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[inlink]hodown,86[/inlink] I think there are lots of lessons that we should learn from that we don't. I think we really do learn from most them but carrying out the lesson is the hardest part.

on another note: my body hates me right now. too much torture this week. will have to give happy details later. must prep for work. pray I make it through the day

Little Nephew is born! cutey pie he is...

I think I am back on the wagon. I had a cup of java last night and by morning I had to break open the eggnog coffee. yummy! I subconsciously think I need it since I will be up with Maria for a while today and she is more energetic than me!!!
I will take some for the road too!

I love Fall. It really is one of my favorite times of the year. Family, Friends, Fun and best of all Birthdays!!!

However wonderful, it was freezing in my apt today=seriously. I was all wrapped up in sweats and everything. So I decided to leave and hit the stores (day three since friday). I thought it was bound to be warmer there than here.

Wow, I have been shopping like a teenager with her very first credit card except that I didn't charge anything. I bought my niece a snow suite (baby pink w.brown velvet buttons and collar trim & shoe/hand covers to match), for me a pink hat w/black trim for my black pea coat & a pink fuzzy scarf to match (one of those scarves that you can do funky things with like put over your head, wear as a neck muff,etc.), a pair of black boots (not the hooker ones!) & yet I may take those back; Some Martini glasses, a coloring book for the niecey poo!...

I bought my niece a little black velvet dress & cutesy black velvet shoes which she loves - she is already a shoe queen. I got my soon to be born nephew a sleeper & I purchased tons of scrapbook stuff for my niece and nephew.

I picked up a few bowls, napkins & cup things for my birthday party/happy hour next week. Can't wait for that either. :)

I went out only to look for a dress to wear to Trisha's wedding. No dress. Found one snazzy suit/dress but by that time I didn't feel like spending anymore money.

The second big ticket item I went to purchase this weekend was a camera so that I could capture the new baby's first moments outside of the womb. I went to a few places over the past two days and the store people were of no help(I wish I could tell my customers((all of you taxpayers)) "hey, I just work here, I really don't know crap"). Do I had to do my own research and w/the suggestion of a friend, decided on a Canon digital. I really wanted to replace the one I broke, Sony Mavica, but I don't have the clams to shell out. Besides, that camera is huge. Time to downsize.

I feel like i need a chic size camera that I can get close to professional results to boot. oh yeah, and on a shoestring budget. Uncle sam takes just as much from me as he does you ; ) !!!

So mike & paul call to see if I wanted to go to Marcella's tonight(last night)
I was down so I bummed a cup of java from my neighbor. I am not officially back on the coffee wagon but its starting up...(got some eggnog coffee too during my shopping weekend) So I was buzzed and ready to go... My sister called me just as I was getting ready and said her water broke... (11:45pmish) I was struck with glee...A new baby in a few hours!!! so exciting. little people are facinating.
So anyway, they (Mike&Paul) ended up cancelling. So now I am waiting for my sister to call me back after the doctor calls her. I have had so much caffeine today (chai tea, green tea, coffee) whooa Nelly!

I should scrapbook. Really I should just try to rest as there will be little of that in the hours/days to come...

mr.sandman.....

please turn on your magic beam....

oh mr. sandman
bring me a dream. ;)

I need to get my day planner back in action. I was convinced a while ago not to spend money on the yearly inserts etc. but i love my paper day planner. sure a pda would be even better now with music upload capability to boot. perhaps this should be added to my birthday wish list.

I don't know if I am super pysched about October (birthday in a few days) or what?
I thought it was October already and I thought my interview was today for a job in DC. Get it together... I felt so silly sitting there all decked out in my suit, hair coifed, face done, and prepared for the ultimate q&a.
silly girl its next wednesday... More time to prepare as I found myself completely nervous which is usually not the case. aaaaahhhh.

