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turn over a new leaf

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Wow, I haven't posted in a while have I.

Well, peeps, it's done.
Over.

I'm not happy about it, but it was necessary.
We were both miserable, and it was just bringing out the worst in both of us, which culminated in a nasty fight last night.
So it's done.

And oddly enough, I haven't cried.
And I think I might be at peace with it.

Then again... it's only been a day...
But I hope it sticks.

I'm hoping that someday we can at least be friendly, but at least I can finally realize that this had become toxic, and that it was making me a person that I don't want to be, and we need to not talk to each other for a WHILE. He may be great in some ways- but he's not great for me. At least not right now.

So...

Now it's time to re-claim my life, before the summer's over!

woohoo!!
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💬 8 comments

  1. mike ·

    congrats?!? I'm sure life will be better once you reclaim it for yourself! Pictures of me in my glasses are coming soon...though i don't like them as much now that I have them!

  2. mrmike ·

    Good for you. It's a positive for you in the long run

  3. jbeatty ·

    Welcome to the single community. You will find many perks to being a member.

  4. ajay ·

    Hallelujah!

    I was wondering what you were upto. No posts usually is a bad sign with you... ;-)

  5. museumchick ·

    I think you made the right choice. I hope everything turns out in a way that makes you happy:).

  6. libertad ·

    My advice that I gave to you previously in your post labled "boo" I said

    "Don't be heartbroken. This guy clearly has a disregard for your feelings, and you don't deserve that."

    I think it still applies. Maybe that isn't the same advice as Josh? I feel like I said something similar to you like maybe at the beach or something. I don't know.

  7. joshua ·

    THANK YOU!

  8. chico ·

    happy de-toxing!

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