I spend waaaaaaay too much time online. so sad. I avoid everything else
that I should and need be doing.

If I were catholic and had to give up something for lent or what have you,
I would need to seriously consider my online usage time.

perhaps I would be more focused and not make mistakes such as shown below

Last Sunday:

Receive New Pair in Mail on Tuesday & then...
This Sunday:




What is wrong here? i can't keep this things for anything...
needless to say i am freaked out!!!! Poor Prince George...
and here I was thinking, maybe it would be nice to have a male counterpart, but I cannot take care of the little one I have. hmp, hmp, hmp...

What will happen next sunday? I am terrified to wonder!

all this talk about chivalry & where has it gone:
The night before I dreamt that I was riding a deer, a deer!!!, and wrestled up a stallion(horse) by rope and rode into the woods, past a pool, past a baseball diamond where there were a lot of losers jeering at me, then I ended up at a television set where I knew the cast members; it was their last show or something. One of the guys was flirting in the way guys do when they pretend that they hate you and you hate them back for acting that way; In the end he comes over and smacks me on the arse like a term of affection or something; He expected me to respond to this like we were in elementary school. Yes, many boys did this in elementary school. Run up to the girl, smack her bum and expect you to chase them. Boys! & Stupid dreams.
But I really wonder what did riding the deer mean and why was I stringing along a stallion???

There are still gentlemen who will walk on the right side of me, open doors, and stand when I exit the table. I am southern y'all, it's a way of life down there when a man is brought up properly. I see these actions as kind gestures. Sure, I can get my own door, change my own tire, install my own pc, cut my own grass, and lay my own floor tile, and still be quite the lady. Most people don't teach "manners" these days.
And as far as there being equality, puhlease!!!! Some things will be looked upon as equal treatment, but in terms of relationships it is rarely treated equal. In the back of the mind there is still the expectation of who should be doing what because you are the woman and they are the man or whichever role one assumes in some cases.
Not everyone is like this, I realize. But sometimes finding the ones who aren't are like mining for your own damn diamonds.
But for those who are kind and quite chivalrous, keep being you, the kind acts never go unnoticed!

no great plans.
no paycheck thanks to my big red white & blue uncle.
gotta plan another trip in the next 6 days.
must clean pig sty.
do hair.
& install internal dvd burner

People being nice to one another just because. Yes it still happens here and there but why is it when you are nice to some people and they do something nice in return, they want a [size=xxl]BIG[/size] payback?
you are paid to carryout what you may deem as a favor and you lay the guilt trip on like you went out of your way for me... and then mix ideas in the same breath like" dinner/hotel!>?!?! WTF!!!
I need my own car fast.

<<1+ hr PAUSE>>

forget everything I said, The Bubble Bath made it all go away. Yay for bubble baths while you listen to Louis P. & Louis A. & Ella "Dream A Little Dream of me..."!!!! Its quite weird how I feel the need for these while posting lately.

Does anyone know how I can train for this: ? I am so out of shape .

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Thats a long way. I may need a new bike - A real snazzy one with chrome wheels and chrome brake discs!!!
Sounds cool though to ride from NYC to Buffalo/Niagara Falls. After that I doubt that I would want to ride in a van back here. Give me a Jet with Wings that can soar high, high above the clouds!



So I agree with (e:Ajay), why aren't there more hook ups from this site? or all they all on the D/L? Spring & Summer are nearing, we need another (e:Peeps) wedding!!! Although, nothing will compare to the wonderful union (e:Trisha) & (e:PaulnotPaul) shared with us.

(e:Jill) & (e:Mike), where's that gossip column at? That's why we need epeep night back. (e:DrClx), maybe you should have a more vocal position on the venue(s) selected and so it won't be so lame, as you say, here on out...
There have been some interesting things going on there in WNY; I haven't seen anyone use the calendar in a while: Whats up? It's winter, so what...get together and have a meet the new peeps night or something. Doesn't have to be weekly necessarily. We have an "in house" band, a "mad-funny" scientist, a deep diving spatial conceptualizer, a vocalist (spring faerie that's you!), several clothing designers,a soont o be loft interior designer(go for it Trish!), a superhero (mike that's you), ((now I am getting silly) gourmet meal preparers, video graphical artist, etc. But you get what I mean, I hope. We can do so much united together.

