So I tried to kick the buzz! Too many cups a day ~ tsk tsk tsk...
I made it a week; I broke down friday-must consume coffee-must have large doseage. Here is my montage of the process...



















The later effects of this cheating experience caused me to feel a hightened sense of "THE JITTERBUGS". This lasted for a few hours. I thought to myself, this is what being on drugs must feel like from time to time-uncontrollably twitching & shaking. But then as I had lunch that same afternoon at the local subway shop, I encountered a man, who was definitely on some snacks! He began to spew his rhymes - encouraging us to believe his skills. I preceded to sit down and eat and he wanted to tell me that he had a babay and wanted a penny for the babay while he spewed his rhymes louder mixed with his bouts of giggles.
For now, I will Just Say No.But thanks anyway! For I do not believe it is safe for me to dance naked in the streets yet even while smiling and passing out free flowers to passersby. More power to the next person who can.

So a day without the caffein is a lazy day for me. Vegging, Sleeping, etc.
I am looking forward to the warm sun filled days to bring back the vitality in me: biking, blading, walking in the streets(somewhat fully clothed,)playing in the grass, the philharmonic, jazz in the park, Fat Bob's Pulled Pork, street festivals, meeting people... The list goes on and on and on. As sleepy brown says: I can't wait!

nothing really to say, sitting here doing my nails with the lovely color of "Fresh Fushia Creme" shortly after midnight; hiding out from online buddies...
i just felt the need to post - to post nothing. ???
sure there is stuff going on, when isn't there? but i guess i try to escape it all at the moment if for just a little while. problem is that little while i think has lasted 8 years and counting...

when will i end the pattern i ask.

hmm, i dunno, but i want to pacify this uneasy feeling with good food,(craving some sushi), great shoes(stilletos please), and gratifying sex.
all of which are unatainable by my own will to be good, be a good little girl!!!
I only fear that the moment i allow myself to indulge i will be stricken by some unforseen horrible luck.
oh well, so far so good - i have declined an incredibly enticing "booty call" in the past 5 days, i have somewhat stuck to my budget and did not run out on my lunch break to buy a pair of "f - me boots" on sale and I am not eating $10 sushi rolls : )

enough of me, i hope everyone else is ok; sometimes i think its selfish to think of myself when someone i know, or someone who knows someone that i know, or no one that i know personally is suffering or experiencing something tragic.

Here are the photos that I didn't get to post weeks ago...

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Goodmorning all! Feeling a lot better than yesterday! Danced most of the frustrations of the world out last night at Paul's rocking 27th Birthday Party. As always guys, Kickass party!!! Welcome to the club Paul - 3 more years to the BIG 3-0!!! Well here are a few (21) pics from last night. Hope everyone else had a good time too!

ciao for now...

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