08/24/04 11:16 - ID#34392

here we go again...

3rd try to post: 1st one lost; second one gone.this one doesn't do the first any justice. whatever - i am soooo stressed out; by means of my own procrastination. so much so that I am in pain - crazy muscle spasms. i need a new back massuese. the old one just up and vanished without so much as a "see ya its been real". whatever that was about. crazy young bucks. where are the mature bucks at? this little doe is so tired of games...

anyway. so there are tons that i need to do to progress yet i hold myself back without true justification. just lies i tell myself. whatever.

things that make things better:
wine (not really)
friendly gestures
love
plans, backup plans and backup plans for the backup plan
whatever again
blah blag blah blag blah...

I need a Kanye West "work out plan"
i should stop sipping and start walking home. its been a very lond day and it will probably be the same tomorrow since it all seems the same every day. nothing freakin' new.

last week my friend suggested that i "dumb" myself down so that I don't seem like a "smart ass" i replied...thats what i have done for the past three years. and frankly it seems like it has made me more of a hard ass that ever before

I feel like the longer i stay the deeper the grave I dig. no matter how lucrative they say it will get its not lucrative enough for me. i bet those western settlers thought the same thing as they dug for gold: "ima get rich betty" we gon hit the muthaload!

whatever.
it could be worse i suppose. how long will this dysfunction last?
arghhhh.:(

ps
weird: song on itunes now playing: Pearl Jam - Jeremy; very weird; very 1995ish;has nothing to do with any of the above listed references.

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08/23/04 11:11 - ID#34391

off to work

well...off to being a "smart ass" for the day 8* !!! There's no greater thrill that I look forward to other than to trek to cheektowaga in order to carry out my daily paid duties of being class smart ass #2!!! yipee!!!:)

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08/21/04 05:40 - ID#34390

the day after

i just woke up 8* it's 4:32pm - that's crazy - the day has passed me by...
but again, last night was well worth it. :)
I need to study too before a really good opportunity passes me by...
I too need to clean my apartment, however it looks no where near as
crazy as PMT's did when I left earlier this morning...

I want more of the delicious cake that I think Jill made for the birthday boys!
I can eat cake for breakfast/lunch!!! :)
so, plans for the day(not in the appropriate order):

1) study
2) eat cake
3) shakespeare in the park - before it ends tomorrow ("Taming of the Shrew")
4) clean apartment
5) clean hard drive
6) more partying somewhere???
8) assess budget
9) assess returns
10) clean carpets (uggghhh)

I should go for a walk first. priorities, priorities.

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08/21/04 07:31 - ID#34389

Part-ay

The party was really great! Kudos to all who came and represented - especially on the dance floor and to those who put together a really nice shindig!!! Sorry to all those who missed all the great people and the overall goodtime we had tonight. I just got home from the party. It's 6:26am and my neighbors above are still rockin' the house! party on...
Happy Birthday Terry and Mike "WHOO HOO" - you guys are the best!!! Mike I really hope you are feeling way better by the time you read this. I am sorry I could not stay and nurse you but I think you are ok as you finally drifted to a peaceful slumber.
It was great meeting all the elmwood strip community and then some...

I must retire to bed now, I biked home and I am beat!
Hope everyone had a fabulous time at the e-strip house!!

good night all or good morning...

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08/19/04 01:53 - ID#34388

late night roll...

funniest thing> (e:lilho) peeing in the spotlight @ kleinhan's for all of richmond ave to see her shadow! :) while (e:Terry) tries to push me on the bike in the water, yet, I freak out> he calles me a pussy. I reply "that I am when it comes to my phobias" :(
perhaps I should list a few of them:
1) birds
2) fluffy birds
3) any kind of fowl creature
4) mostly anything with wings
5) any animal essentially
6) swimming in the unknown where I cannot see the bottom! (yes this includes
lakes oceans, etc. -
7) etc....

so anyway - Metalpeter [inlink]metalpeter,77[/inlink] you can also purchase slurpees at the 7-11's in cheektowaga (union rd between walden and william as well as French Rd. right off of Union between clinton and losson rd)

p.s.
who's up for an e-strip end of summer, bring your own dish, community picnic in the park?

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08/17/04 10:58 - ID#34387

livin la vida loca!!!

[inlink]robin,256[/inlink]
Well whata ya know... i'm not so evil after all...
;)
Your fate has been decided....

You are one of the lucky ones! Because of your virtue and beliefs, you have escaped eternal punishment. You are sent to Purgatory!

Purgatory

You have escaped damnation and made it to Purgatory, a place where the dew of repentance washes off the stain of sin and girds the spirit with humility. Through contrition, confession, and satisfaction by works of righteousness, you must make your way up the mountain. As the sins are cleansed from your soul, you will be illuminated by the Sun of Divine Grace, and you will join other souls, smiling and happy, upon the summit of this mountain. Before long you will know the joys of Paradise as you ascend to the ethereal realm of Heaven.

;)

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08/14/04 12:34 - ID#34386

Thursday Night in Buffalo

all over delaware ave while riding in a car @ 35+ MPH!!! Most of it on PMT's car!!!

now I must study more accounting.

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08/12/04 10:57 - ID#34385

Thursday in Buffalo

I agree Mike [inlink]mike,232[/inlink]
Merlin's is a place you end up at on a thurs night.
come on people,think, there has to be a million and one bars
in Buffalo...
Blu
Tudor
Rendevous
Faherty's (sp)
Mohawk
Brick Bar
Frizzy's
Elmwood Lounge
Cole's
Mr. Goodbar
Darcy's Mcgee's
Bradford
etc
etc
etc

Pick one.

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08/11/04 10:23 - ID#34384

new thursday!

I too am down with a vote for a new venue on thursday (less than 24 hrs away)
Can we even incorporate a little "boot scoot boogie?"
Please, e-strippers: Cast your Vote!!!

in other night news: My dream last night consisted of being served free beer and pizza @ work. I hate when the dreams don't finish; I didn't get to see if we were then laid off after our belly's were full and our spirits now high...it would seem typical. oh well off to work to daydream of having cocktails inbetween lessons of c-corps, FUTA, and Net Operating Lossess!

p.s. Does anyone have any accounting books I can borrow asap? (as in today)
I have to take a test @ work to see if I can get a specialist job in Honolulu. Would that be sweet or what? Thanks in advance!!!

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08/10/04 06:59 - ID#34383

raindrip research...

guess what folks? Its storming & I am up collecting raindrops once again 8*
this time I wised up. I moved the futon and put a trash can under the leak, now that I know its there. so a little redecoration in effect @ 5:27am. yeah - it rocks!

the storm awoke me from my festive dream where I was looking for frozen chicken breast in a super market and ended up with frozen dog food put in between hearty bread buns. and the earlier dream incl paul programming and every request one made he was on top of... like"done!" Nothing was too complicated for the invinsible programming paul visco! even outrageous request!!!

hey...did you put a chip in my brain paul? :)

ps.
welcome new e-peeps!!!