On a separate note, There were some messages from guest. So to answer one question: No apple did not require me to return the malfunctioning earbuds, as they were covered under a 90 day warranty. Ater using the new pair, I realize they quality is not so great, the new ones had some crackle in the one bud. seems ridiculous for such an overpriced item that could have had some really cool features that would totally outshine its competitors. oh well.

nothing to gripe about. Just a lovely day!!! Just because.
The sunrise was most amazing today - Orange Red Purple !!!! Just amazing.
Just thankful for experiencing another day.

I also received replacement buds from Apple today for the ones that broke sunday and some nice guys at work game me a pair of earphones too!

Everyone talked about what they did or planned to do yesterday for Valentines day; Well I planned to bake "slice and bake" cookies and make gift bags for my 53 co-workers. The heart shaped cookies didn't turn out quite the way I hoped, so I scraped that Idea and ate the remnants.
Later I planned to actually leave work timely and not get home @ 7pm. That also didn't work out as I hoped, but still worked out just as well. Rainy rushour traffic. So many people and limos out last night. I wonder if people made it to their destinations or spent the evening in a car on the highway?
So anyway, I still got home@ 7, yet made a wonderful Cajun Alfredo Shrimp dish set atop Angel Hair pasta nests. Garlic, Chives, one Vine Tomato, old bay, fresh parmesean, butter & heavy cream! Deliciouso!!! oh and don't forget the shiraz!
I had a date with myself last evening. How fun!!! Hope everyone else had a nice evening too!

ps.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DESI!!!

If only I waited, I could have had this nice little toy:
esp. now that I only have one working earbud!!! yes, prince george is already defective. It may be significant of what really happends in my real life relationships,; I just stomp on their poor little hearts. phooey! This olympus thing rocks. I swear I researched everyday for months. nothing... maybe I am reading the wrong info sites. besides, I guess I have to have prince george around anyway since I actually bought stuff from itunes over the past year, and I really don't feel like trying to figure out crazy ways of converting them...phooey.

TEST YOUR QUIRKYALONENESS HERE: &

How quirkyalone are you?
Your score was 80. Somewhat quirkyalone (otherwise known as quirkytogether):
You are probably part of a mysterious group of people, the quirkytogethers. You share many of our quirky qualities, but you manage to find yourself, on a regular basis, in a coupled situation. Interesting.

Wow, I just noticed I finally hit 5,000 views. I'll have another cup of "baked goods" java to toast! hmmm, when I think of toasting, for some reason it made me think of (e:Holly). Where the hell is (e:Holly)???

seperate thoughts, I am really into John Legend right now. You may have heard his hit "Ordinary People". Contemplating actually buying the cd - I haven't bought a cd in a while. (e:Matt) help keep my ears filled with the Barbra Collection, so there was no need or time to fit anyone else in... Speaking of Barbra, I found another fan at work. This is great.
So his music(John Legend) is quite soul soothing,esp. around this time of the year centered around v-day crap. I say crap because it's either you have to celebrate because you are with someone or you have to celebrate because you are not with someone. Who says!?!?! Really, "Just date yourself for a day" is what it should be called. Give yourself LOVE and do something loving for others, not just a sweetheart - why do we have a "sweetest day" then?
so, since I like doing things to make other people happy and feel loved, I have to figure out if I want to schlep cupcakes or cookies to work tomorrow... .

I spent it with my new beau I call Prince George. I love Prince & I love George Micheal.
It was perfect. we had veggie pizza & a balsamic vinagerette endive/escarole salad & of course vino. there were no snide remarks about all the cheesecake, cherry turnovers, apple fritter I ate since yesterday. there was no play begging me to put out afterwards. and there wasn't any talk of any ex's. I think he is a keeper.