K um something Im going to have to back into the habit of doing is, walking on these lumpy ass sidewalks here. Im a big walker and love to pound pavement. i must do something to keep this slender, toned exterior of mine. But I think my body is getting more beat up by this concrete than anything. Being clumsy by nature dosent help, but when im walking and only with friends for some reason im constantly tripping because of the un even walk ways here. Last night it got the best of me, when i was walking near shoreline i tripped again and fell ALL THE WAY DOWN. Face first!!! My cousin laughed of course but it really hurt. And then someone pulled over in their car to make sure i was okay as well as the three people who I didn't see walking 15 feet behind us. Yes everyone saw me wipe out :( How can i do my runway walk if its Lumpy and jumping up attacking my feet causing me to trip. Now that its morning and i've been out and about for two hours already; my right hip hurts and so does my knee. Boooo. I can't ruin this body!! This is my money maker how am I to hit the corners of this street if im limping? Not sexy. i don't think im seriously injured though. I just hope these lumpy sidewalks give me a break and not attack for about four weeks or so. Let me heal.

Since you all brought up sex, i mean I wasn't going to mention it but.... From August 20th til I moved home For someone reason I was a Sex Pot. I mean It was just coming from everywhere child. I even had to beat two people off so i didn't feel like such a ho. The sad part is the entire two years i was away I only had one sexual experience until then and it was BAD. So bad in fact that i stopped it and went home. August 20th I met this Ecuadorian named Mario. He lived at the top of central park (110th street) and I was conveniently located at 107th street and central park west.
I met him on the subway, and I know that sounds sleazy, but i figured that was better than meeting someone at a bar Drunk when your judgments impaired....right? Anywho I was sober and we kept looking at each other and it was making my stomach funny. He dosent drink but he smokes, and I went home with him. why not? He a jewelry designer. Ooh la la. What was weird with im was that he always tried to do it with out a condom!!! Whats that shit about? I mean really WTF?? SO after being with for about two weeks I had to leave him alone. He was scaring me Not even a week later I was hanging around with a girlfriend of mine i've been working with for about a year and WE were drunk and for some reason we were making out. She's hot so thats ok in gayland. So she's says to me we can't tell jonsey. Who is here boyfriend who I have also fooled around with numerous times. I said fine because i thought she was referring to the make out session. SO she gets up immediately goes to the dresser and pulls out a latex. OH!!! i didn't know she had that in mind. She puts it on me and sits right on it. It was ok I don't want to talk about too much so I don't offend any females on the site. But lets just say Im glad Im gay. All due respect:).
Then about 10 days later I met another young man, who was a really big sweetheart!!!! I met him walking down 50th and Broadway. One of those you pass each other and turn around because you caught each others eye. We had dinner that night and then some Slap and Tickle later that night. And whoa COKE CAN PECKER!!! seriously i don't know how stuff like this happens. It;'s like someone took their lips and blew air into his urethra. This Dude couldn't get enough and I actually saw him for about 4 weeks..ish. All he wanted to do was have sex all the time three to for times an evening. And that bothers me. Contrary to popular belief there is such a thing called Too much sex. He would send me texts like "hey I have some time off this evening if you want to stop by for a 30 min QUICKIE" WHAT?!?! He would be dead-ass too. And would send shit like this frequently. Too much sex, too big-a-dick, not enough conversation I had to scratch him off. And he was a fashion designer who has clothes sent to him from all over the world and he gave tours to deaf people at the MET. Oh well. It's not like I EVER had the best of luck in anyone I almost dated before so im not sad by any means about it. Just a little confused as to why do I always attract the wierdos???? is it because im a weirdo???? And believe me I am on no hunt to find someone and really don't expect this luck to change. hee hee

Back to live in the B-Lo i be. After almost two years of New York City life, le me just be the one to say its soooo over Rated. Its first of all just negative toxics floating in the air that makes everyone grumpy there is awful. Too crowded, and a little too ugly for my taste. Mow don't get me wrong I don't completely detest it, I mean I had ALOT of fun there that I would remember forever. But I think that the people with true happy spirits shouldn't move there. It will suck it all out and put car fumes there. So I guess i have a Love Hate relationship, so im sure i will be back frequently to visit when ever I have three days off in a row. Alot of my life still lingers that I can't just neglect those times. So now im seeing friendly people walking down the street and saying hello to you as they walk by. For no reason. I love that and missed that about Buffalo, Which is the second biggest city in New York state next N.Y.C.My family troubles also had a lot to do with my move home. it's good to be near family.......sometimes :). I also want to mention how AWESOME EVERYONE was at the Halloween party this past Saturday. Although a lot of you guys didn't recognize my name from the site since I haven't posted in a fucking year (bad T.K., bad puppy). It was still good to match (e:names) to faces. I got my old job back in buffalo Panos restaurants so come on down and holla at a Negro! It feels good to be back. Peace and love guys.- TK

what's it like in New York City?" Although this crazy city is packed with 8 million people, not including house guest and tourist (damn tourist). This place can get awful lonely. The people here are sooo selfish, and back stabbing,and whores. Even people who you think are your friends turn their backs on you in a split second. It's not all bad, I mean I still have my few friends here who seem to be genuine. It's a lot different. i need a vacation can't wait to be away. People here also have no shame in saying things to you while you're walking down the street.Last night for example I was stopped by two guys trying to 'holla" and get me to talk to them uh no thank you. a few days ago while I was walking in the park there was a girl who did the whole 'psst' thing to me. I didn't know that was still in style. Girls have been more forward to me actually saying things like "yeah bitch get it, get it", "hey baby come over here....where you goin?". No exaggeration. It still has it's ups and downs, and I'm just trying to stay afloat. Wish me luck, and I'll see you all soon. Love-TK

