Crayola-girl let me tell you. I went out to shake it fast last night, and i saw dis nigga. I thought he was aight. he could use some work. He came up to me and kept on buyin me alize, and i was like HELL YEAH! Den dis cock blockin bitch came up and started talkin to my piece of ass. i wanted to knock her teeth down her throat. Den this hoe started touching me! I knew this hussy wanted me to yank her ass then. I don't know what it is wit white people, and as soon as they get drunk they all of a sudden turn gay. anyway we lost we lost that bitch and went back to his crib.
Laquindella- girl you don't even know him
- He sat me down, made me another drink and i knew it was on. we started kissin and shit. Then he took of his pants..... I stopped, looked and was like 'what the hell is dat?' where did he think he was putin dat thing? I mean girl he could tear a hole in the street you know what i'm sayin, shiiiiit, I thought i was some kind of arabian and i was seein godzilla and shit HAHA! But I rode dat nigga, I rode the FUCK outta him, I rode his ass all the way home! And you know i made him cum like fuckin ole faithful and shit, AAAnd he's on zoloft!
-zo-what? whats that?
-Zoloft, medication? You dumb bitch.

If I had the choice to choose my mutant power:
I wouldn't fly
I wouldn't read minds
I wouldn't even have a blast power
I would hypnotize........I would hold the powers of a SIREN. I would be androgynous. I will walk the land instead of the sea. My appereance, my singing voice will draw people to me and I will have my way with them and/or kill them.
That's right I would be a super villan. So for all of you "good mutants" all of you "super heros"
WATCH OUT! I am coming and I warn thee........
Don't get in my way, for my wrath will be swift and treacherous.

with having that last entry there, my song of the week is

"god is god" by juno reactor

These people think they know the answer, maybe they do

I shall quote a few things from the site if you are afraid of whats on it.
1. "WATCH OUT
We are invading your home, office, school, or where ever you are with the Gospel of Jesus Christ. The message of this web site is going to change Your Life."
2. Scripture
"For the Kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. For he that in these things serveth Christ is acceptable to God, and approved of men" (Rom. 14:17&18, KJV)."


My parents

Holly is a dear friend of mine, and I feel her pain at times but in a different way. I wish the right people thought that I was gay. Instead of being hit on by my fellow MALE homosexuals, I am constantly being picked by women of all ages, and lesbians. NO NO NO! What must I do to let theses betty's know that, I as of right now do not desire the pleasure of the cooch. I go to gay clubs, the lesbians think I'm hot and want to freaak dance me. Or I go to parties and I am really attracted to the female who came to the party by herself and she only lives two blocks away trying to hint that she wouuld like a walk home and quite possibly get some of dis mutha fuckin chocolate delight........Sorry honey I don't do fish. GIVE ME THE EEL! THE EEL! EEEEELLL! DAMNIT! Keep your flapper snapper at bay honey. Straight boys this is for you. I would deeply appreciate if you would keep and your curious, inexperienced, minds off me. I am not a guinea pig! I am not some lab aminal that you want to slide your coochie stained dick into.
I am sick and tired of your mixed signals, girlfriends who are out of town and will not be home for a month and you are lonely and bored and you are thinking of getting a taste of homo action and me being the deperate monkey I am I agree. WELL IT ENDS HERE DAMNIT!
Now what I do desire: A homosexual who knows his sexuality. No psycho's. You should be a very open minded faggot. You should like walks and sunshine, bunyy rabbits are a plus. NO necklaces eww I hate necklaces. And belt buckles I hate those two I think that might be because my Mother would hit me with them but thats not important right now. What is important is that he must be loyal and true and Butt lovin.
Holly inspired me to write this, so I say thank you, It's been a while since I've been influenced by other people, Besides the time I saw my friend Carla tied up to her bed post and she masturbated using her "Big Red" and her feet, I't was really cool to see I suggest you try it some time. Good night and good fight.

" hey! make a wish and see yourself,on stage, inside out.Ofcourse you were pleasently surprised. And softly he said 'I will mangle your mind'"

Midnight train to Georgia- Gladys Knight and the PIPS

The past week for me has been really tough. I got fired, My mother has a new illness and i had to move. The move should have been the the great thing to end a stressful weeked, But it realy didn't go like that. My roomate was bitching the whole time about Moving her shit, which i must add she didn't have to move. Her boyfreimd and her brother were supposed to move her big heavy stuff. Her brother became exhausted after moving his parents stuff all day, and her boyfreind is just a lazy asshole who ditched her last minute. So it was left up to me to move HER big stuff. I called my friend Mike and asked him to help me move her shit and he quickly said yes. I felt bad for calling him and interupting his plans, but i am in deep gratitude to him, Infact I want to thank all of my freindswho especially this past week have made me feel better. Matthew S., Terry, Paul, Dinah, Carrie, Megan, Mike, Fredia, Thank you all very much words cannot express how much you guys mean to me.
My roomate after Mike and I had just moved her crap wouldn't even give HIm a ride down the street. Talk about a bitch right. Well they say things will come back to those who do wrong, and that of you who have been generally good people, and have sometimes even put other peoples feelings before yours, that your pay off will come as well.
When? It's been too long, I feel i can't stand anymore. I do my best to do "right" to treat others like i want to be treated. But the one thing I want and have wanted the most, still hasn't come. I have begun to give up hope and thinking it will never present it self, that i am only holding on to hope to amuse myself. But everyone say "well you'r still young". NO i'm not IN the past 8 years I have grown so old. Doing things that my freinds who are 25 haven't even done yet. I have experienced heartache, Jesus, war and the one thing i want to keep me stable to feels the hole that so many people have pierced, has not been filled.
-Where are you???

Crayola- Girl I need to get a job or some shit, my babyz father is going to stop sendin deez child support checks.

Laquindella- you don't have a baby.

Crayola- Shit,he don't know that.

I will keep it posted when Crayola finds a job.

Nothing fails- "I'm in love with you, you silly thing, anyone can see. What is it with you, you silly thing, just take it from me. It was not a chance meeting, feel my heart beating, you're the one. Nothing fails, no more fears, nothing fails, yoiu washed away my fears, nothings fails. I'm not religous but i feel so moved makes me wanna pray, pray oyu'll always be here. I'm not religous but i feel such love, makes me wanna pray.
When i get lost in space i can return to this place cause, you're the one. I'm not religous, but i feel so moved mmmmm, I'm not religous, makes me wanna pray... and it keeps going i will sang this for ya'll one day after i visit my gyno.