewalk you can see fine this group of people are out past parked cars now I can't see... Grumble Grumble beads where flying it was intense some how I only get gold ones...







































So One of the things that drives me crazy... Is this cold weather in that if I wear a jacket then you have that on in the bar or freeze and be comfy hence another reason why I often don't go out... Plus out of cash not money so.......

There was this cool band out side that I should have stopped and recorded but I didn't so my attempt to at least show the scene...

Go out and have fun for me :)