Anyone up for cocktails or something after work today?
(bad segway but whatever)

too much paper

too much organization

too little time

too little effort

too many intricacies

too few emails

too often I...

oh so much

hmm... can I have one too? ;)
[inlink]maidencateyes,163[/inlink] - inlink recorded 09/27/04 22:20

(this sounds like it should be a "Dear Santa, I have been a nice girl all year long" request!)

quickie...
nice weekend
friday night went to union meeting for my place of employment.
enjoyed the spectacle while under the influence.
people shouting out opinions about anti-abortion and how the tax on the wealthy aint sh** all at the wrong time. craziness. Yeah yeah, everyone is entitled to their own opinions and such (just like we all like to share here on the site - one nice big opinionated family!)
but to shout at an assemblyman that if he continues to support abortion & such that the state of florida will feel the wrath of earthquakes and other natural disasters???

man, see what I have to go work w/everyday. After I left I needed some martini's to forget about how crazy it is there. the martini's were great-esp after we added a fun game of limbo with it!!!

spent entire saturday w/18 mo niece
spent at least 8 hrs reading to her-she
loves books!
she made her first painting by watercolors -
oh so cute!
she cried when it was time to leave :(
I thought it was sweet as pecan pie!

so moving along, i have to get ready for work, no time to truly post.
I find myself saving stuff to the epad www.elmwoodtrip.com/epad
to later post. later never comes...

so later that night, (e:paul) and I met (e:maidencateyes) @ good ol' faherty's [inlink]maidencateyes,160[/inlink]. Nice meeting you and (e:floppydonkey)
& (e:drchlorine), you really have been mia since last e peep night out. whats up? but it was good running into you.

sunday was relaxing. walking,yoga,clams,boardwalk

gotta go now. I hope we don't lose anyone from our e community - that would be sad. :(

Mohawk Place
Oct. 5 2004
Buffalo, NY
Doors: 8 PM
ZOX @ 9:30 PM
under21: $7 21+: $5
info:
Zox Website
Mohawk Place
I saw these guys last year @ Elmwood Arts Festival - They shared some cool sounds. check it out...

I cannot believe what I just heard for several reasons....
(e:flacidness) just asked me if I heard about a break in right in my very own HOME!!! I knew nothing about it because no one has said anything to me.(e:Flacidness) works with one of my neighbors. She told him what happened. Tonight he told me. I am so freaked out!!! Apparently someone broke into our home(apartment bldg) and stole everyones bike except for mine. All along I thought the bikes had been moved in order for the people working on/in the house to do what they needed to do. I thought all along no one told me to move my bike elsewhere & I was left out of the loop. Low and behold a thief had been within our private residence. I am really appalled and cannot believe this. It makes me leary of being there in the first place. I always thought the people in my area neighborhood were weird in someway different from other parts of elmwood. like the guy who walks up and down the street with a shopping cart & occassionally throws trash and food in my driveway ( I have witness this) or others who walk back and forth pass the general area all day long. I don't know, maybe they have nothing to do or something but I am soooooo freaked out. I feel like someone or people are watching us and know when we are there and when we are not. One day I came home, parked in the back as usual, and say some dude walking briskly through the back yard behind the garage and jump the fence to the property next door. Made me feel uneasy/

At the same time, I can't help but to think that its the seemingly crazy people my landlord hires to do work around the house....
I had some jewelry missing since the last thing was fixed in my house which was extremely sentimental to me. My deceased mom gave me a pretty figaro gold bracelet on my 25th birthday. The last birthday I saw my mom. you have no idea how much that meant to me. But How could I accuse someone of taking something when I didn't see them do it nor was I there. My landlord had the dude call me and schedule a time that he could fix the leak in my bathroom that had molded the foyer below. The guy called me and asked when I would be home . I told him whatever timeframe according to my work schedule. The guy said he would call me in the morning. He never did. He came, alone, while I was at work. I came home to a fixed bathroom that night

He called me the next morning and said "hey I fixed the problem" i said , "yeah I know" later realized the next morning I could not find my really important jewelry including the unmentioned white and yellow gold "x" link necklace that my aunt gave me. Freakin' sucks !!!!

I hope my neighbors are doing ok with this craziness. I am sooooo upset by this, you really don't understand my these mere words that I type. Why would they take everyone else's bike except mine??? granted mine is a cheap tiny bike but what does a thief know about value? perhaps I just don't know enough thieves to understand their motive and mindset. I don't know. perhaps it was the same person that took my jewelry. I don't know. I do know its time to go.

Hopefully I get this job in DC. That would be my exit stage left...
For my dear neighbors, S,M,&J who also loss valuables, i am really sorry to hear of this. I reallly cannot believe this., (e:Flacidness) said they broke in through the doo, form what he was toldr. I saw my landlord this morning looking at the door and didn't understand why.

Why didn't anyone tell me? I feel out of the loop...
this is something pretty serious.

home.
exhausted
headache
no sleep yet.
more walking
heavy bags
why are they?