12/21/11 11:16 - ID#55780

So sick.....

There's only so much a son can take. You always hear that no matter what youre supposed to love your mother. When is it ok to stop loving her because it's hurting you too bad? I know it's getting old but it dosent make it hurt any less. The way I see it is she dosent care enough about me or herself to do the right things and stay out of trouble. Even if she has my support and love. I guess it's not enough for her :( Its the worst feeling knowing that the ONE Person who's supposed to love you unconditionally, dosent care enough to be apart of your life. I'm so sick of going through this and don't know what to do. If this was anybody else I would've have wrote them off a long time ago. But I can't because she's my fucking MOTHER!!! I really wish this would stop. I wouldn't wish this on my enemy, no one should have to go through this. For those of you who have the pleasure of having your mother in your life, even if she is annoying. Hug her and cherish those moments. Because we aren't all fortunate to have some of the simplest things.

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Location: Buffalo, NY
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12/14/11 08:00 - ID#55738

Christmas wish.....

I'm not really into christmas like I used to be as a child, but I do like the spirit and energy it brings. In true form I'm not going to spend christmas with my family, instead I will be spending it with friends doing non-christmas things. I haven't been home for the holidays in three years and don't plan to change that this time, because my family ALWAYS piss me off. So this year my only christmas wish is to be happy and that everyone I'm around I know and love to do what truly makes them happy. Happy Holidays to you all, please stay out of the fashion outlets in niagara falls. I'm sick of the shoppers and the christmas music.......fucking silver bells.

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Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 12/14/11 08:00

12/10/11 05:43 - ID#55690

It's on!!!

This is what I'm going out with tonight? Line up boys!!!

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Words: 13
Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 12/10/11 05:43

10/13/11 04:34 - ID#55289

Ok gross out for some....

This is my michael jackson hand!!! It's healed I'm just waiting for my color to come back. The good thing is I can use my hand now, so I'm back to drawing with my mummy hand and some sewing. Makes me happy.

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Location: Buffalo, NY
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10/09/11 09:34 - ID#55273

Now you're alright....

But I'm here darlin, to enjoy the party. Ok my whole body is hurting. Everything hurts besides my mj mummY hand ironicallY. I didn't know hiking included rock climbing and sliding down cliffs lol. It was sooooo much fun we had a lot of fun. Poor Casey wasn't feeling to well after our night out before, but still was a trooper and did most of the adventure. Did somebody say Tranny island?! I must say hiking took a lot more out of me than I thought, and my shoes are not going to be the same. But would I go again? Hell yeah!!! Later this week I have a funeral and a going away party to go to in the same day lol. I would put a pic of my hand up bit I don't want to gross anybody or. Let's just say I really am white on the inside ;) goodnight all love you long time

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Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 10/09/11 09:34

09/22/11 12:24 - ID#55179

No more cooking

I've been told by numerous people that I can't cook, and I don't belong in the kitchen. I've agreed %100. But every few months or so I feel the urge to try. They have resulted in me burning many a things mostly food and twice my hand. I've even cut my hand trying to make strawberry pie. Yesterday confirmed it big time!!! I burned the HELL out of my hand which resulted in me going to the ER lastnight. Now I have a mummy hand and I'm NEVER cooking again. Now how am I supposed to be a hand model :(

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Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 09/22/11 12:24

09/10/11 12:05 - ID#55128

When I think of home....

I think of all my friends and family back here and all the love I've been shown since I've been here. Makes me wonder why the heck did I think I could really be happy in New Orleans. Words can't express how happy I am to be back, it really started to sink in yesterday, when I was thinking about B.S. in new orleans and realized I'm 1200 miles away. It ofcourse wasn't all bad but, the bad definetly out weighed the good. I like when the scale tips the other way. I'm not staying here forever ofcourse,i will be moving again in january. But for now HAY, HAY, HAY!!! I'm pretty sure I'll C U all soon. Xoxo-TK

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Location: Buffalo, NY
Last Modified: 09/10/11 12:05

06/14/11 05:48 - ID#54493

new changes and gay world

Well if you haven't guessed it yet i am no longer moving back to Buffalo. Initially i was moving back more than anything for my mother. But now that all has changed. My family has not really been winning the family of the year award, any year!!!! But this time I've honestly had enough. My mother is back in rehab for doing something unthinkable to my Grandmother especially giving what has happened to us this past January. My sister and I have had it with this shit and decided to stay away from them for a very long time and just look out for ourselves, since our family dose not seem to give a damn about us or each other.

Its not all Bad news guys Im taking a job offer in San Francisco!!!! Even though i hate Bubba Gumps and the service industry in general, im using them for the move so i can go back to school there. I have applied and soon to be enrolled at FIDM in San Francisco. This Fall i will be in a whole new world doing things totally different, and more up my alley. FIDM is Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising, its time for me to do what i really love and that's anything that has to do with Fashion and shopping :p. Might as well get paid for it. My sister wants me to stay down here because honestly we feel that we are all we have, and i love being around her. BUT she wont leave the south. I hate it down here we all know this.

In addition to this shitty restaurant job down here, I start working for Macys on Thursday!!!! hell yeah hoes!!!! I'm in love with Macys and its about time i start working with what i Love..... Clothes!!! I'm soups excited about it if you can't tell lol. Before i take off for California in the Fall I will be popping up in Buffalo for a visit again in August, so i will see you all before i jet across the country. I love you guys, thanks for your ongoing support. peace and love- TK

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Location: Buffalo, NY
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05/14/11 08:47 - ID#54287

Pig vagina

You know you're in the south when walgreens are selling pigs coochie in a jar!!! Pigs don't have lips. I was really confused at first...

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Words: 29
Location: Buffalo, NY
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05/14/11 05:53 - ID#54286

AT&T is ridiculous

My sister just signed up for AT&T and they got all this B.S. I'm the mail. Not one if them are a bill and one of these letters is to let them know their language was changed to english. Straight B.S.