bah.... boys suck
Such opposing emotions in a breakup.
I love him,
but I hate him.
I want him to be happy,
but I want him to hurt the way I do.
I want him here every second,
and I never want to see him again.
I'm crushed,
but relieved that I don't have wonder when the other shoe is going to drop.
He's all I can think about,
but I want him erased from my mind.
He's cute and funny and caring and sweet...
and probably can't ever be trusted again.
I'm everything he wants,
but I'm not enough.
I feel angry and betrayed,
but I miss him.
I don't want to trap him,
but I want to convince him to stay.
I want to go back in time...
And I want to fast forward through the hurt.
I'm numb,
but everything hurts.
I'm sorry,
and I'm not sorry at all.
My mind is racing,
but my thinking is foggy and slow.
But mostly...
I'm just sad. :(
I love him,
but I hate him.
I want him to be happy,
but I want him to hurt the way I do.
I want him here every second,
and I never want to see him again.
I'm crushed,
but relieved that I don't have wonder when the other shoe is going to drop.
He's all I can think about,
but I want him erased from my mind.
He's cute and funny and caring and sweet...
and probably can't ever be trusted again.
I'm everything he wants,
but I'm not enough.
I feel angry and betrayed,
but I miss him.
I don't want to trap him,
but I want to convince him to stay.
I want to go back in time...
And I want to fast forward through the hurt.
I'm numb,
but everything hurts.
I'm sorry,
and I'm not sorry at all.
My mind is racing,
but my thinking is foggy and slow.
But mostly...
I'm just sad. :(
