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Now that I stopped crying (for the most part) I think I can write about what happened.

Actually I can't. All I can say is he was amazing, but too self centered to see anything other than what he wanted to.

I feel hurt because he made it seem like it was ok to show him my feelings and emotions (which I think we all know I am adverse to doing under any circumstances). And in the end if I would have just kept my distance, like I do with everything, I would have never ended up hurt.

Normally, knowing myself, I'd be a vengful bitch and say a bunch of mean things. But in reality I have no desire to do anything other than sit on my couch and cry.


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💬 3 comments

  1. paul ·

    lame. i want the juicy details

  2. ajay ·

    "And in the end if I would have just kept my distance, like I do with everything, I would have never ended up hurt."

    ... no pain, no gain. One _has_ to take risks to reap the rewards.

    Sorry to hear that you got hurt; but, it doesn't always end this way.

    "'tis better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all" . . . .

  3. lilho ·

    ummm, yea better to have loved. maybe. i think better to eat giant brownie sundaes... heartbreak or not.

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