Never, ever, ever have i had my nationality questioned more than when i moved to NY. Atleast once a week someone would ask if Im Indian, and not native american indian, which i am partially. Bodega store clerks, the police, my co-workers and people who i thought were my friends tend to think I am from the middle east and there is no convincing them otherwise. I guess it's not that bad but I just thought I looked black and black. I walked off Dave and Busters and will no longer work there. Fuck that juob!!! I am starting at a three story bowling alley/club in union square soon so thats coo. And thats all thats new...i think. "baby all i want is to let it go, aint no worry, no we can dance all night. get me bodied!! that means come closer to me, while we grind to the beat and yo bodaaee!"

i guess you can say you've done it all in New York if you've been to NYC jail. And I have. i was 'locked up" for about 14 hours!!!!For what you might ask: for mutha fuck WEED!!!! and not a lot of it just a joint. Its such a long long story, i was with Mike Weed, he got to go home 9 hours before i was able to. I got my arresting officer in serious trouble, because lucky for me i know my rights, and should have only been detained for maximum 4 hours with that half a joint. Anywho after all the cell lock down and my cell door being stuck closed for ten minuets, the judge threw out my case and i have to attend 1 "canibus abuse" class which is only an hour, and thats it!!!! No record, no probation, and no fine!!!! I LOVE WEED!!! I hope my friends are watching so you think you can dance!!! its really good this year

now that i live on this tiny tinty island manhattan things have been a lot more easier now. zipping cab rides home, central park litteraly one block away from my front door, and ofcourse the ladies like it!!! hee hee. my ONLY day off has been today since i moved three weeks ago i am hoping i can squeeze in 6 hours of sleep tonight. That would be killer! I have already hooked up with my "striaght" roomate two days ago (this shit will never end!!!!!! i am missing my friends back home dearly!!! The homos here are sooooo strange that is why i still haven't landed me a bf yet and its been over a year since i lived here. I still have my MIKE WEED but does that really count he's not my boyfriend and frankly not living up to the homo friend status either. Maybe im just asking for too much. Any who i have a house phone now so my friends at home should be expecting a TELE-phone call from me soon. i need to get back to drinking now my beer is getting warm. I love you all and miss you dearly!!!

sooooo i am moving on the the tiny island of Manhattan now yaaaaay! I am gonna wake up every morning to the fresh smell of car exhaust, and subtle horse shit. There are some advantages to living on this over crowed strip o land is how fast i will get home now. What once took me 35 mins express to get to work will now take me 15 20 or so. and believe me that matters. $10 cab ride home dosent hurteither. I am moving in with a bartender I work with and a cocktail waiter. I also got a new phone again (surprise!). This time its one o those expensive ones called a blackberry through sprint. Im getting it turned on within the next days or so. Hopefully i will hold on to it, it did come with one of those belt clips but i don't know about that i should attatch it to my balls or something. Gay boy blues o course i have no luck with them still, I still have my good riend mr. weed (micheal) whose more than enough of a handful right now, if this is what haveing a "boyfriend" i clock out dude. I mean he is not even my man but damn betweens the constant phone calls, all the "i love yous", and baby talk, ick. But i love it ofcourse. HAPPY BIRFDAY MATT!!!!! i know yo party gone kick ass and stay thin baby keep repin 4 the skinny boys! Oh I met P Diddy and seerna williams a couple weeks ago. P Diddy held a little party for his son at my job and right when i was goning to get off work my manager asked me to stay and work a party and it was rumored it was Diddy. Now I am not a big fan of him at all but you know why not. Turns out he's laid back, undemanding, and his kids were well behaved (THANK GOD!!!) Anyway I didn't really serve him food they ate off the buffet i just chilled. He handed me me a $100 when he left for three hours of work...not bad. I went to the closing night of one of NYC's biggest gay clubs last week, I left that bitch at 7 a.m. with micheal of course. and the club was still packed wall to wall with homos. had to been at least 4000 sissys in there, and a few girls. Never doin that shit again! Anywho gotta watch some more T.V. before you know get some down time in before i have to dive in to the pit tonight. bye bye loves I miss you all! -TK p.s. did i mention i hoooked up with another fuckin straight guy two nights ago? (old shit)

random. seriously i mean from having oscar awards predictions, to hanging out with marilyn monroe and JFK at house parties, being at anna nicole sniths funeral just weird don't youthink????

your just, made for love! ok so i hate a lot more things now just to start: wind, NYPD (again)these bastards wont leave me alone. kids. tourists, another homosexual boy, subway system late nights. and the crying white boys on the radio who call it singing. New York will turn has turned my small brittle heart even colder the past fewmonths. but i still dig it HHHEEEEEYYY!!! So since i own a laptop top computer i guess i should put it to use. its been dusty the last few months. It still can't use these things for some reason. big ups to Queefa and all the homies in the B-LO love yall bug time! p.s. so i heard that Hillary Clinton just blew it big time!!!!