Message from above
I had a lovely dream last night and in that dream @joshua visited me again. Still sporting that blazing white suit and shiny blue tie like the first time he came to check in (and each subsequent visit). I love the warmth and instant fuzzy feeling I get. I can never actually hear him but I get a 'knowing' that he's telling me the world looks like a pile of shite right now but keep looking for all the beauty and peace and goodness. It's there.