Category: life

08/24/08 04:15 - 80ºF - ID#45439

Sad Day

So, my boss has been on sick leave for 6 weeks or so with cancer. It was actually treatable and I think his prognosis was at least somewhat hopeful. Last night was the first night he was home alone, and today no one could get in touch with him on the phone.

I volunteered to go to his house to check on him, but there was no answer and he is not well enough to drive so eventually I broke in through the window. He'd committed suicide last night and I found him on the floor.

I guess it was better that I found him instead of a family member, but still... not the way you want to last see someone. Too late for me to do anything about, I wish there was more I could do.

He was the best boss I've ever had, and a friend.

Goodbye, Luke.

johnallen writes at 05:39:16 08/29/08 - Comment #38342: Sorry man, My heart goes out to you.YOu did what you had to, and kudos for that. Fear is a very powerfull forces that drives mankind to the extreme - sorry you had to stumble upon this.

museumchick writes at 02:07:29 08/27/08 - Comment #38215: I'm so sorry Jim. It must have been so difficult to find him there.

jim writes at 11:23:08 08/26/08 - Comment #38164: That's why I held the brick and bashed the window instead of throwing it, so I wouldn't accidentally hit him inside since I didn't know if he was in there or where he would be. Turns out if I had thrown it I probably would have hit him since I ended up breaking into his bedroom :(

paul writes at 11:08:21 08/26/08 - Comment #38162: You don't have to answer this but I am curious so I am going to ask. How did he die? Hope not a brick injury to the head.

fellyconnelly writes at 06:01:22 08/26/08 - Comment #38153: Remember him for the great guy he was, and not for his last days.
I'm sorry for your loss and all you have been through.

metalpeter writes at 06:56:30 08/25/08 - Comment #38149: I really can't imagine thinking that Sure I'll go check on the guy and then finding him dead. I really can't. I Know I couldn't handle it, and I hope you are dealing with it the best you can. If it was me I think I would need professional help after that. If it was someone I really liked to I know I couldn't handle it. I wish you luck and all I can really say is it fucked up, it really is.

jim writes at 03:06:54 08/25/08 - Comment #38143: Enknot, you're giving me too much credit - I was just the guy who was there.

enknot writes at 02:52:03 08/25/08 - Comment #38142: That was brave and valiant Jim. I hope I would have acted with as much valor as you had I been in your shoes. I'm sorry for that poor mans and his loved one's loss as well, but I'm moved by your character.

dcoffee writes at 02:04:32 08/25/08 - Comment #38138: oh my god. I hope you're ok.

carolinian writes at 09:44:18 08/25/08 - Comment #38132: I'm sorry for your loss. The world needs good people and it's a shame when we lose them.

jon writes at 09:25:18 08/25/08 - Comment #38131: Sorry to hear this Jim. Such a terrible thing all around.

mrmike writes at 09:29:16 08/24/08 - Comment #38127: A good thought for him, and a few for you too. I can't imagine.

jim writes at 08:37:11 08/24/08 - Comment #38124: Thanks!

heidi writes at 08:02:18 08/24/08 - Comment #38123: My thoughts are with you.

libertad writes at 05:34:07 08/24/08 - Comment #38118: Very sorry Jim. I can't even imagine what this must be like for you. I'll keep him in my prayer tonight.

tinypliny writes at 04:41:34 08/24/08 - Comment #38115: Cancer is very stressful and hope is emotionally expensive. :(

jim writes at 04:39:02 08/24/08 - Comment #38114: Thanks, everyone.

tinypliny writes at 04:37:48 08/24/08 - Comment #38113: How sad!! :( I hope his family finds the courage to get through it all.

drew writes at 04:37:27 08/24/08 - Comment #38112: I've lost friends to suicide. It sucks. You have my sympathy.

jbeatty writes at 04:21:53 08/24/08 - Comment #38111: That is really terrible, I'm so sorry.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: electronics

08/23/08 04:14 - 84ºF - ID#45424

Microcontrollers Part II

So, this is just the getting started lesson from this page:

although I did deviate in the programming a bit to use functions instead of nested if-blocks. It's supposed to be a bike safety light (although not in a pretty / finished package).

Nothing special, but it is flashy and blinky so I made a video of it working.

::Download Flash Video::

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: electronics

08/23/08 11:27 - 76ºF - ID#45421

Microcontrollers

I finished soldering together my microcontroller board and the prototyping shield which fits on top. The microcontroller board you can't see in this photo, it's the first layer.

Soldering is a lot of fun, it turns out.

Now, the little switch on top of that board I can read from inside of programs on my computer, like so:

Not bad for a first little project.

I'm going to construct some camera triggers, so that I can take pictures from sensors like motion, heat, laser, etc.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: cute

08/22/08 03:34 - 87ºF - ID#45410

MOST CONTROVERSIAL JOURNAL EVER?

~~No, it's a puppy and a bunny.~~

Try #2: Random newf footage.

Ah, Friday.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: internets

08/20/08 01:02 - 69ºF - ID#45375

Manga Face Generator

Kinda cool:

Here's an idealized version of me :)

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Words: 18
Location: Buffalo, NY

08/19/08 09:03 - 63ºF - ID#45372

Word Clouds

Wordle

This one is from the last few posts across all of estrip:

If you create a new one, you can base it off your own journal by typing in for the RSS/feed address username.estrip.org, like mine is jim.estrip.org, which looks like:

(You might have to mess with font/layout/colors/etc to make it look fun)

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: random

08/15/08 01:18 - 71ºF - ID#45336

Home Alone

So, stuck here by myself this weekend, (e:James) is on vacation without me :)

Plans:

1. Read a bunch.

2. Code.

3. Eat a lot of junk food.

What else?

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: video

08/13/08 02:33 - 75ºF - ID#45320

Predictive Spelling

mildly NSFW

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: progress

08/11/08 02:34 - 68ºF - ID#45303

One Week!

I am one week into quitting smoking cold turkey. Going pretty well.

Also, I have an unrelated cold. Is summer over already? Huddled in a hoodie, sniffling, dark at midday, looks like it to me.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: internets

08/11/08 01:04 - 68ºF - ID#45302

Craigslist Missed Connections Template

re James' latest post, which is a missed connection with at least a bare minimum of details.

Why do they usually sound like this?

I saw you at [vague location starbucks], you were [vague description standing by the wall] and you [vague action glanced at me]. If you're interested, please [ironic demand for specific details email me an exact description of what I look like] so we can connect!

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Location: Buffalo, NY

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